SweetieSpike 1/20/2015
A/N - I'm a beginner writer. I need to start off with fanfiction so then I can work my way to create original fiction or nonfiction. Please give me constructive criticism for your time reading my things.
My Little Pony Chronicles: Episode 1 – A Hidden Crush
(Spike's POV)
I can't believe I was a fool, I let her play me to this moment and she knew it would come to this eventually. I thought to myself as I got closer to home, I also can't believe she never wanted to be with me. Today was a day that I never wanted to happen. The fact that this whole time I could have already been with somepony instead of being this lonely, kind of like I am right now. Rarity doesn't deserve me or my loyalty, and boy does this loneliness hurt real badly.
I'm finally home. I opened the front door with my head down, eyes dried up, arms slouching, closing the door with my tail, and just making my way past Twilight's study desk. She seemed to really be into her own world as I passed her. Twilight was busy reading the revised version of, "A Ponies' Guide to Raising Dragons. By Sweet Dragonheart"
I didn't think she noticed me until she was snapped out of her trance, she looked up from her book, to see me, then showed a face of concern, "Spike, is something wrong?" I slowly looked up at her and let out a deep sigh before saying, "Not much Twilight just really bummed out, Rarity completely blew me off and my feelings for her." Then I slowly made my way upstairs before being stopped by Twilight's caring voice, "Spike, are you sure you don't want to talk about it?" I turn my head and faked a half smile before replying, "Not tonight Twilight, I feel like going to bed already if that's alright with you? Maybe tomorrow we can talk." Twilight just nodded her head and smiled before continuing, "Well, ok, just know I'll always be here for you Spike no matter what, you know that right?" I just nodded and said, "Thanks Twilight and yeah I know, I'll see you in the morning, ok."
Twilight stopped what she was doing and came over to where I was and gave me a tight hug with a kiss on the forehead. "Goodnight number one assistant." I smiled for real this time when we hugged, right afterwards I went straight to our room and made my bed, then I fell asleep, I was exhausted after having helped Rarity all day at the Boutique.
[Twilight's POV] That same evening after spike went to bed, I decided to bookmark the page I was at in my book and put it down, so I could just think deeply about my number one assistant and best friend.
Sigh. Spike why can't you see how I feel about you. I love you Spike. I loved you ever since I realized how handsome and sweet you are. Like that time when you willingly stayed during winter wrap up to help me with the library and my stress instead of playing outside with friends on your day off. Sometimes I wonder what I'd do without you. Maybe tomorrow will be the day I confess my feelings to you. But I'm afraid what you will think of me and of my feelings toward you. I don't want to mess up what we had going. I can't bear to lose you, Spike. You're the reason I stay strong and happy. I rather hold my feelings close than drive you away because you don't feel the same, or you think it's weird for a mom-like/sister-like figure to feel this way towards you. Just, maybe, you can feel the same way or at least give me a chance. I know I'm no Rarity and never will be, but perhaps, I can be a good and loyal marefriend to you if you let me. Please Spike just give me an opportunity and I promise to make you happy as much as I can. Yawn.
I got up off my flank and stretched before I reorganized my study desk, then turned off the lights. I then made my way up the stairs with my helpful book and entered the room to put it on the nightstand. I checked on spike to see how he is. Awe he's smiling that must mean my number one assistant is having a good dream. I hope.
I gave him a quick kiss on the cheek. After the quick check up on my crush, I took my time to make my bed. The bed was warm and cozy; I just had it washed this morning. My blankets smelled lovely like honey and sunflower. Then the time came to go to sleep as I curled up in my inviting bed.
As I was going to sleep, I was thinking how I wished I was cuddled with spike instead of being by myself, but maybe tomorrow things would be different when we talked. Goodnight handsome. I zoned out and fell to sleep smiling.
