Disclaimer: If I owned Sonny With a Chance, Sonny and Chad (Demi and Sterling) would've been together episodes ago...

Disclaimer #2: If I owned any of Demi's songs, it wouldn't really affect any of this, but I don't so it doesn't matter.

AN: This was a spur of the moment thing, I don't think it's that good, but I'm gonna post it up, to see the reaction of others. And I will not put any more disclaimers ofter this, but the two above are meant for the whole story. And I know there are a few fics with this theme already, but I just had to do it cause the songs from Demi are so inspiring!


Here We Go Again

A collection of Channy songfics for Demi's new album "Here We Go Again".

Parings:Channy(ChadxSonny) & (possibly) Stemi (SterlingxDemi)

Stories by: L aka BlackRabbit


Summary: She wants to break up with him, but can she? If she can, will she?

Here We Go Again

I throw all of your stuff away
Then I clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages

I look through my stuff. All I see in my head is him. I take all my pictures of him and I throw them into the trashcan.

A little voice in my head screams, "DON'T DO IT! YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH HIM, YOU KNOW IT!"

All I can think is, "NO NO NO! I AM NOT IN LOVE WITH HIM! I DON'T WANT HIM IN MY HEART ANYMORE!"

My phone rings. It's the ring tone I set for him. He's left me another message. It's the 20th one within this hour. I don't care. I simply leave it there.

I tell everyone we are through
Cause I'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty lie
Cause I break down
Every time you come around

My phone rings again. I pick up. It's PopStar Magazine. They want to know about my relationship with him. I tell them we broke up. That I don't need him.

I know it in my heart that I am lying to myself. But I need to to get away from that jerk.

So how did you get here
Under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better
Than trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again

Still, in my head is one thought. Him. He just won't leave my thoughts! Didn't I already tell myself to forget him? Let him go?

I knew it! This is happening again! Every time this happens, I just can't deal with it! My thoughts just always wonder back to him. I shouldn't try to break up with him so many times even though I know it will never work out! This happens way too much!

Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you
Is so addictive
We're falling together
You'd think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go go go again

I can't stand it! Why can't I just break up with him? It makes me go insane! Every time I try, he pushes me and fall for him, again and usually, hard. So hard, it hurts to get up and tell him I want to end this relationship, but he just ends up pushing me again. I can't stand it!

You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Every time that you look at me

When I ask him what he wants for Christmas. He doesn't know. I make suggestions and he thinks they are all good.

He never compliments me or "I love you." Only I do.

My mouth opens, "Hey,".

He look at me like he always does, giving me that push. "Yes?"

My brain says "Tell him you want to break up!" My heart falls and doesn't want to be caught. It's in love and doesn't want to be broken. I can't decide, so I decide to post pone. "Never mind."

"Okay." is all he can say.

You only hear half of what I say
And you're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it's no use
Can't be with or without you

I always have to repeat myself. He never listens.

I show up for our date fashionably late. He is not even there yet. He shows up 15 minutes later. We are 10 minutes late for the movie.

While we watch the movie, I think about his flaws and how to let him go gently, but my heart keeps falling deeper and deeper into this bottom-less pit.

At times when he is busy, I can't stand it. I miss him.

So how did you get here
Under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better
Than trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again

I turn on the TV. So Random and Mackenzie Falls are on. I want to watch So Random, but my heart makes me watch Mackenzie Falls, just to see him. I fight my heart. I change the channel and watch So Random. I keep fighting the urge of watching Mackenzie Falls. I give up and change the channel. his face pops on my screen.

So how did you get here
Under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better
Than trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again

I log on to Facebook. I click his name. My mouse hovers over "Remove from Friends". My heart speeds up. I click it. A little window opens. It says "Are you sure? Click OK if you are." I move my mouse over to OK, but at the last minute, my cursor moves to Cancel and I click it.

And Again (And Again)
And Again (And Again)
And Again

I threw all of your stuff away
And I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart

I decide on what to do next. I take out my note book, intending to write notes. About 10 minutes later. I find my notebook page split in half. One side is pictures of me breaking up with him. The other is little hearts around his face.

Another 10 minutes. More pictures of his face and hearts. So many, they've taken over the other side.

So how did you get here
Under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better
Than trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again

I rip the page out of my notebook and rip it up. I can't stand it. I draw some more. More faces! And only his! I tear that one out, too! I draw. More faces! More and more pages pile up. Soon, my 3 subject notebook is down to 2 subjects!

Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you
Is so addictive
We're falling together
You'd think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go go go again

I am determined to stop drawing him.

I turn to my next subject. I let my mind wonder and I write a poem.

Hurray! I didn't draw a picture of him! Too bad the second time I read the poem, I realize it's about him.


Here We Go Again
Should have known better
Than trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Again (again) again and again and again
And again and again and again and again
and again and again and again and again and again

I write another poem. This time, it's not about him. It's just about a guy who I can't break up with. Oh, wait a second! That is totally him!

Him know what? I am not going to accept this! I bet if I say it, just this once, I could over look his flaws, love him with my whole heart, and not break up with him.

I'll say it just this once:

I, Sonny Monroe, am in love with Chad Dylan Cooper.


Did you like it? I didn't like it much when I wrote it, but then I read it again and I liked it, a lot. I hope you enjoyed it, too!

BTW, did you see how I hid some lyrics from other songs in there?