This is a random story I thought when I heard that Zane...died but, he was alive in the digiverse and Pixal was so happy to see him. So anyway, in this story Zane is definitely dead. (I'm sorry) He is isn't alive in the digiverse, The Golden Master fully killed Zane (Again Sorry). So on with the story! Oh! And before I forget, I'm doing this friendly competition with Isla-Robin-295 with my story with hers. Basically she "stole" my idea of writing this so we agreed to have a friendly competition. Her story is called: Darkest To Dawn. So yeah read her story first before you say that my story is the best. Okay on with the story now.
Pixal POV
It has been a few days since Zane's death and I was devastated about him. Everyone was actually but I was the most affected. I never knew I will find love, especially me since I was a robot, and when I did, the only person I loved died in front of me. I didn't even had the chance to say I love you to Zane. I was to heartbroken about the fact that Zane left us. I couldn't believe that he died, but he did. We wall saw Cole hold that half part of Zane's face. I cried. I cried, I sobbed, I mourn over him. I couldn't get over Zane. First I left him when the ninja turn off the power, but then he gives me half his power source for me. That's when I knew how much he cared for me. I remember the moments when I kept getting on top of him on accident, when we did spinjitzu together, when he hugged me after he came back from the digiverse...I burst out crying remembering him.
I remember Zane's funeral clearly in my mind, all of us went to the monastery where the ninja used to teach. Cyrus and I were going to stay there while the city was getting fixed by what the Overlord did. As we went over there, I was silent. I didn't say a word, nothing, too sad to say anything. When we got there, I was assigned my own room for privacy and something about 'needing some space and time alone'. Right now, i'm in my room, against the wall, sitting down, head between my knees, crying silently. It just happened to fast like a blink of an eye. I started crying a little loud. It has been 3 days since that day but I still cry as if it was a minute ago.
Everyone was eating in the dining room, even I was there. I was forced to eat by Cyrus. I just didn't feel like eating, especially in front of everyone. My eyes were red from crying and my hair was messier than it should. I wasn't even eating, I was just playing with my food with the fork while everyone was silent. I was thinking about Zane, wondering why he did that sacrifice. Suddenly I felt angry. Why did he sacrifice himself!? I needed answers and I needed them now! I hit my fist against the table and stood up from my seat, everyone surprised by my sudden action.
"Why did Zane have to sacrifice himself!?" I yelled.
"Pixal please calm down," Cyrus quietly said to me but I didn't listen to him.
"I don't want to calm down! I need to know why he did that!" I answered, tears already streaming down my face.
"It was his Destiny," Sensei Wu said as he sipped his tea. I couldn't believe him.
"Why wasn't Destiny like that when Lloyd faced the Overlord!?" Right after I said that, Kai stood up while Lloyd next to him looked slightly hurt.
"Don't bring Lloyd into this! It was all of your fault that Zane died!" Kai yelled at me.
"Kai..." Sensei Wu warned him.
"Oh! So all of this is my fault now! How is this even my fault!?"
"Kai stop, you're making things worse," Nya tried to calm her brother.
"Because he gave you half his power source!" Cole exclaimed all of a sudden, being quiet this whole time. I suddenly stop with all the yelling and realize that...that was true.
"If he didn't gave you half his power source, none of this would have happen!" Kai yelled at me as I lower my head, taking everything in, knowing that it was all true.
"Please stop Kai! You're hurting her" Cyrus said in tears. He was right. Kai was hurting me with words. Who ever knew words hurt a lot. Kai got off his seat and started to approach me. His eyes were already wet, ready to start crying.
"It was all your FAULT!" Kai screamed at me and he shoved me to the ground as I landed hard on the floor, him on top of me. I tried to get him off me but he was way stronger than me.
Kai punched me hard in the face as Cole, Lloyd and Sensei Wu tried to get him off me. Meanwhile Nya was already crying and Jay was comforting her. Kai kept punching me in the face and I felt all the pain. Cyrus was trying to get me from on top of him but he couldn't. Finally they got rid of Kai from me as I ran into Cyrus' arms and started crying even more.
Cyrus held me in his arms, protecting me. He lifted my face to see some bruises started to swell. I just couldn't contain it anymore. I went running to the room where I was assigned and locked myself in there. I was safer there. I layer on my bed and thought about the events that has happened so far. I realized I had feelings for Zane when he gave me half his power source, he sacrificed himself to save everyone and apparently it was all of my fault. I just cried more thinking that it was, in fact, all of my fault.
I got up and went to the bathroom. I locked myself in there and went to look for something sharp. Then I saw a small dagger under the sink. Not wondering why is it there, I look at my reflection, I was a mess. My hair was on knots, my face was soaked by tears and bruises, my eyes slightly look red, I was a mess just because of Zane. I looked at the dagger in my hand and looked at it, it was really sharp. Without thinking, I start cutting my left wrist. I did two big gashes on my wrist and saw my 'blood' coming out. Dark red oil start coming out of my cuts. The pain, somehow felt...good. I let my 'blood' run out. I didn't clean it or anything. I saw the 'blood' running down my arm and in the sides of my wrist.
I feel a lot of pain, not of my cut, of Zane. I cried, it's what I have been doing all this time. I got up from sitting against the wall of the bathroom and went to bed. I didn't care if I stain the bed, all I care was Zane. I put my head against the pillow and cried myself to sleep. I was hoping that all of this was a dream, that I will wake up and see Zane. But it wasn't a dream. Zane died, and I saw it all.
~Everyone saw Zane in front of the Overlord, shooting his ice powers at him. They all tried to stop him, but they couldn't. Pixal was screaming and yelling him to stop, she couldn't stand it seeing him in pain. But he was doing this to save all of Ninjago City and his family. That's when everything flashed; Zane died now, but the Golden Master was still fully alive.
"You think you pathetic Ninja could stop me again!?" he yelled at them; Then he turn to Pixal. "Zane seems to care about you the most..." He paused. "So you are going to die first!" Then The Golden Master attacked Pixal and everything turned black.~
Pixal POV
"AAAHHHHHH!" I scream as I sat up from my bed. I was breathing heavily and sweat was rolling down my forehead. I don't know why was I sweating, the room was really cold.
A shiver goes down my spine as I got up to go to the bathroom, taking out the pocket knife again. I wonder why no one got up, I screamed really loud. Either I didn't scream loud enough or no one cared about me. I start crying again, thinking about that dream again. It was still vivid in my mind. I wipe my tears as I open the pocket knife and cut my right wrist like my other wrist. My blood was running down my arm. I couldn't stand being so miserable just for Zane. I start crying more as I slide down the wall to the floor, sitting down. I put my head against my knees and fall asleep with tears and blood.
That's it! I know, Pixal is too OOC. I know! Don't need to point it out. Anyway if you guys like this story and would like for me to continue, tell me in the reviews please! But I doubt it anyone will like it :-l. So anyway...review if you want me to continue! Later! ~Lucy
