Disclaimer:

I do not own twilight or any of its characters. The characters are a bit OOC..

And yes it is a little slow right now but don't you want to know what happened to Bella?

Well please read and review. Right now I think it's mostly going to be in Bella's pov but idk.

BELLA POV

I looked at my reflection in the mirror. I still looked like my 18 year old self yet now I was 27. Jacob came in ripping me form my though process and said, "Bella, we're going to be late." I nodded and he closed the door behind him.

Edward had left me 8 years ago. I still loved him but I had tried to move on with Jacob. Jacob was great but he was no Edward. After Edward left I went back into my zombie state just like before. Except this time he left me completely broken. He had left me for the second time. It reminded me off that old saying, "Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me."

I had felt like such and idiot when I found out he had left. He had broken his promise of staying the first time, what was stopping him from doing it again. Absolutely nothing that's what. And I had actually believed him because I thought he really loved me. What a bunch of crock that was. But this time I was angry instead of being sad and took it out on everyone.

For about 2 years I was an angry bitter girl that hated the world, but then Charlie died. Shortly after that I had tried to end my life. I had blamed myself for Charlie's death. I couldn't even remember what the last words that I had spoken to him where. Jacob had found me lying in Charlie's room with my wrists sliced open. He rushed me to the emergency room just in time.

After that he rarely left my side. I loved Jacob, of course but it was nothing compared to how I felt about Edward. When I was with Jacob he made everything OK somehow. Jacob had proposed to me about a year and a half ago. We were planning on getting married very soon. The wedding was next month but right now we had some business to attend to.

I got up from my chair, grabbed my purse and headed out the door. Jacob was already in the car waiting for me. As soon as I buckled up he grabbed my hand. He was just as nervous as I was. We were going to the doctor's office. I was late. I had told Jacob and he had run out to get a pregnancy test a couple days before. It had nearly killed me as we waited for the results.

I was never really regular but since we had started being intimate I couldn't be sure. That couple of minutes while I waited were utter hell. Finally it was finished. As I looked at the stick I was shocked. It said I was pregnant. We wanted to be a 100 sure that I was pregnant. So I had made an appointment the next day with my doctor. We soon were parked in front of the clinic. We walked up to the front office hand in hand.

"We have an appointment with Dr. Stanley." I said to the nurse behind the desk. The nurse smiled and said, "Right this way." She led us through a hall and stopped in front of a long white door. We walked inside and there sat my doctor behind a huge mahogany desk. He was about 6'4 with shirt brown hair and green eyes and he looked to be in his mid 40's. He looked up from his work, "Please, sit down." he said with a smile. We sat down across form him and all the while Jacob never let go of my hand. The warmth of it did nothing to calm the butterflies in my stomach.

"Well I have some news." he said and the smile vanished.

"Isabella, I'm sorry. You are not pregnant." he said sadly. My heart completely shattered. I felt like the world had been lifted from underneath my feet and I was falling with nothing to hold on to.

"No" I breathed.

"We checked five times and all the test results were the same." Dr. Stanley said. I looked at Jacob with tears in my eyes. My vision was blurry but I could clearly see that he had wanted this baby just as much as I had. He gently squeezed my hand and smiled. Though it was obvious it was forced, I turned away.

"Well thank you." I said trying to make my voice not crack, but of course that's exactly what it did.

From the time we left the office to when I walked inside the house, all seemed to be a big blur. I walked into mine and Jacobs's room and changed into sweats and an old shirt. I walked downstairs fighting with tears the whole way down. I had never really thought about having children but when that test had said I was pregnant. I had been so unbelievably happy. Before I got to the door Jacob was at my side.

"Where are you going?" he asked pain evident in his voice. Without looking at him I said, "I'm going to go for a run. I just have to get away for a bit." I stood on the tips of my toes and gently kissed him on the lips. I walked outside without a second glance back. I started running through the forest trail just listening to my slow steady breathing and the sound of my feet hitting the forest floor. No thoughts crossed my mind as all my energy was concentrated on not stopping.

Before I knew it, I was deep in the forest and nothing was familiar. I stopped and bent over trying to catch my breath and will my frantic heart to calm down. I straightened up and looked around as the feeling of being watched went through me. I heard a twig snap behind me and I quickly turned, straining my eyes to see who or what made the noise. A small bunny jumped from behind a tree trunk.

I let out a shaky laugh, "Get a grip Bella, there is nothing there. You are being paranoid." As soon as those words left my lips I heard another twig snap and before I could even turn towards the noise, something attacked me from behind. I fell to the ground and hit my head. I blacked out as soon as my heat hit the rough surface of a rock.