AN: Well, I feel terrible that I haven't written anything in.. 5 months I think but my life has been very hectic and I've been Depressed on and off again. But worry not! It's summer time and I'm away from the people at my school :D But, I miss some of them; including the guys I liked ;) I miss them like crazy and I REALLY miss my English teacher. She was so cool, funny, and dirty minded all rolled up into one XD Yeah, she was pretty awesome and I really wish that I could have her again as my teacher because that class was the best and funniest! Anyway, sorry for not updating but I promise that I'll try to write more frequently (Like having a new story or new chapters up 2-3 times a week). Please message me if you need to remind me about something or if you want me to work faster because chances are I will. Oh, and this was when I was venting so the Heather part might be kinda random but before I corrected this, it was my friends name instead. Without further ado, I present a new one-shot! (Finally :D)

Long ago, I remember when my every thought would be about you; it left me like that for almost a year. I wonder how I became infatuated with someone so decisive, so ruthless, so terrible in the long run. You never cared about me, you never once showed care towards me like I did to you; how foolish I once was. I'm glad that person died when you lied, faked, and hurt me. I'll never forget or forgive you for it; it's not like I should anyway.

Any person with common sense would say the same thing, like the new me. I am now better; mentally and physically so maybe I can thank you but I probably won't. You'll forget about me one day; I just know you will because you never care about anyone other than your ignorant self. You know, people can see right through you; they see an annoying, mean, and selfish person, did you know that? Well now you do. So forget me or remember me, I really won't care but don't try to act nice to me.

It'll get you no where because I won't buy your little nice act to get people on your side; I'm 100 percent done helping or following you. Besides, why would you ask me? It's because you've run out of people to ask; maybe you should consider changing? It'd probably work, at least on some. I know Heather would believe it.

Oh yeah, at this point you pretend like you hate her, bullshit. I know you like her from what she tells me and I know she likes you too. Or maybe, that was liked you more before you became a different person; one with no feelings. Though, If you really liked her then you wouldn't hurt her; you would protect her, right? Nope, you just like hurting people and you feed off of there pain; sort of like a leech.

I know you hate me and I know you think so little of me; the feeling is mutual now, sweetheart. I say that I hate you, say I want you to die, say your rude but do I mean it? Yes, I now mean every word I say because you hurt me, in many ways than one. I'm only just now recovering from it so I hope your proud; you little leech. I still wonder how I talked to you like everyday but never knew you; how could I have been so wrong. Now, I'm done wasting my time thinking about you, done looking at you, done talking about you, done loving you like I did long ago, almost for a year sadly.\

AN: Sorry it sucks but I'm just getting back into the swing of writing but it will not be the last thing I write; I promise! Also, I hope you guys are enjoying summer and thank you to the people who have read my stories; It really does mean a lot to me :D Thanks for reading and I hope you enjoy my writing! :D