this is my first song-fic.

the song it's based on is Scars by Papa Roach.I hope you like it.

This is supposed to be kinda the way Kira Izuru thinks while Hinamori Momo in in a Coma due to being injured by her taicho


I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

And my scars remind me that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel


The blond-haired male watched her as she slept.

He felt it was his fault he cared too much for both his friend and his captain.

the scars of memories ran though his mind as he watched the fragile girl.

He would do anything if only...If only she would wake up


Drunk and I'm feeling down

And I just wanna be alone

I'm pissed cause you came around

Why don't you just go home

Cause you channel all your pain

And I can't help you fix yourself

You're making me insane All I can say is


He drinks because of sadness, worry and regret

he wishes that it had never happened

He's mad because he wishes Aizen had never came around to be able to hurt Hinamori.

Why couldn't he have protected her?

because she was drowning in sorrow when he had 'died'

He tried to help her but couldn't he felt to guilty.

She's making him insane with worry and regret.

All He can say is


I tear my heart open,I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

And our scars remind us that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel


He tears himself apart wanting to change his weaknesses

His weaknesses that he cares to much but can't fight at all.
Their scarred memories remind them of betrayal

He sits by her side opening his heart to her,

knowing she didn't even hear him


I tried to help you once

Against my own advice

I saw you going down But you never realized

That you're drowning in the water

So I offered you my hand

Compassions in my nature

Tonight is our last stand


he tried to help her once despite what he thought about.

He saw her drowning in sorrow but she never realized.

That she was drowning in sorrow for no reason.

So he holds her hand as she sleeps.

Compassion is in his nature as to be so kind.

Tonight he was going to awaken her.


I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

And our scars remind us that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel


He tears his heart open, he ties himself back together

his weakness is that he can't do much.

their scars remind us that the past was real

He tears his heart open just to feel


I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever come around Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water And I tried to grab your hand And I left my heart open But you didn't understand But you didn't understand Go fix yourself


He's drunk and feeling down

He says he wants to be alone

Renji you shouldn't have come over

Why not just go home?

Cause she's drowning in her sorrows and he tried to help her out.

He left his heart open

but she didn't awaken

but she didn't awaken

she needs to fix herself


I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life


He can't say he fixed her heart

but he can say he tried he's sorry

but he has to keep trying to move on.

He can't say he fixed her heart

but he can say he tried he's sorry

but he has to keep trying to move on.


I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

And our scars remind us that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel


He tears his heart open, he sews himself shut.
his weakness is that he cares to much

and the scars remind them that the past is real

he tears his heart open just to feel


I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

And our scars remind us that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel


He tears his heart open. He sews himself shut

his weakness is that he can't do much

and their scars remind them that the past is real

He reaches toward her once again.


This is a HinamoriXKira song-fic it is kinda one sided. so yes. This is not my best work yet, i wrote this early in the morning it's not even 11:30 AM where i live. so my skills may not be perfect at the moment.

I am a big fan of both HinaKira and HitsuHina. once again this was my first song fic so please review and tell me what i need to fix. and if i get 4 reviews I will message those four and ask for songs that they like the most for a song fic. or I will make one shots with pairings they like.