My Angel, My Light
Riku´s POV:
You are my
light in the dark,
you are the beating in my heart.
But that is
not enough,
will I ever be by your side?
Here I stand before you now in the world that never was and try to flee before it´s too late and you see that monster I had become. But I can't go. It's not just Kairi who holds me back, no, it's also my racing heart, that says to me I should stay, that says to me I should hear what you have to say. I would have expected all, but not with this sudden and unexpected outbreak of feelings from you. Oh, how I wish now, that I can say to you what I really feel for you. Will I ever be by your side?
Sora´s POV:
Your hair is dancing in the wind,
your
eyes are burning off my skin.
And I'm so happy when I see,
that
you are smiling back at me.
After I had closed my eyes and the hand of this stranger was in mine, I could see who this stranger really was. He was no stranger, no, you're no stranger, and yet suddenly my feelings overwhelmed me. Joy, sadness, anger and infinite relief came over me when I saw your true self. You have not much changed. Still, you have your long, beautiful, silky, silver hair and your beautiful turquoise eyes, which can look deep in your soul. I opened my eyes and saw a brief smile on your lips. I was so happy at that moment that I just broke into tears.
You're leaving burn marks on the
ground.
Thank you God for what I've found.
I don't know how, I
don't know why,
that you're my angel in the night.
While I sobbed and you tried to comfort me, I thanked God that I had found you again. You, my best friend, you, the person whom I love more than anything, you, my angel of the night.
Riku´s POV:
You are my light in the dark,
you are
the beating in my heart.
Let me hold you now,
just like days
before you start to cry.
Suddenly, you kneel down before me and began to sob. While the tears ran over your cheeks, you cried your sorrow from your soul. How much you've missed me, how long you have searched after me and how happy you were now, to have me finally back. My heart hurt so much at this sight that I wanted to have you in my arms and comfort you. But I couldn't because I didn't know how you would react. I can't destroy our friendship with my true feelings for you. I need you because you are my light.
Sora´s POV:
I try my best to satisfy,
but all you
do is waving me goodbye.
I don't know what I'm gonna do,
but
I'm so crazy about you.
When I got my emotions back under control and I had calmed down, I got up and went on to Riku. But he turned away from me and wanted to disappear through a portal. „Riku"., I sighed and felt that my eyes again filled with tears. Kairi looked between us to and fro before she went to him and commanded with a sad voice: "Stay here!" "I can't. Not so, not ...". I didn't let him finish but called in between: "No matter how you look now, you are and always will be ... Riku. Right?" My optimism was back and Kairi agreed with me: "He's right. Please stay, don't go".
Riku´s POV:
I gulped at these words. I felt like my heart hurt. I turned around again, but still ready to go, a mistake. Kairi covered me with a heartbreaking look and Sora ... I felt that my own eyes filled with tears. No, I couldn't go. They needed me, Sora needed me. I just lowered my head and both came up to me and hugged me with joy and full of love.
Riku´s POV:
Even if I don't know where
to start.
Even if my love is tearing me apart.
Even if I don't know how I'll ever say that I love you. Even if my love for you is tearing me apart and I don't know whether I'm forever in Ansem's body. I know one thing: I will stay with you and fight at your side.
Sora´s and Riku´s POV:
I
just know that you and me,
we were always meant to be!
Kairi and I embraced Riku a long time, then we let him go. No, Kairi let him go, I held him in my arms because I don't wanted to let him go. I was scared to lose him again. In that moment I didn't care whether he learned that I loved him, I just wanted to be near him and feel his heartbeat. Even though he maybe look forever like Ansem, there's one thing I know for sure: I love him and we will always be together. Who knows, maybe my dearest wish come true and we are one day a couple. I don't worry about it now, I let destiny decide.
Kairi let me go after some time, only Sora didn't end the embrace. He feels just like me? Anyway, I let him, because I felt that he needed my vicinity, just as I do. I know one thing for sure: I love him and we will always be together. Maybe I can one day tell him how much I love him, maybe one day we are also a couple. At that moment I just enjoy his proximity and let destiny decide.
The End?
