yeah. idk, i felt like writing emoer stuff. am i the only one that hates when dreams are that realistic? cuz really, its cruuuuuel sometimes.

warning: OOC? refs, VAGUENESS, fluff, hinted shounen ai, no real spoilers.
inspiration: another night another dream by la bouche
rating: PG?
pairing: jing/kir (you shoulda see this coming D8)
summary: In the night, in my dreams, I'm in love with you. I feel joy, I feel pain, cuz its still the same. When the night is gone, I'll be alone. Another night, another dream, but always you.
disclaimer: do i LOOK like i own this show/series? gawd. no, i dooooooooooooooont D8;;

enjoy? maybe? PERHAPS? 8D yeah, the whole POV switching is intentional.

/edit/ this is super old, but it seemed good enough for . so, do enjoy.

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Lay your head down, close your hand around the sphere. Eyes closed, what you want to see, you will see. It doesnt matter that it isnt real, it doesnt matter if you KNOW he'd never ever say or do that. Who cares right now anyway?

Even though it seems so real, even though its almost like you can actually feel it all, its not really real. Its fake, fake like this scenario. But...it feels real. He sounds real, and with all the memories he has of him, its all very realistic despite that he KNOWS it isnt. Right now, so long as the colors and spots that line the world exist, so long as they run over his eyes when he's here...

Theres a rough shaking that wakes him up, and it takes all the will power he has not to wake up. Not yet, I'm not ready! he cries mentally, But despite the plea, the shaking doesnt cease, and if anything, annoyed mutters make it worse. The sweet dream goes away...its gone, it wont come back and you KNOW it, and you know it wasnt ever there to begin with.

He clings to the dream anyway. In the dreams, he's happy and he's in love, and HE is in love and HE is sweet. Its like the real world he wants, but knows he wont get. Why wont you quit the wishing? He cant answer. Or he could but he doesnt like talking to himself. No answer makes the ache go away, because when the night is through, he'll be alone, and he knows it'll be the same no matter what.

But still, he clings to that sphere, and even if he KNOWS, KNOWS KNOW KNOWS it'll never be true, it'll never be real, he wont give up. Not this dream. The shaking finally reaches him, and he wakes up to see annoyed murky gold eyes.

"Sleep well?" its sarcasm, but theres a hint of teasing.

He probably heard him say something. "Yeah. I guess."

iiiiiiiiiidk.