don't know what came over me but it came to my head so i wrote it!
I'm Okay!
He's almost done! Hang on a little longer; don't crack now. Don't cry; just remember what happens every time you cry. I cringed and winced at every thrust of his fingers inside of me.
Like I suspected he finished and pulled out his fingers "Don't tell your mother and besides she wouldn't believe such a whore like you!" the man whispered and then he leaves my room. I turned on my side and looked at the picture on my dresser. It is a picture of me and my actual father it was taken a few days before he died.
He was a fire fighter and died trying to save a woman from a warehouse fire, but never made it out. Daddy, why did you have to die and leave us? Why did you leave me with that monster? If you hadn't died mom wouldn't have remarried. I was 12 years old and you left me. Our family is falling apart. I wanted to scream out, but instead I laid there naked on my bed. Tears streamed from my eyes as I cursed god and my father for forsaking me. I want to die! I could easily slit my wrist and finally be with you dad. I hate this I wouldn't be able to kill myself Kohaku needs me. I could kill that wretched man. I would love to cut his damn hands off and shove them up his ass and see how he likes being violated. I finally fell asleep to my demented thought.
The sun shone through my window and landed onto my face. I glared at the light. Then I sat up and stepped towards my closet to get my school uniform and a robe to hide my naked body and headed to the bathroom. I got into the shower and whimpered quietly when the hot water hit my bruised up body.
Once I felt at least somewhat clean I stepped out onto the fluffy rug and dried myself off. I put on my uniform and pulled my hair up into a tight pony tail and walked out of the bathroom. "Hey sis it's about time you got out of the bathroom I really need to pee!" my younger brother sighed with relief and ran into the bathroom shutting the door.
I walked towards the kitchen, and I sighed when I noticed my mother sitting at the table with a short glass filled with vodka and a tall bottle of it next to it. The bottle was almost gone when I watched her pour more into the glass. My mother chugged it down then tried to pour more but it was empty.
"DAMMIT!" she shouted as she threw it towards me. I ducked right in time and it hit the wall behind me shattering. "Hey watch where you're throwing!" I shouted. "Oh shut up and just fuck'n leave me alone!" she slurred out saying. I turned and gladly left my drunken mother alone.
I waited for my brother to get done being ready for school. "Come on Kohaku I wanna leave before he wakes up!" I said at his bedroom door. "I'm coming!" he said in a frustrated tone. Please hurry before he wakes up and decides he wants a feel before I leave. I thought in horror as I paced in the hall. Then finally he opened his door. "Okay I'm ready let's go!" he said. We passed by my passed out mother who was still in the kitchen but lying on the floor now. She must have fell over off the damn chair.
Once at the door I felt his hand grab my wriest and pulled me as he shut the door in Kohaku's face. "No stop!" I begged but he smirked and pushed me up against the wall. I closed my eyes and turned away from him. I felt him put his hand under my skirt and touched me. He stopped after a while and let me go. I ran outside and greeted my brother.
"What did he do to you?" he asked me as we walked. "Nothing just drop it!" I answered. Then we walked towards the side walk and leave this hell hole for at least eight hours. I stopped suddenly and grabbed Kohaku and turned him around. "What?" he asked me looking at me with wide eyes. "You have a bruise from last night! Here let me hide it better!" I answered.
I pulled up the caller of his school uniform and it worked it hid it very well. "There much better!" I sighed, and then started to walk towards school again. He followed after me. "Hey sis why can't we just tell anyone?" he asked.
"Because no one would believe us and if they did they would separate us in foster care. I can't stand the thought of losing you too. Don't worry I have a plan once I'm eighteen I will take us away from here! I promise I will never leave you with them okay?" I answered. "Oh right I forgot and okay!" he sighed.
I walked him to the elementary school. "I'll pick you up after school! Okay I love you and please behave I don't want them to call mom or him!" I warned him. He flinched remembering what happened last night. I watched him walk into the school and turned to walk towards my high school.
I walked in and went to my locker. "Hey Sango how are you doing today?" I heard my best friend ask."Oh hi Kagome I'm Okay! How are you?" I answered. "I'm good!" she answered.
Then InuYasha came up behind kagome and hugged her from behind her. He kissed her cheek then sniffed the air and made a low growl towards me. Damn his dog demon nose! "What?" I asked in a frightened voice damnit is it very clear now. "He did it again didn't he?" he asked me in a low growl.
I looked down at my feet and nodded yes. Kagome looked at me with pity. "Sango you know you can stay with me if you want?" kagome offered. "No I'm Okay!" I answered with a smile.
Then I heard my boyfriend come up behind me. "Don't say a word to Miroku!" I begged in a panic. I don't want him to freak out on me or go kill my stepdad. They nodded in agreement but InuYasha rolled his eyes at me. I turned and greeted Miroku. "How is my dear Sango today?" he asked as he kissed my cheek lightly.
"I'm okay! How are you?" I asked with a smile. We've been friends since I moved here when I was twelve and we didn't start dating till the summer before my sixteenth birthday. Which was three months ago it was now mid December. "I'm good now that I can see you!" he answered.
The bell rang for first class to start. I shut my locker door and started to walk to class when Miroku grabbed my hand and pulled me to him. I looked into his violet blue eyes. He looked shocked and confused. "What's wrong?" I asked. "Sango you have a bruise on the back of your neck! Where did you get it from?" he asked concerned.
Damnit! "It's nothing! I promise you I'm okay!" I answered putting on my poker face hiding the fact I am far from okay.
