Me? I'm Miley. I'm sure you already know that.
I was thinking what the hell I did to be in public school again? Disney said I should get in touch with my roots. Why you might ask…apparently I act like a whore? I don't see it. I may dress different. But I grew up; they can't expect me to wear the stuff I wore when I was 13. It's pathetic. Of course if they knew I thought that I'd be done for.
This whole high school crap is just for publicity; to show the world I'm like every other teenage girl. If that was true we'd have a world of famous teenage girls, but there's only a few. So I know I'm special.
I know you think I probably sound cocky. But I am? Have you seen me?
Truth is… I'm nervous. Me Miley Cyrus…Nervous. Everyone thinks I'm this super bitchy girl who acts like a diva. Truth is…I'm not. I don't know why people think I'm like that. I don't know why people try to make me out to look like that. Well I'm getting ready for my first day…I've combed out my hair so it's in its natural curls. I have a pair of dark wash jeans and white cork wedges with a white racer back shirt. I'm excited but scared… There are a few others also going to school. It's my junior year. And I'm terrified. Nick and his brother Joe are gonna be there as well as Demi, Selena and Taylor. Disney wants us all to clean up our act and show people that were not bad…But truth is… Hollywood got to our heads…
I walk in the door of the school and everything goes quiet. I smile sheepishly and look down. I slowly walk to the office to get my schedule and locker number…once I walk in I see everyone else there waiting.
Taylor turns when she sees me and squeals "MILEY! Omg, I'm so scared and I don't know what to do! There is all of this drama and I just wanna get this over with!" she says so fast I barely keep up.
I laugh quietly. "Calm down! It'll be over before you know it tay." I look over to the rest and Joe smiles at me. Nick glares at me…no surprise…Selena and Demi are talking in whispers. Probably about me, most likely…
The principal walks out and sighs "These are you schedules…I don't have much to say. Just don't attract attention. Thanks…" He sighs and turns around after giving us our schedules and he walks back into his office closing the door.
I look down and see I have English first. I tell Taylor and she says she has Theatre 1. I laugh a little smiling to myself. "Theatre? Really? You could get professional acting lessons? Your Crazy Tay." I give her a one armed hug before going to my first class.
I walk in and show my schedule to the Teacher. "Right, we have new students today. Well you can introduce yourself if you would like Ms. Uhh Cyrus?" She says uncertainty…I knew I was gonna like her
I smile and turn towards the class "I'm uh Miley. Nice to meet you…I'm a junior…I guess that's it." I say shyly. I walk to my seat and sit down next to a small girl who looked like a freshman…Everyone was staring until someone else walked in…
I heard every girl take a breath when they saw the boy with the brown curls and deep brown eyes walk in. I myself couldn't stand this boy. He disgusted me. As I did him. He looked at me and smirked "Miley scared of a little competition?" he said while walking past me. I just ignored him and pulled out my notebook ready to take notes.
The girl next to me spoke up "Hi I'm Lorraine…I'm a fan…big fan" I smile from ear to ear and look at her
"Thanks…didn't think I had a lot of those these days…means a lot." I say smiling widely once again…this might not be so bad after all.
"Don't worry what people say about you. Truth is they're just jealous." She said quietly I really liked this girl. She was sweet. Soon as I was about to respond the teacher spoke up.
I sat there not paying attention…I'd already learned what I needed too for junior year. All of us had so we were basically here for no reason. I look over to see Nick flirting with the girl next to him. Go figure. Everyone knew he was a whore. But girls still loved him, he is currently dating Selena…yeah Selena Gomez. Or as Taylor and I call her; Selena Hoemez. Demi isn't bad, in fact I admire her. But of course if she talked to me Selena would tear her apart. I sigh knowing that I would have no chance at being friends with her.
If you're wondering why Selena hates me I'll tell you why; because, my show gets more attention, stupid right? It's not my fault; I didn't purposely become more famous than her! To be honest I would probably take it all back. I miss being that innocent girl from Tennessee that wasn't stalked. I could dress how I wanted, sing what I wanted and be who I wanted!
Just then my phone buzzed, I looked down to see a message from Demi. Yeah…I know I said we weren't friends. But that's just what we tell everyone. She has to be there for Selena. When she doesn't even like her? I don't understand it but I don't need any more media then I already have.
Milez! I'm dying…Selena was like 'She needs to clean up more than her act' I don't even get what that means!
I laugh to myself knowing her she was probably bored out of her mind. She is way too smart to be in a silly public school. Hey! Don't die on me! And don't worry about her. I'm just happy that first is almost over. I am dying as well! Nick is in my class. This sucks!
I put my phone on silent and put it back in my purse. I don't wanna get in trouble just yet…I look over to the girl next to me who is smiling away paying attention. I take out a sheet of paper and take notes as well. I might as well if cleaning up my act is what I have to do to get out of here.
The teacher later asks for everyone to bring up there book reports. I wasn't here when they assigned it so I didn't have to turn it in. The girl next to me just smiles once she returns to her seat, she seems like the type who makes straight a's. Which is cool and all but wow her is always happy. It's really insane…
Once the bell rings I pull out my schedule and look at it while I walk towards the door. I bump into the frame and step back a little bit. I hear a loud obnoxious laugh and I know who it is. Nick. I turn around to glare at him. "Hey Miley! Clumsier than ever!" I look at him and scowl. He never gives up on embarrassing me.
A year ago I met Nick. We have been fighting ever since. His brother Joe is amazing as well as Kevin and Frankie. I go to his house all the time but not to see him. He knows a lot about me whether he would like to admit it. Once I head over to Chemistry with Taylor and Demi I see Nick in there as well. Why is he in all these classes? I wouldn't say I hated him…I just don't like him…
I run out to my car quickly once school was over. I get a text message and read it
Joe-Miley! I need someone to talk to! Preferably you! Please come over…
I smile to myself. Joey of course would want to talk to me. Be there soon Joey.
I take my time to get in my car to give Joe a chance to get home. Nick comes over and asks "Can I get a ride?" I look at him appalled…"Uh…why?"
"Joe left already…he is really upset about something…and Selena is mad because I was apparently flirting and I refuse to ride the bus." I look at him like he's insane…He refuses to ride the bus? Who is this? I know he wrecked his car…So his parents refuse to buy him another one. I don't blame them.
See nick can be sweet and kind…But only when nobody is looking. He usually is a jerk to me but when I'm at his house hanging out he is nice. I don't know if it's because of his mom. Or if he just acts like someone he's not…either way I felt compelled to give him a ride. I owed his family a lot.
"Yeah sure hop in. Keep your head down though." I say trying not to sound mean. He looks at me confused.
"Keep my head down? Why?" He said sounding cocky. I roll my eyes.
"Not everyone wants to be seen with you Nicholas." I look at him and smirk. I get in my car and pull the hood up so people don't see him.
I ride back to his house with silence. It was uncomfortable but I really didn't even want to be here in the first place. Once we get to his house I park and get out quickly opening his door with my key…Yeah…that's how often I'm here. I open the door and I run up to Joe's room.
I knock and I hear sniffling. I open the door to see Joey almost in tears. "Oh Joey!" I run over to him and pull him into a tight hug. I start rocking back and forth.
"What wrong Joey?" I say soothingly not trying to push him.
"S-she br-bro-ke up with me M-Miley!" He screamed. I rocked him back and forth a little more.
Emily? Emily Osment broke up with him? I thought they were perfect. I mean they loved each other to pieces. I wasn't going to ask why just let him know it was gonna be okay.
After about 30 minutes Kevin and Nick knock on the door and see me holding him with him crying into my shirt…which is white. But I don't care. I continue to rock him back and forth and Kevin speaks up…
"Hey Joe, Moms making dinner and said be ready in an hour."
"Oh…Can Miley come?" He says looking to me and holding my hand in a reassuring way.
"Yeah. Of course. Miley is always invited you know that." I look over and smile at Kevin. He has always been a true sweetheart.
I look up at him. He truly looks crushed. I smile and nod. "Sure Joey, but I need to go home and get some clothes." I knew Joe was implying more than dinner. He needed a friend tonight. He wanted me to spend the night. That's nothing new for me and Joe. I love being here and they all knew that. I became the daughter that Denise had always wanted. For that I was grateful because my own family was just corrupt.
