Do you ever feel like fading away…?

"You are a silly little girl. You are an ugly girl. You have nothing, I have everything. You are nothing, I am everything. You will never be anything but a nobody… a meaningless existence."

She had been called here for a reason, and she knew what the reason was. She was going to forget, her legs would not respond, she wanted to run, hold on to her memories a bit longer!

"Hatori!"

A tall man came out of the shadows, his hair covering his right eye. The visible left eye was filled with sadness as he placed his hand over her eyes. He felt tears running down her checks and herd her whisper "I'm sorry! I couldn't break it! I'm sorry! Please, please tell everyone I will miss them and I'm sorry!" Hatori couldn't help a tear at her words, she was about to lose the memories of 4 long years, of love, life, triumph, joy. And all she could do was worry about every one else. "Please tell Kyo…tell him… I love him…" as she fell to the floor he could still hear her words ringing in his ears "I'm sorry! Tell Kyo I love him!"

Hatori felt dirty. He hated this job, but as everyone else in the Zodiac, he could not go against Akito's orders.

oOOo

A twenty-year-old Tohru Honda woke up in her small apartment in the city. She kept waking up to the same dream now for a little over a week. 'Goodness, I wonder what time it…?' she turned over in bed and stole a glance at the clock. "Shit!" she jumped out of bed grabbed a towel, toothbrush and work clothes and rushed into the bathroom. 8:03AM she had to be at the restaurant in 20 minutes to open up, then at twelve she would run over to the Holiday Inn to proceed in doing maid work till 7:PM then wait tables at a midnight bar. Normally she got home at around 11:00PM unless she was otherwise preoccupied by other business. She was currently holding three jobs, fresh out of high school and with a decent savings account. She, as told by her two best friends, was the ideal catch!

Uotani had finally caught up with her Kureno and was spending much of her time with him when she was off work, and Saki now owned her own drama coffee shop downtown in a celler (go figure) called 'Gothic Expressions' and was getting more than enough costumers, she had to hire Megumi and one of his friends as waiters!

Tohru had just arrived at the restaurant and was opening up the doors when in the reflection of the window she saw a young man with orange hair, she turned around and the man looked taken-aback but soon recovered quickly and walked off at a quick pace.

'hm… he looks familiar…' "Hey TOHRU!"

"Oh! Hey Kami how's it going?" she turned around to see one of her fellow employees, a girl with dark brown wavy hair coming up the street. "I'm great-tastic! You!" Tohru silently laughed to her-self. Kami was such a unique person; she made up words to fit her mood instead of 'the normal boring words of today,' so she was told by Kami.

oOOo

The day was going kind of slow at the restaurant but soon her shift ended and she ran over to the Hotel and pulled her blue and white maids dress on and headed to the 3 floor to begin her ritual cleaning of the rooms 300-399. It was tiring but she enjoyed cleaning, ever since she could remember she loved doing house work but her memories where hazy so she didn't stain her-self to much on the subject. Between the rooms 356 and 358 was a sign that said 'Gardner's Convention! If ya want tips on growin', plantin' an' eatin', then come on by!' she read on to find the name's of the conventions helping organizers she found most of the names ordinary except the name Yuki Sohma. 'What? Where have I heard that name? Oh come on Tohru! THINK!' eventually she gave up and finished the work a little early so she headed down to the bar to change.

oOOo

She was just working at the bar for fun she thought "what the hell? It's just a bit of fun!" she only worked here on Tuesdays, Wednesdays and Fridays. Uo and Hana would kill her if they found out she wasn't a virgin any more so she didn't tell them about this one specific job.

she slipped into her tight leather top that exposed most of her breasts and pulled on her mini skirt that was just above her black lacy underwear. The outfit included a black choker, thigh high leather boots and a ton of make-up. She got paid 30 bucks an hour to wait tables, while enduring drunken men trying to touch her butt and boobs, 50 extra dollars for dancing and 150 plus tips for with who ever bought her for the night. Once she was bought for a week and got an extra $700 on top of the 150 she did some serious redecorating at her place with that and put whatever she didn't use into her savings.

Like a pro she moved around the men and their outstretched hands handing out drinks and taking orders, it was about 9:15 when her boss told her that Myra and friend a fellow dancer was currently making an extra 150 backstage and Tohru had to fill in. "50 smackers here I come!" she jumped on stage and began dancing, stripping, and seducing for about 30 min.

"Hey! Tohru!"

"yeah boss?"

"You have just been chosen to get 150 dollars! Will she accept? Or reject the costumer?" the boss loved to play around and make it more fin that it actually was.

"Accept or reject huh? Since when do I have a choice?"

"You don't but I would consider accepting! You caught a hottie!"

"No way! It'll be the first cute one in weeks! Who is it?"

"in the corner over buy the bar!"

"the guy with black hair and the non-smiling face..?"

"Yup! He might not smile much but he shure beats last weeks buyer!"

"…yeah…" 'where have I seen him before? I know him….every fiber of my being says stay away…. But…. I will lose my job! Its just a first impression! I don't know what he's really like!' while she battled around in her head, her feet carried her around the bar to where the stone faced man was standing.

"Hello" she said in a low well practiced purr.

"…" he was silent as he stared down at her as if studying her. This made her a little uncomfortable "Okay, did you buy me or not?" cutting to the chase she did not need another bimbo to waste her time on she had a life and if he wasn't paying he wasn't in it.

"You are very bold to talk that way to a paying customer." He said quietly with a hint of aggravation in his voice. "okay so you did buy me! Name?"

"what?"

"name. I don't do free rides the price is your name."

"…..Akito…." again this threw Tohru into a world of mysteries 'so many black holes in my memories… I know that name! Akito, Akito…..Arrrrg! This is so frustrating!'

"I'm Tohru."

"My car is this way."

"right." She followed him out side and into a limo. "Wow… cool…"

The car ride was a good thirty min before they finally stopped in front of a beach side resort. "out." He commanded 'Sheesh, he is the first to treat me like dirt! All the other men thought I was a goddess!'

Inside Tohru's mind was racing, she had been here before! She knew this place! But when..? A dream?

She followed him upstairs and into a candlelit room the bed had red silk sheets and a bottle of red wine had been placed on the table near the foot of the bed. "Were you expecting company?"

"You."

"Ah… well there are only two rules I have and you need to know them. One no kissing on the lips and two don't fall in love with me you'll only be disappointed."

"Get on the bed."

"Huh?"

"I paid for you. And be grateful I am abiding by your rules. I don't normally do that. Stand on the bed." He repeated him-self and weighted as she got on top of the bed and stood. "Start stripping. But leave on the panties and bra." Tohru got up and began to strip dance on the bed she tossed her shirt off the bed and soon after the mini skirt was gone as well. She left on her bra and panties like he asked, and laid down on the bed propping her back on the pillows. "Come and get me Akito…" she purred.

"He was on top of her in seconds naked and large. He began licking her stomach and placing love bites around her belly button while his hands roamed free running up her back and unhooking her bra. He removed the bra and started sucking on her nipple. By the time he started unhooking her bra she had started on his boxers, sliding them off his body with her skilled legs and feet. She lifted his head from her breast getting a scowl in her direction that clearly said 'I'm not done yet!' she ignored this and slid down under him until her mouth was level with his member. She placed the tip in her mouth and flicked it with her tong. He moaned loudly and reared up onto his knees dipping himself deeper into her mouth. Tohru felt some salty pre cum in her mouth and removed his member from her mouth. He sunk down to the v in her legs and put his lips on her entrance forcing his tong inside her. She let out a loud moan in pleasure; it had been a while since she had a sex this good! He lapped up her cum as soon as it came from her body. He began to need more and she needed it to he lifted his head from her and placed his heavy dick at her entrance. "Yes!" she screamed out in pleasure as he went in slowly. Akito groaned as he went in as far as he could reach and paused. Time seemed to stand still finally Tohru said "move." And he did in and out over and over again faster and faster he took the other one of her breasts in his mouth, sucking on it while pumping still faster and faster. Tohru couldn't take it she had to climax, so he flipped them over and took him in deeper yet she shuddered as he went deeper in side her. "Damnit woman! Move!" and she did moving her hips in a circular motion while moving up and down on his hard shaft. So close…So..! Finally her world exploded, soon after his did too. Covered in sweat and cum, she fell over. He didn't bother coming out of her it felt too good. She didn't even notice. As she fell asleep with him still in her she began to dream of her past memories…