Sin

Summary : Tsuna is hopelessly in love with his brother, Giotto, but is unable to express his feelings. Giotto X Tsuna

Rated : T

A/N : Hello! This is my second fanfic & honestly I wrote it without much thought as to how to story should go hence, there may be some confusion such as " is this story happy and fluffy or is it sad ? " but honestly I do not know I guess I'll just write, go along with it and voila the answer will appear xD Btw, this is just a trial, so do leave a review if you would like me to continue, ahaha ok .. enjoy ~


" Tsuna, wake up. "

I heard his voice.

" Mmmm … one more… minute .. "

" Tsuna, if you don't wake up I'm going to kiss you. "

Okay go ahead … Wait. WHAT?! I opened my eyes, realizing it was all just a dream. I heaved a sigh of relief, followed by a pang of disappointment.

" If it ever happens .. "

I blushed. Arghh, why am I even thinking about this. Checking the clock next to my bed, I realized it was only 5am.

- yawn - I should get some sleep …


" Tsuna, wake up. "

I heard his voice again. Oh no is this another dream …

" One … more … minute … "

"Tsuna, if you don't wake up I'm going to - "

" HIIIIEE DON'T KISS ME, DON'T - ! "

I jerked and sprang up from sleep immediately, meeting his blue orbs. His gorgeous, azure eyes …

" Tsuna .. ? "

" Eh …? ah … Ohaiyou, Giotto-nii "

" Tsuna, what was that about kissing you ..? " he asked, puzzled.

Crap, this is going to be hard to explain. How could I ever possibly say that I just dreamt of my own brother threatening to kiss me ? " Eh … um … It's nothing I just had a dream. "

" A dream huh … must be a cute girl you're dreaming of, I see you grinning to yourself in sleep ! "

" O-Of c-course ! ahahaha ! " I stammered, scratching the back of my head and laughed in attempt to salvage this awkward situation. Well, not that it was for him.

" Right, get dressed and come down, it's time for breakfast. "

" ok. "

Making sure he closed the door, I finally exhale from all the pent up nervousness. Falling in love with your own older brother is not good, not good at all. I knew it was wrong. I knew it was not meant to be. But I just can't help .. looking at him that way. I want him. I want us to be more than just brothers. Everyday, it pains me. Simply looking at him tormented me. Every moment spent together felt so precious, yet suffocating. Because I know. We can't, and we will, never be together.

Get a hold of yourself Tsuna, you are no longer 7. I shook my head and tried to clear my thoughts. It didn't work.

" Tsu-kun, ohaiyou~ "

" oka-san ohaiyou "

Sitting down I began eating my breakfast. Eyeing over to my handsome brother I couldn't help but smile to myself.

'' hmm ? What's up Tsuna ?

Ack. Caught again.

" Nothing .. just t-thinking about a joke from yesterday .. "

" hmmm ….." he said, giving me a dubious look. The breakfast went on without any words from either of us.

After mum left for work, I headed for a shower. As the first drop hit my skin, I began thinking about my brother again. Oh, how nice it would be if he was in this shower too. The warm droplets formed into steam and I stood there, not moving, simply fantasizing about him ….

He would hug me from behind, " Tsuna … " he would call out endearingly with his irresistibly sexy voice. " Gio.. Giotto-nii .. " I could feel the heat getting to my face. I kept my face away, looking towards the ground. " Look at me, Tsuna " He spun me around and lifted my chin. I avoided his gaze, quivering a little. His lips twisted to an evil smirk and said lips were planted onto mine. I widened my eyes in surprise. Giotto-nii is … kissing me ?! Before I knew it, he had put one arm around my waist, another behind my neck and pulled me closer, deepening the kiss. " Mmmphh … " I heard myself. His hand gently caressed my hair. I could feel my knees wobble and I swear I would've fallen over without his support. He then slid his tongue over my lower lip .. begging for entrance. I gasped, as he tugged my hair slightly and I felt his tongue in my mouth, exploring every inch. It was exciting, thrilling, and most of all .. erotic. God, it turns me on so much. His tongue nudged at mine, almost as if he was teasing me. Our lips pressed tightly together,allowing complete access to one another's, as tongues intertwined. " Mmmphh … Giotto-nii … Haa … " I huffed. We broke apart for a few seconds, gasping for air. The warmth once present on my lips was no longer and I felt a pinch of loneliness. Staring at the blond I could no longer resist my suppressed feelings as I placed my lips upon his, grazing them ever so slightly.

Drip, I felt another drop. It was a teardrop. I felt my heart shattering into pieces. My fantasies would never come true … Giotto-nii would never be my boyfriend .. we would never be in a relationship. Voices, I could hear them. I could hear them mocking me from above, I could hear them sneering at me for being so disgusting, falling in love with my brother. But what could I do ? Before I knew it, I was already helplessly yearning for him. Drip, drip, drip. It was a mess. A clutter of tears and water from the shower. I huddled myself together, for how long more can I continue this ….. for how long more can I continue to suppress my passion, my lust for him ?

To be continued ..