Disclaimer: Twilight belongs to... what does it matter, it doesn't belong to me.
Summary: One shots in Bella's P.O.V. During New Moon. Based off of songs.
Chap. 1:
Well, diamonds they
fade
And flowers they bloom
And I'm telling you
These
feelings won't go away
Sideways: Citizen Cope
My screams had woken me up yet again, the same old nightmare, the same empty space in the bed where he used to be. I wiped my hand over my damp forehead trying to remember what it was like when he was here. It came to me easily, more easily than his voice did.
I pictured him sitting in the rocking chair, watching me as I smiled at him. He didn't speak and he didn't need to. Him being there was enough for me. My mind whispered "I love you" to him. And never in my life had anything been more true.
My love for him hadn't faded, even with the realization that he didn't want me. I knew it wouldn't ever. My love for him would last as long as I did. The hole in my chest made itself known again. I wrapped my arms around my torso, holding my pieces together. I was the fragile and over filled balloon, at any moment I would pop and my pieces would go flying.
I wondered if that would be so bad. At least if I broke, it would be out. Maybe keeping it in was what kept the edges of the hole in my chest burning. I shook my head, breaking wouldn't do anyone any good. I had to keep strong, for Charlie.
I had to keep it together because one day, he would come back. One day, I hoped he would be back.
