ANA P.O.V.

"Little cabin in the woods, little man by the window stood. Saw a rabbit hopping by, knocking at my door. HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME SAID! Before the hunter shoots me dead. Come little rabbit come inside safely to abide!" I sing as my three year old son, Teddy, does the motions with me to the song.

"Okay baby, I think it is late enough and that you need to get all tucked in to your sleeping bag."

"I'm not baby." He responds, his gray eyes glaring back at me as he folds his arms across his little chest. I can't help but laugh, he looks so much like his father, and even the personalities are cloned.

"You might not be a baby, but you will always be my baby." I brush the copper locks from his forehead as I lay him down. "Goodnight munchkin. Mommy loves you."

He mumbles something as a yawn takes over his little body and with that he is asleep. I crawl out of the tent we set up in the meadow outside the big house and stretch, I am glad I talked my son into this. Camping isn't normally my thing, but Christian and Teddy always had their monthly camping trip, he has been crushed since his daddy went on his business trip a few days ago. So I did what I had to do, I just needed to see that happiness, that light in his eyes. He could have asked for a circus and I would have agreed just to make him happy.

I sit down pulling my legs up to my chest, the cool breeze sweeping off the bay bringing along the slight scent of salt. It would soon be too cold to do our little camping excursions as it gets later into fall. I can see the twinkling of each star in the Heavens; I can't help but feel so tiny right now. Sitting in this vast meadow staring up at infinite number of stars, galaxies, and who knows what else. My attention is pulled back to the here and now as I feel the vibration of my cell phone in Christian's sweater I am snuggled in, girls got to do what a girls got to do when her man is away. A full megawatt smile breaks out across my face as I see the picture of Christian staring back at me letting me know it is him calling.

"Well hello Mr. Grey." I try and mask the elation I am feeling and keep my voice neutral for just even a moment.

"Mrs. Grey, I didn't think I would reach you. You are breaking rule number one on the camping trip code, no electronics." I can hear the amusement in his voice, it is playful fifty tonight! My personal favorite. Well all of his fifties are my favorite.

"What are you going to do about it, Sir?" I let the last word purr as it escapes my lips, I get the response I want form him. I can hear his sharp intake of air and the shifting in his seat. Point Ana.

"I can't wait to get home to you." His voice has dropped a few octaves, it is full of lust, but also something else, something I have grown to know the moment I hear it. Love.

"Don't be too much longer. Your Mrs. And spawn miss you."

"I will be home in a few days, if not sooner baby."

We talk about our day and how Teddy is and how the world of mergers and acquisitions is treating Christian, when finally a yawn I had been fighting and losing makes its presence known. Damn it.

"You should get some rest Mrs. Grey; I will call you when you should be getting up." He tells me, I know he is right, but I don't want to end our conversation, it is too short, but I am about to fall asleep as it is.

"Okay okay, I guess I should, your spawn has been running me all over this field and shore all day. I love you Mr. Grey."

"And I love you Mrs. Grey."

There is a deafening silence over the phone line; I know he is still hanging on, neither of us wanting to break our connection first. I could sit here all night and just listen to wisp of his breathing I catch every so often.

"Sleep now Ana." The commanding in his voice makes my insides start to quiver and another smile forms on my lips.

"Yes Sir." And with that I hang up, the connection lost, how is it possible to miss someone so very much like I do Christian? At this very moment, I realize how truly small I feel sitting out in the meadow. Two more days and he will be here once more to wrap his arms around me and make me feel complete. The smallness will have gone away as I will be filled once more with my love. Both figurealitly and literally. The thought makes my heart flutter with excitement. Two more long days.

An idea passes through my mind, I know Christian will be getting ready for yet another riveting day of take overs and getting ready for a meeting if he wasn't already in it. I stand and skip down to the dock where 'The Grace' floats in all her glory. I quickly scamper up and make my way towards the back; I pull my sweater over my head taking my shirt with it, before pulling off my shorts and tossing them to the side. I try my hardest to sit as seductively as I can on the edge of the boat, the moonlight lighting up the water and my pale skin. I take my phone out and snap a quick photo. My nipples are elongated due to the cool wind, I better get dressed before I get sick, and I pull my clothes back on as I start my way back to the little tent and a sleeping son. I type out a quick message with the picture 'Enjoying the view' and hit send while mentally hugging myself. I can almost hear his groan from half a world away and I couldn't be more excited.

I reach the tent just as another cool gust of wind blows ashore and the thought of snuggling into my sleeping bag seems like the best idea in the world at this moment. I open the flap and see a lump of blankets and a sleeping bag, he always tends to ball himself up, little copper curls is all I can see sticking out of the top. I try hard to stifle a laugh, if he wakes now he will be up all night. I collapse into my own sleeping bag, I have never felt so tired it seems and soon enough I feel the all too familiar pull of dreamland pulling at me, with that I am gone.

Christian and I are sitting on the deck on the back of the house watching our Teddy bear chase after fireflies in the dusks fading light. His giggles and his eyes full of wonder make my heart swell. "DADDY COMES HELP ME GET THEMS FLYFLIES!" Teddy begs as he pulls on Christians arm. Christian removes his free arm from around me and kisses my temple before taking off with our boy. I sit back and watch the two men I love more than life itself runs around trying to catch bugs. If they think they are going to bring those things into the house they have another thing coming. I watch as Christian nabs one in a jar and shows Teddy. His little hands grasp it tightly and they both coming bolting up to show me their treasure. "MAMA! Look what daddy got me. Flyfly! I'm gonna show Auntie Gail" And with that he was gone.

I turn my attention back to Christian, the man I fell in love with, the perfect husband, the most amazing father and my fifty shades. He slowly approaches me, his hands resting on either side of the chair keeping me from standing up. His eyes darken as his face creeps closer and closer to mine. I hear the sound of a zipper opening, he moves closer still, I can feel his warm breath on my neck, and my heart begins to race. I feel a slight pressure on my face, my mind starts to clear its fog…..I'm sleeping, Ana wake up.

My eyes fly open, there is a hand clasped over my mouth, in the darkness I see the outline of someone in the tent with me, the intruders face is right next to my ear, it was his breath I was feeling in my dream. "Shhh" is whispered into my ear. My fear is building, Teddy, he is sleeping right next to me.

Fuck.

A/N: First time writing a fan fiction, so reviews and comments are welcomed. I have a few ideas where to take this, so let me know if anyone at all is interested in this story.