Groaning, Kokichi let his head fall back, banging into his car door's window. What am I doing here?
The hot June sun baked the pavement of the gas station. With the station located next to the highway, six lanes allowed twelve cars to refuel. A general store with a faded storefront stood just beyond the lanes. Being high noon on a Tuesday, only a few other people had stopped to refuel. Car exhaust lingered in the air like smoke of a campfire. Beneath the sound of cars zooming past, cicadas hummed.
Kokichi glanced to his left. Himiko sat in the passage seat, fanning herself with a hand. Kokichi sucked in a breath through his nose. The sharp acidic tang of gasoline burned his nostrils. Kokichi scrolled through his phone's pictures. He stopped at one photo Himiko had texted him – at Kokichi's request – last night.
An adult woman with shoulder length brown hair had her hand resting on a younger Himiko's shoulder. Beside them, a boy with a Caesar hairstyle frowned. Same brown eyes, high cheekbones, and heart-shaped faces shared by all. In a couple hours' drive, Kokichi could confirm their similarities in person.
Sighing in frustration, Kokichi raked his fingers through his purple bangs. How did I let Himiko rope me into this?
Kokichi lay on his stomach on his bed. Music blaring through his headphones, Kokichi typed away on his laptop. The portable fan on the bedside table hummed at full blast. The a/c in the dorm had busted. Hope's Peak had yet to fix it. To keep cool, Kokichi wore a white muscle shirt and shorts. "Let's see…" The Supreme Leader consulted his psychology textbook beside him. He sipped some iced tea, before snatching up a few Cheetos. Munching, the leader typed away on the laptop, orange dust coating the keys.
Someone pounded on the door. Kokichi rolled his eyes. I swear if Kee-boy offers to use his exhaling as a fan one more time, I'm gonna duct tape his mouth shut. Growling, Kokichi took off his headphones. "Who dares to knock on the door of my evil lair?"
"It's Himiko."
Oh shoot! Kokichi stuffed his bowl of Cheetos and closed laptop underneath the bed. He hastily set the iced tea onto his bedside table. After wiping off his forehead sweat, he brushed his cheesy fingers against his shirt. Himiko knocked again. "Hold on, I'm still decent! 'Kay, enter!"
The magician opened the door. Her face looked especially flushed, most likely due to wearing her stuffy uniform. Kokichi lay on his side on the bed, propping his head up with a hand as if posing on the beach. "Hey, babe!" His elbow nudged his textbook off the bed. It nosily fell between the bed and wall. Kokichi winced. "For today only, I'm offering a two-for-one special!"
"Nyeh?"
Kokichi smirked. "I'll strip off my shirt and shorts, if you take off one article of your clothing." He winked.
Exhaling, Himiko staggered to Kokichi's desk chair. She mumbled, "Your dorm is really hot…" She fumbled in shucking off her blazer, then laid it over the chair's back.
"Hey!" Kokichi sat up straight. "Choosing your blazer is cheating!"
Himiko tossed Kokichi's water gun onto his desk. His doodles of sci-weapons crinkled underneath the weight. Himiko plopped into the chair. "What are you talking about?"
Tears pricked his lavender eyes. "So cold…"
Like a tossed aside ragdoll, Himiko lifelessly stared off at the far wall. Beneath the TV and its stand, game systems, controller wires, and accessories lay in a mess. Kokichi scooted to the edge of the bed. "Something up?"
"My mom…" Biting her lip, Himiko fiddled with her red skirt. "Mommy isn't doing too well again. Her lungs have always been bad." She swallowed. "She's really sick. So I'm gonna see her tomorrow after class. You're coming, too. We can get an excused leave of absence from school and stay at my house for two, three days."
Eyes wide, Kokichi snorted a laugh. He blinked a couple of times. "I-is she dying of cancer after months of chemo?"
"Nyeh? No, it's not like that."
"Dying as she waits for a double lung transplant?"
"No."
"Dying of –"
Fists clenched, Himiko launched from her chair. "Why are you asking such awful things?!" She glared at him with red-rimmed eyes.
Brow raised, Kokichi examined his nails. "Then I don't see why you need me. No matter what the context is, this is still 'bringing boyfriend home to meet parents' shebang." Jutting out his chin, Kokichi crossed his arms and looked away. "Nuh uh. Don't wanna, can't make me!"
Himiko waved a hand. "That's long overdue anyways. Today's what? June 8th, right? June of our third year at Hope's Peak. We've been dating for a year and a half and you've never so much as spoke with my mom or little brother over the phone. Why wouldn't you wanna see my mom?"
Kokichi rubbed his chin. "Oh, yes, let us count the reasons together. Why, I'm positivity certain it won't be too hard to think of something." Eyes narrowed, Kokichi leaned forward, counting off the reasons with his fingers. "One, I'm a liar. Two, I'm a prankster. Three, to outsiders my talent and background is dubious at best and there's waaay more I'm sure, but don't kid yourself. It can all be summed up with I'm not the type of boyfriend one takes home."
"You'll have to meet them eventually."
"Assuming we're serious about this relationship. Like suuuper serious."
Eyes narrowed, Himiko placed her hands on her hips. "What does that mean?" Kokichi gulped. "For the past two years, you've been practicing magic under me. You're my apprentice. Fans around the world know us as the duo Magic Mayhem. In exchange for being my familiar, I promised to consider joining your organization. Of course we're serious. Why would you ever think otherwise?"
Lips pursed, Kokichi gazed at the floor. The fan hummed. He could feel sweat sliding down his back.
Himiko dug her chin into her collarbone. Wringing her hands, she muttered, "Are you thinking about leaving me, too?"
"Hm? What was that?"
Sighing, Himiko ran a hand through her red bob. "Look. This is my mom, okay? I'm going. I want you to go. In case…" Her voice thickened. "In case she's in a really bad state, I'll need you to support me. I gotta be strong for Mitsuo. Just what are you making that face for?" Brows furrowed, Himiko shook her head slightly. "Don't you have a family? People you love, people you worry about when they were sick? You gotta understand what I'm feeling."
Kokichi shrugged. "I've never needed a family. So, no, I don't." He lowered his gaze. "You really shouldn't expect so much from a liar like me."
Himiko's face twisted. "Not need family? How can you say that?" She balled the front of her brown sweater. "I don't know what I'd do if I lost Mommy, too… Or you…" Tears slipped down her cheeks.
Kokichi's stomach clenched. "C-crying makes your face look really ugly. All red and blotchy. So you should stop. Anytime now."
Himiko swiped at her burning eyes, but new tears quickly replaced them. Shoulders shaking, she cupped her face with a hand. "I-I know I promised not to say things are a pain anymore. To live life facing forward, but I would be so lost." Her voice quavered. "All alone…"
A flash of memory overtook Kokichi. Sitting among the trash in an abandoned, graffitied alley way. Stomach growling. People passing by on the street just beyond him, too busy to stop.
"Okay, fine. I'll go, all right? Just stop crying already."
A sob escaped Himiko's lips. Her body trembled.
Huffing, Kokichi stood and raised his arms to the side. Whispered, "C'mere." Himiko buried her face into the hallow between his head and shoulder. She clung to his muscle shirt. Snot and tears cooled his sweaty skin. Exhaling, Kokichi rested his chin on Himiko's shoulder. Rubbing her back, Kokichi soothed, "You won't be alone. You'll always…" …have me. Kokichi bit his lip. "I'm here now."
Lips pursed, Kokichi shoved the gas nozzle into the car. The machinery began to whine as it filled the black mini-van with gas. Sighing, Kokichi pulled at his white golf shirt's collar. Cars raced past on the highway. Cicadas buzzed. Kokichi put his sneaker on the car's foot rest and returned to studying pictures of Himiko's family. Her mother always had a hand or an arm around someone, smiling broadly. Joined in on Himiko in making silly faces. Her brother – Mitsuo, Kokichi remembered – stood apart, never touching anyone. Shoulders stiff. Barely smiled.
Pinching his nose, Kokichi breathed in the tang of gasoline and car exhaust. These barely give me any information to analyze them. He rubbed his bleary eyes. The leader hadn't gotten a wink of sleep the night before.
Himiko climbed out of the passenger seat, shutting the door shut behind her. She wore a sailor dress with a pinstripe bodice and a navy-blue gown. Her turquoise barrette fastened her red hair back as always, but her hat and mage uniform was left at school. "Are you done pumping gas?" When she saw him on his phone, Himiko scowled. "What are you so worried about? I told you a million times you'll get along with them."
"And just how are you so sure?"
Himiko smirked. "Cuz my mom's a basket case and my brother's a jerk."
Kokichi let his arm which held the phone drop. He narrowed his eyes at her. "Gee, thanks. I feel soooo much better. Maybe now I won't turn the car around and leave you here."
"No, please don't leave –!"
"Get off of me!"
Stiffening, Kokichi and Himiko glanced up. A family of four was exiting the general store, bags of groceries in hand. A middle school boy had jumped onto the back of his older brother. "Pesky brat," the high school aged boy grumbled as he smiled. He whipped back a bag of groceries, hitting his younger brother with them. The two laughed as the older brother staggered forward.
Their father glanced up from opening the trunk. "Knock it off. You're crushing the bread."
"Riku, leave Haruto alone!" Sighing, the mother shook her head. "You boys… If you don't quit horsing around, your father and I will eat your ice cream that we just bought."
"Okay…" the sons chorused. Riku, the younger boy, dashed towards the trunk. As he passed, Haruto slammed on Riku's sneaker, giving him a flat tire. Riku fumbled forward, his shoe half off. They burst into laughter again.
Kokichi gazed upon the scene, his lips parted. All other noise – the cars, the gas pump, the cicadas – faded away. Only their laughter rang through his ears. His eyes misted over in memory.
"My family is a lot like them."
Wide-eyed, Kokichi snapped his head towards the magician. Himiko met his gaze. Tilted her head. Smiled. "And they're not too scary, right?"
Kokichi winced. Not that freaky mentalism of hers again. Always picking up on what I'm feeling. Lips pursed, Kokichi shoved his phone into his blue shorts' pocket. "I'm the Supreme Leader of evil. I fear nothing."
Himiko rolled her eyes. "Then why do hate the idea of visiting them so much?" Kokichi stared out across the station, watching the few other people refuel their cars. "Kichi, please. What's wrong?" She rested a hand on Kokichi's bare arm. Despite the heat, Kokichi shivered. "Tell me how I can help. You can trust me, can't you?"
Kokichi's mouth went dry.
The machine beeped. He yanked the nozzle out from the car and shoved it onto the holder. "Get in the car before someone recognizes your ugly face."
Himiko sighed. She slipped into the passenger seat and closed the car door.
Kokichi turned the car right, entering the cobblestone driveway. He shifted into park. Laughing, Himiko jumped out of the passenger seat onto the grass. "We're here!" Kokichi paused. He gazed out the window, studying the two-story home. Yellow siding with white shutters. Kokichi sucked in a breath. He opened the car door and followed the mage.
Suitcases in hand, the pair walked along the curved sidewalk to the house. Overhead a massive cherry bloom tree swayed in the slight breeze. A tire hung from a branch by a frayed rope. Dandelions covered the small yard. They stepped under the porch's gable roof.
As Himiko rang the doorbell, Kokichi hung back. His gaze roved over the house. Upper-middle class home, middle of a development in a suburban area of neighbors with similar SES. Anything else? The white lattice underneath the house was broken in several places. Also the gutter running along the house's roof. Why are these fixed? A loss of finances after buying the house, perhaps? But not enough to move…
The door opened. A woman with shoulder length brown hair stood in the entranceway. A taller boy lurked behind her. "Himiko, honey. How I missed you!"
"Mommy!" Himiko embraced her.
Drawing back, they kissed each other's cheeks. Mrs. Yumeno smoothed out Himiko's hair. "Oh, just look at you. You're too skinny!" She pinched her daughter's cheeks. "You need more meat."
"Aah've bin eaten well…"
"Eating well by eating lots of cookies, you mean, I'm sure." She released the mage and gave her cheek a pat.
Kokichi fiddled with his suitcase's handle. Wonder if anyone ever pinched my cheeks.
The boy placed a hand on his hip. "Working hard, sis?" He smiled. "Nah, don't answer that. I know you." He snickered, "You're hardly working."
"I told you, Mitsuo. I'm busting my behind as Magic Mayhem."
"I'll believe it when I see it," laughed Mitsuo as he hugged her.
The magician turned to her mother. "How are you? Are you doing okay?"
Mrs. Yumeno shook her head. "Hush now, don't worry about me. I don't know what he said, but you know Mitsuo is a drama queen." Said brother rolled his eyes. "I'm just –" She coughed into a fist. Cleared her throat. "I'm fine. So I don't want to hear another word." Himiko frowned, but nodded. "Now where's this boyfriend of yours I've heard endless stories about?" All three looked up to see Kokichi standing by the porch's edge. "Kokichi, right?"
Kokichi dropped his suitcase to regally raise his arms. The suitcase crushed his big toe. Tears pricked his eyes. "B-behold, I am Kokichi Oma, the Ultimate Supreme Leader! I have recruited your daughter for her magic skills are of great use to my organization."
Mitsuo snorted. Mrs. Yumeno laughed, "Yes, you're Himiko's assistant. Magic Mayhem." Kokichi pouted. "Well don't stand there like a lost little lamb. Come in, come in!"
Kokichi entered to a small landing with a staircase leading upstairs on the right. Next to the door was a small key table. A single framed picture showed the Yumeno family smiling at the camera. At the end of the hallway, a paneled glass door lead to the kitchen. The smell of baking pastries wafted through the door. The hum of central air thrummed through the house. As per custom, Kokichi doffed his shoes.
Mrs. Yumeno pressed a hand to the front of her one-button pink sweater. "I'm Himiko's mom." While of short stature like her daughter, she was still roughly an inch taller than the leader. She gestured to the boy wearing a gray t-shirt and shorts. "This is Mitsuo, her brother."
Mitsuo stared down at Kokichi. "You're a midget. Are you even five feet?"
Kokichi narrowed his eyes. Like your, what, five-foot five height is so tall. "Better short and good looking than having monkey ears." Face burning, Mitsuo pressed his jug handle like ears to his head. Kokichi snickered. Damn, got it in one. I'm so good.
Himiko glowered at her boyfriend. Mrs. Yumeno laughed as she shut the door. "There's nothing wrong with Dumbo ears, Mitsuo."
"Mooom."
"It's so good to finally meet you, Kokichi. How was the drive here?"
Kokichi cut Himiko a glare. Her eyes were glued to the wood floor. They had missed two exits because Himiko, lazy girl she was, had never learned how to drive and didn't know which roads to take home. "It was as expected."
Sighing, Mrs. Yumeno cupped her heart-shaped face. "So you did get lost. I guess Himiko will forever be directionally challenged."
"Nyeh…"
Kokichi replaced his suitcase with one of Himiko's bags. "Himiko, where's your room? Let's put our stuff away." Mitsuo reached out his hand to take her suitcase. Jaw set, Kokichi held it closer to himself. The two men stared off.
"Oh, Kokichi." Mrs. Yumeno pointed upstairs. "There's a spare bedroom on the right you can put your belongings in. I put new toothbrush, paste, and towels in the bathroom, but let me know if you need anything else I hadn't thought of."
Pushing past the Yumeno youngest, Kokichi headed up the stairs. "Kay, got it. C'mon, Himiko." Nodding, she followed after him.
After putting Kokichi's suitcase away, Himiko headed towards a white paneled door at the opposite end of a hallway. "Here, this way."
A gold frame caught Kokichi's eye. "Hm?" He stopped. Framed professional photos of the Yumeno children lined the wainscoted walls. Starting at elementary school age, they chronicled their childhood. In one Himiko sat on a stool, pulling out her sailor uniform's necktie, scowling at the camera. Kokichi smiled. She still makes those ugly faces today. Kokichi wandered back towards the stairs, examining every picture.
In the center of the hallway was the only candid photo. A red headed American man sat on a swing, a boy sitting in his lap. Cheeks puffed out and ruddy, a young Himiko pushed on the swing from behind. The toddler gazed up at the man holding him, smiling wide. He had his head thrown back, laughing.
"That's my dad."
Himiko stood next to him, her suitcase gone. She gazed at the picture. "Don't think I ever told you. Died of a heart attack when I was ten. Mitsuo was only six." The light in Himiko's eyes dulled. "Been eight years now…"
"Whaaat? He couldn't have been older than late thirties, early forties. How could he die of a heart attack?"
Himiko bit her lip. "Stress." After a long moment, she returned to her room.
Kokichi frowned. Stress? He inspected the photo. Could he have been laid off? No, people who are unemployed don't just keel over dead. Kokichi bit his thumb nail. Family troubles, too? Non, non, it's gotta be more than that, worse than that…
When Himiko called, Kokichi approached her bedroom, suitcase in hand. She nodded at the bag. "You can just leave it there."
"Ohhh?" Kokichi grinned. "What naughty things do you have in your bedroom? I wanna see, I wanna see!"
Scowling, Himiko snatched her suitcase, opened the door just wide enough to squeeze through, and shut it. A lock turned. Snickering, Kokichi retrieved his locks picks from his sneaker. In less than ten seconds, he popped open the door. "So where do you keep your sexy, candid pictures of me?"
Kokichi's eyes scanned the room. An army of stuffed animals had conquered the bed, desk, and bookshelves. Owl bedsheets covered her bed. Fuzzy carpets lay beside the bed. Trophies from magic competitions gleamed in the light. Cartoon bunny decals were posted on the pink walls.
Kokichi raised a brow. "Where's the cradle?"
"Nyeh!" Himiko shoved him into the hallway. "Get out!"
The magician closed the door, but Kokichi bodily pushed against it. The two struggled against each other, neither giving an inch. "Y'know your husband won't tolerate such kiddy, cutesy things in the bedroom."
"I-I know that!"
"Lemme trash 'em for you –"
"You going to be her husband?"
Kokichi stilled. With no resistance, Himiko slammed the door closed, banging her head. "Oww…"
Mitsuo was climbing up the stairs. Kokichi waved a hand. "Chillax, 'kay? We're only in high school."
He crossed his arms over his gray T-shirt. A rock band's logo was imprinted on it. "So you're just fooling around with her."
Smiling, Kokichi glanced over his shoulder to Himiko's bedroom door. "I prefer calling it giving her a hard time, but fooling around works, too."
Mitsuo narrowed his eyes. Kokichi gazed at him evenly, finger to his lips.
"Dinner's ready!" Mrs. Yumeno called. "Everyone, come on."
Kokichi made a sweeping gesture to the stairs. "After you." After a moment, Mitsuo descended the stairs. Kokichi watched his retreating back, hand over his mouth. Insightful little pest. I'll have to be careful around him.
"Mmm." Kokichi savored a bite of Mrs. Yumeno's lasagna. The leader had sampled the finest pasta dishes in Italy while working with DICE, but this was some of the best he'd eaten in Japan. "Whatcha put in here?"
Across the table, Mrs. Yumeno nodded, holding up her fork of noodles. "It's an old family recipe passed down through the generations."
Must be from Himiko's foreign dad. Kokichi cast his gaze around the kitchen. Family, huh?
White cabinets, stained from years of use, lined the far corner. The sun warmed the orchids in the windowsill above the sink. Blue damask wallpaper covered the backsplash, adding a bit of color. A section of the dark and cracked counter extended from the wall. It functioned as an island, where the lasagna pan was placed to cool. The smell of noodles and pastries wafted from the oven.
"Can't tell you the recipe," Mrs. Yumeno continued. She smoothed out the pastel blue tablecloth. "But I do plan on teaching Himiko once she's married."
Face reddening, Himiko stared down at her bowl. "Give it a rest, Mommy. It's not funny."
Grinning like a gossiping fifth grader, Mrs. Yumeno shoved her daughter's shoulder. "Yes it is," she laughed, eliciting a small cough. She cleared her throat. "And it's my prerogative."
"So!" began Mitsuo. He stabbed his pasta with his fork. "That clunky minivan in the driveway. It yours?"
Himiko rolled her eyes. "He calls it the Omobile. After his last name Oma and –"
"The Batmobile?" asked Mitsuo.
Kokichi sucked in a breath. "Oooh, you know American DC heroes? Do ya read the comics?"
"Spiderman's the best. Batman doesn't have any superpowers." He glanced at Kokichi from under his brown Caesar haircut. "And neither do you, Supreme Leader."
Kokichi gripped his fork until it painfully dug into his palm. "My fav's Joker, not Batman."
Laughing, Himiko recounted, "He got it from one of those last person to remove their hand wins contests. Won it cuz he sang 'This is a Song that Never Ends' for three hours." Scowling, Kokichi kicked Himiko underneath the table. "Ouch!"
Brows furrowed, Mrs. Yumeno rubbed her chin. "Couldn't have been for three hours straight though. His singing would have become background noise to the other contestants."
"Yeah." Kokichi scratched his head. "So I stopped and started signing at random intervals."
Grinning, Mrs. Yumeno flashed a thumbs up. "Thatta boy. That's how you break people."
Chuckling, Kokichi made a thumbs up of his own. What is up with her? This… This whack job? Skewering his lasagna, Kokichi narrowed his eyes at Himiko. And don't think you're getting off scot-free, my beloved mage. Finger to his cheek, Kokichi sweetly smiled at her. "I can recall a time when Himiko attempted singing in public. Our roommates and us had gone to karaoke…"
Himiko flinched. Blushing, she balled the gown of her sailor dress. "D-d-don't believe a word he says. He's lying."
Smirking, Mitsuo laid down his fork. "He's out guest, Himiko. Let him speak. Let's add yet another tale of embarrassing moments to the list we got on you. Like the time we went to the amusement park and the staff mistook you for my younger sister. You threw such a fit."
Kokichi reached out his hand. "Ooh, ooh, hold on. I gotta great one. When Himiko and I went to the amusement park, she –"
Shoulders stiff, Himiko fired back, "What about the aquarium incident? All day long you kept whining and whining to see the sharks. Then when a shark hit the glass in front of you, you wet yourself."
"I told you! I fell backwards on my butt and spilled my juice on my shorts."
"Uh huh."
"I did!"
Hand over her mouth, Mrs. Yumeno mournfully shook her head. "Now, now, Mitsuo. You shouldn't lie. I expect better from you."
Mitsuo glared at his mother. "You're the one who backed up into a car in Wal-Mart's parking lot because you were staring out into space."
Chin raised, Mrs. Yumeno pulled on her one-button sweater. Smoothed out her gray slacks. "I don't have any idea what you're talking about. I've never done that. Ever. Really, it's very childish to make up stories."
"Nyeh? I didn't hear of this. So that's the third time?"
"No, fourth," corrected Mitsuo. "Last week she backed into an old grandma."
"Mommy! How could you?"
"Okay, look here." Leaning forward, Mrs. Yumeno jabbed her finger. "That 'little old lady' was speeding like a maniac. Totally wasn't my fault." She blinked. Then pounded the table. "Shoot!"
The Yumeno siblings burst out laughing. After a moment, Mrs. Yumeno joined in. Their peals echoed through the house. All the light in the room drew towards them. Kokichi sat at the table's other end, watching them. His chest ached. Biting his lip, Kokichi clenched and unclenched his blue shorts, knuckles turning white.
A timer rang. "Oh!" Mrs. Yumeno gasped. Sucking in a breath triggered a coughing fit. As she hacked, the Yumeno children exchanged glances. "Sorry. That's the cupcakes." Mrs. Yumeno stood, walking to the kitchen. She paused by Kokichi's chair. Smiling, she rubbed his shoulder then patted it. "There's reason to celebrate after all."
Face flushing, Kokichi glanced down. Not really. But a smile tugged at his lips.
Once the cupcakes had cooled, Mrs. Yumeno iced them with a piping bag. Humming, she frosted with cupcakes with practiced ease. The dollop of white icing was nearly as large as the cupcakes themselves. She passed them out.
Kokichi peeled back the yellow wrapper to reveal a chocolate cupcake. "Ooh, my fav." He bit into it. The chocolate cupcake crumbled while the vanilla icing melted in his mouth. "Oh maaaan. This is crazy good! Even better than Teruteru's or Kirumi's cupcakes!"
Mrs. Yumeno settled into her seat. "Because it's homemade and therefore extra sweet. Sweeter than anything you'd find in a pastry shop."
"Ohhh. I get it now. People say homemade food is the best, but I always thought it was cuz it's comfortable eating at home or cuz it's made by a family member. Y'know, overly sentimental. I didn't know it actually meant the taste was different."
Mrs. Yumeno's brows furrowed. Then she smiled. "You got icing all over your face, hon."
After everyone had eaten their cupcakes – Kokichi had inhaled two – Mrs. Yumeno pushed aside her plate. Sighing heavily, she bodily rested on the table. "Cooking took all of my energy. I don't wanna do dishes… Mitsuo, you clean up."
Mitsuo rubbed the back of his neck. "Would it kill you to do one chore around here? Don't see why I have to do it all the time."
"Cuz I'll beat you black and blue if you don't."
Kokichi froze. He couldn't breathe. His body wound tighter than a bowstring.
"Yeah, yeah," Mitsuo muttered, a faint smile on his lips. He gathered the dishes. When Mitsuo passed by his mother, she continued to lie still. She didn't raise a hand. Kokichi slowly exhaled. He didn't catch Himiko frowning at him.
As Mitsuo placed the dishes in the sink, he called, "Hey, sis. It's been forever since I last saw your magic in person. Why don't you put on a magic show?"
Mrs. Yumeno rose from the table and clapped her hands. "That's a great idea."
Himiko turned to Kokichi. "What do you –?" He glanced up. He was in the middle of reaching for the plate of cupcakes. "Kokichi!" Scowling, Himiko snatched up the plate. "You had enough already! Save some for the rest of us."
"Noooo!" Tears streamed down Kokichi's face. "If I don't get another I'm not gonna do nothing." Himiko rolled her eyes. Huffing, she placed one by him. "Yaaay!"
Shaking her head, Himiko returned upstairs to retrieve the necessary magical instruments. Mrs. Yumeno left for the adjoining living room to make room. Dishes clattered as Mitsuo loaded the dishwasher.
Humming deep in his throat, Kokichi turned the cupcake one way and another. He undid the wrapper and took a bite. Sweetness dissolved over his tongue. Closing his eyes, a smile bloomed across his face. Homemade really is the best.
Grinning, Himiko held up a Ziploc bag with a card inside. The red backed card faced Mrs. Yumeno and Mitsuo who sat on the family room couch. Chin raised, Himiko swept out her other arm. "Behold as the amazing mage Himiko cast a spell before your very eyes. This isn't Mitsuo's card, the eight of clubs, buuut…" With deliberate slowness, Himiko turned the bag around, revealing the card's face: the two of spades, complete with Mrs. Yumeno's signature. "Mommy's card!"
They gasped.
Free hand on her hip, Himiko grinned and threw her shoulders back. "Nii hee hee!"
Smiling, Kokichi gazed upon her. Every bit of confidence of a supreme leader. He closed his eyes. Envisioned Himiko dressed in a DICE uniform accepting Kokichi's offered hand. My future queen. Face reddening, Kokichi bit his lip. Stop that.
Himiko glanced back at Kokichi who stood by the stone fireplace. Kokichi flashed a grin. Nodding, she stepped towards the low coffee table before her. A purple plastic box had a slit in its lid. "Now Mitsuo's card will be…" Himiko reached to put her hand into the box.
"Quiz time!" cried Kokichi. "Guess what's inside."
Himiko went rigid. She glared at him. Deadpanned, "What did you put in here."
A thrill of nerves shot down his spine. Bouncing on his toes, Kokichi clapped. "Guess, guess, guess!"
"Flowers!" Mrs. Yumeno suggested.
Kokichi shook his head. "Too smooth."
Mitsuo sighed, "A toad."
"Too rude!"
Through gritted teeth, Himiko hissed, "It better be Mitsuo's card."
Hands on his hips, Kokichi leaned forward. He smirked. "Whatsa matter? Scared?"
Eyes narrowed, Himiko drew herself up to her full height. Her brown eyes sparked with fire and brimstone. "I can handle anything you throw at me."
"Then prove it. Stick your hand inside."
Himiko hummed deep in her throat. She tore off the lid, then threw the box at Mitsuo. Mud, dirt, and worms sprayed Mitsuo in the face. "The hell?!" Crying out, he scratched at his eyes.
Kokichi bent over, holding his stomach. "Ahahaha! Waaay better than I imagined!"
Shoulders shaking from suppressed laughter, Himiko covered her mouth with a hand. Tears pricked her eyes. "I'm so sorry, I didn't know…"
"Your face…" Mrs. Yumeno panted, between coughs. "…was priceless."
Mud smeared Mitsuo's cheeks like a tribesman. "Annoying runt." A worm fell into his lap. It wreathed as though dying. "Totally disgusting." He stood up, brushing off the dirt and worms onto the carpet.
Kokichi held out a hand. "Hey, now, you make a mess, you gotta clean it up."
"Ah, it's all right." Mrs. Yumeno waved a hand. "Nothing a little vacuuming can't fix. Thankfully most of the mud landed on Mitsuo, not the couch. It'll be a sign of a good time we had. And if company comes over, I'll change the couch cover."
Frowning, Kokichi tilted his head. If I had ruined something as a kid, I'd have gotten way more than a lecture…
Mitsuo stamped towards the door. The tips of his Dumbo ears burned a bright pink. "Screw this. I'm going upstairs and playing Smash."
"Smash Ultimate?" asked Himiko. "Ooh, I wanna play! And Kokichi's really good at it."
Tears bubbled in Kokichi's eyes. "Aw, pwetty please? I don't wanna stay here all alone." Grinning, Kokichi held his chin. "I'll get sooo bored, I might be tempted to go outside and find more worms. Or other goodies…"
Mitsuo scowled. Turned on his heel. Over his shoulder, he growled, "Let me change first."
Intense button mashing filled the room. Faces stern, Kokichi and Himiko sat cross legged on Mitsuo's bedroom floor. The youngest Yumeno sat between them on a soccer floor cushion.
"Himiko!" called Mrs. Yumeno.
She paused the fighting match. Yawning, the mage pulled out her phone and began texting her mother, "What?"
"Lazy," Kokichi and Mitsuo chorused.
Heaving a sigh, Himiko rose and left for downstairs.
As Mitsuo set up the next round, Kokichi leaned back, resting on his hands. He scanned the room. Analyze time. Manga and anime filled the bookshelves in the corner. Shonen manga packed with heroism and action. Posters of the martial artists covered the pale green walls. Against the double closet doors, a skateboard rested. No helmet or pads in sight. But dust coated it. Above the TV, prominently on display, was a black belt in karate.
"What are you waiting for?" Mitsuo glanced over his shoulder. He had changed into an airy baseball jersey and mesh shorts. "Come on."
Kokichi picked up his controller. Mitsuo had chosen Ryu, a martial artist from Street Fighter. The leader selected Villager, a young boy who used a variety of tools to fight like a shovel, fireworks, and a mini, rideable rocket. They gave themselves three lives each. Whoever knocked their opponents off screen three times first, won.
After a few minutes of playing, both had two lives left. Mitsuo asked, "What other games do you play with Himiko?"
"Oh, y'know, nothing big. The latest horror games. Ones with zombie apocalypses are the best. And shooting games! Can't forget those. Himiko squeals with delight every time I get a head shot."
Mitsuo's Ryu threw Kokichi's character then followed up with a spinning kick to the stomach. "Quit jerking off."
"She likes party games and my thing's cooperative RPGs. Why? What does it matter to you?"
"Just wondering what you did with Himiko outside of practicing magic. If you're taking care of her. Between your stupid lies and childish pranks, didn't seem like it."
Kokichi narrowed his eyes. He knocked Ryu off the stage, bashed him with a turnip, and then shot him with multiple arrows, killing him. "Well, whaddya do when you're not trying to act cool or beating a punching bag?"
Mitsuo's character revived. With his brief period of invincibility, he charged a smash attack killing Kokichi. The match was even. One life each. "Lots of things. Go on jogs, do the chores around the house, grocery shop a few blocks down. Four years younger, but I'm more responsible than you, and you're gonna graduate this year."
Kokichi's Villager dropped a bowling ball onto Mitsuo. His character launched into the air. "Oh-ho! So you're the man of the house! Is that your problem?" Villager rode his mini rocket, shot across the stage to Ryu, and exploded the rocket in his face. Mitsuo died instantly. The game's announcer declared Villager the winner. Kokichi's grin stretched across his face. "Feeling threatened?"
Mitsuo threw the controller down, its plug flying out from the system. "It's not about me, it's not about you. It's about Himiko!"
Kokichi blinked. "Himiko?"
Exhaling slowly, Mitsuo ran a hand through his bangs. Voice low, he whispered, "You weren't there all those nights when Himiko cried. I'd enter her bedroom. Ask her what's wrong. But she'd wipe her eyes and lie, saying she wasn't crying. Then she'd make room on her bed, hug me, and tell me everything's gonna be okay. I won't leave you."
Kokichi dipped his head. "After Himiko's master abandoned her you mean."
"No after Dad did."
"W-what? What do you mean?" That doesn't match what Himiko told me at all. She said he suddenly died of a heart attack. Before he died… what did he do? What did he do to his family?
Eyes wide, Mitsuo leaned back. "Himiko never told you?" He went as cold and rigid as a statue. "Guess that answers that question." Rising, he towered over Kokichi. "She doesn't trust you. She's afraid you'll leave her. After all, you all but admitted it yourself." He sneered. "Chillax. We're only high schoolers."
Kokichi flinched. He stared at the tan carpeting. Clenched and unclenched his hands. Then, fists balled, he stood. Lavender eyes flashing, he hissed, "If you think I don't care about Himiko, you're wrong."
Mitsuo lifted his chin in challenge. "Do you love her?"
Kokichi's breath hitched. Do I… love Himiko? Memories played before his eyes. The hundreds of hours performing magic alongside Himiko in her research lab. All the nights spent planning out practical jokes to hear her laugh. Planning flirty one-liners to see her adorably flustered pout. How she instinctively always seemed to know what he felt, what he was thinking. How when Himiko told him she was a liar too, Kokichi almost cried. For the first time there was another person who understood him.
"I…" Kokichi hoarsely whispered.
Brow raised, Mitsuo leaned closer.
The door swung open, hitting the closet doors Himiko, holding a tray, lowered her raised foot; she had kicked the door open. Behind her, Mrs. Yumeno stood, another tray of snacks and drinks in hand.
Kokichi gasped. "Panta? Sweet! I love that stuff!" He could feel Mitsuo's burning gaze on his back. Kokichi swallowed. Grinning, he accepted the bottle. He chugged half of in it one swig. The sourness curdled his stomach. "Man, you're the best, Mrs. Yumeno."
The mother chuckled. "I know. But thanks for the reminder." Both of her children rolled their eyes.
Frowning, Himiko studied her boyfriend's expression. "You good?"
Kokichi flashed a smile. "Yeah. Everything's A-Okay! Let's get back to playing."
Kokichi lay in the bed of the guest bedroom staring up at the ceiling. The scent of dryer sheets smothered his nose. He sighed. Returned his gaze back to the notebook resting against his raised knees. The night before visiting the Yumeno household Kokichi had stayed up, writing alphanumeric outlines of possible scenarios. What to say if anyone asked about his family, a list of gestures likes doing dishes to ingratiate himself to Yumenos, how to reassure Himiko if her mother was hospitalized. Useless. Swatting the notebook away, Kokichi rolled onto his side. Complete waste of time. I didn't expect… Frowning, the leader squeezed his pillow. Never thought that Mrs. Yumeno would be so spacy. Warm. Or Himiko's brother to be so annoyingly perceptive.
The moonlight behind the curtains cast strange shadows across the floor. Only the essential furniture, like a desk and dresser, stocked the bedroom. Over time, however, the Yumeno children used space to store their belongings. Old Lego creations covered the desk. The overflow of Himiko's magical props were stacked in boxes in the corner.
Kokichi sat up on the edge of the bed, rubbing his bleary eyes. Pinched his nose. His head throbbed. I need a pick me up. Yawning, he slid off the bed, then slipped out the door. The cold wood floorboards chilled his bare feet.
A splash of color caught Kokichi's eye. He stopped to study the picture of Himiko's father. Himiko pushing the swing. Toddler Mitsuo smiling. Mr. Yumeno throwing his head back and laughing. Shaking his head, Kokichi began descending the stairs.
The hallway alongside the stairs was alit from the kitchen. Frowning, Kokichi carefully leaned over the balustrade. Peering through the glass paneled door he could just make out Mrs. Yumeno. She sat at the head of the table, back towards him. The leader scowled. Don't tell me she's a helicopter mom, staying up to ensure I don't do anything funny to Himiko. Sighing, Kokichi turned back.
"Kokichi, that you?" A voice called. He went rigid. "Come on in, hon."
After a moment, Kokichi complied. He softly shut the glass door behind him. "How didja know it was me?"
Without looking up Mrs. Yumeno replied, "Mothers have eyes in the back of their heads."
"Ahaha!" laughed Kokichi. "What? I never heard of something so utterly stupid."
Frowning, she turned in the chair. "You never…?" Then she shook her head. "Himiko already got her glass of warm milk and Mitsuo did the nightly dishes. Even if they had gotten up, they know where to step on the stairs to avoid it creaking." She jabbed her thumb towards the counter. "Cupcakes are over there."
Grinning sheepishly, Kokichi moved to the counter. Took a bite out of one. Mm, so sweet.
"Plate," a voice growled. "Table."
Head bowed and shoulders hunched, Kokichi fetched a plate. He sat diagonally from Mrs. Yumeno, in Himiko's place. He went to set his plate down, only to realize there was no space.
A half dozen photo albums were spread across the table like a buffet. Most had rectangular pictures, but older albums were stocked with square polaroid printouts. Pictures of school festivals. Christmas concerts. A vacation in Kyoto. Suited office workers in at a party. Playing frisbee in the park. Kokichi's breath was stolen away.
Mrs. Yumeno gazed at a photo of Himiko and Mitsuo standing on the porch, school uniforms on. Mitsuo's first day of school. She flipped the page before looking up. "You're still in your day clothes. Something wrong?"
"Nope! Although I did think I heard some boogyman growling beneath my bed. Kept me wide awake." Smiling, Mrs. Yumeno shook her head. "Nee-heehee. I just normally don't go to bed now. I usually only get 4 to 6 hours of sleep a night. Can't shut off my brain; always thinking. Analyzing." Kokichi eyed her attire. Underneath a fluffy robe, she wore a flannel smiling sun pjs.
Mrs. Yumeno winked. "Perks of being single."
She returned to perusing the albums while Kokichi ate his cupcake. The house creaked like a ship. Central air hummed. The faint smell of pasta lingered in the air. When Kokichi finished, he brushed off the crumbs on his hands onto the plate.
"Oh, hey, hey! Is that Himiko's master?" Kokichi gingerly retrieved the fraying album. A picture showed the Yumeno family standing in front a pavilion. Mrs. Yumeno stood next to an older man in a Hawaiian shirt. Smiling, he laid his hand on Mitsuo's shoulder. The boy held up a new motor helicopter, grinning. Pouting, Himiko glared at the airplane, jealousy oozing from every pore. Almost didn't recognize him. He's not in one of the funeral black suits always wore onstage.
"Ah, yes. That was Mitsuo's seventh birthday I believe."
Children in the front, adults next to each other in the back. "Almost looks like a grandpa."
Mrs. Yumeno pursed her lips. "He does, doesn't he?" Sighing, she flipped another page of her photo book. "He was good to our family. Filled a void. Until he, too… Well, whaddya know. I thought this was lost."
Kokichi leaned forward. In the photo, the Himiko, Mitsuo, and their father sat at a McDonalds table. Himiko was eating her bun, the rest of her burger left untouched on the plate. Head bowed, Mr. Yumeno assembled a Happy Meal action figure from. Scowling, Mitsuo pressed against his father, impatient. Himiko and Mitsuo appeared to be around nine and five respectively. Mrs. Yumeno must have taken the picture.
The mother brushed her fingers across the photo. "We were celebrating something. Can't remember what though." Her index finger rested by Mr. Yumeno's face. "He worked in insurance." Kokichi glanced up. She stared at the photo, smiling. But her shoulders had tensed slightly. "Big-time manager. I was an accountant. Always helped my clueless parents with the family store's finances. Thought maybe I could do the same with others." Running a hand down her face, she exhaled a laugh. "Don't know what I was thinking. Can you see me sitting behind a computer, crunching numbers all day?"
"You're more of a people person."
"Exactly! But I'm getting off track. He was my boss. When we married, I went back to school to get my teaching degree. My dream job. But he was always off on business trips, managing the other company branches across the country. So when he came home all we did was fight. After he died, I returned to accounting to pay the bills. Stayed ever since."
A financial loss after buying the house. Just as I thought. Kokichi rested his arms on the table. "You work at the same place Mr. Yumeno did?"
"Huh? Oh, no no. No, I wasn't welcome there. I'm at a smaller, lesser-known place now."
The company wouldn't help the grieving wife of major employee? The leader held his chin. Unless she wasn't his wife anymore. Or something else happened.
Mrs. Yumeno tapped the photo. "That night we did our best not to fight. And though I can't remember the occasion, whenever we get McDonalds I'm reminded of that day. Of all the good times I had with him. With our family." Glancing up, Mrs. Yumeno tilted her head to the side. Her brown eyes shone. "You have any food like that?"
Kokichi started. He barked a laugh. "What? No, 'course not, silly. Who gets sentimental over fast food like McDonalds or Thai takeout?"
Frowning, Mrs. Yumeno studied him. "I guess you're right – " She covered her mouth with a hand as she coughed. Her shoulders shook at suppressing them.
Kokichi squirmed. Eyes downcast, he bit his lip. Easy, she's sick. But what kind of illness does she have anyway? They're no ash trays for smoking, ruling out COPD. Cystic fibrosis patients require constant oxygen and usually die at my age. Tuberculosis or pneumonia maybe?
Mrs. Yumeno cleared her throat. She pushed back the album before stretching her arms above her head. "But enough about boring, ol' me. I'm sure you had a lot of fun times with Himiko. You said something about Himiko singing? And an amusement park?" She smirked. "What tricks have you played on my daughter?"
Kokichi hummed. I dunno… bit of a different context going on here. Mrs. Yumeno had wrapped her robe tighter around herself and settled back into the chair. The mother who worked a job she didn't like, who had no husband and a daughter off at boarding school, was looking at old photo albums in the dead of night. Oh, what the heck. Grinning wickedly, Kokichi leaned forward. "Those are even the best stories I got."
Mrs. Yumeno shook her head, smiling ear to ear. "So then she started chasing you?"
"Yuppers! Tried taking my phone from me. That is, until she tripped and knocked over the classroom trash can, spilling garbage all over herself."
Eyes alight, Mrs. Yumeno covered her mouth with a hand. "I would have lost it."
"Nee-heehee! Oh, I so totes did. It was fantastic. Make every kind of joke about her smell on the way to detention."
She threw her head back and laughed. Her peals echoed throughout the kitchen. "Now that's just mean!"
Grinning, Kokichi laid his hands behind his head. "Well, if she hadn't markered me while I slept, then I wouldn't have played farting sound effects on my phone behind her. Not the most mature thing, I know, but man it was sooooo worth it."
Chuckling, Mrs. Yumeno wiped away tears. "Ahh… It does my soul good to hear about Himiko being so animated. Like during today's magic show. Haven't seen her like that in years."
"She was suuuper lazy before. Now she's better. Still asks for piggyback rides though."
Heaving a sigh, Mrs. Yumeno scanned the photo albums. "After her master left, getting her to do anything was a struggle. She didn't want to attend Hope Peak's Academy, believe it or not." Elbow on the table, she rested her chin in her hand. "But I'm so glad that she did. Otherwise she would have never met you and formed Magic Mayhem. You motivate her, bringing out the best in her. As long as she's with you, I don't have to worry about her future anymore."
Face burning, Kokichi wrung his hands in his lap. "T-that's a lotta pressure there, lady."
"Even if you don't have a family of your own, I'm sure everything will work out."
Kokichi's blood went cold. Voice as brittle as ice, he hissed, "Well, your marriage failed so I'm not terribly impressed by the track record."
Mrs. Yumeno cringed.
Eyes wide, Kokichi's mouth hung open. His stomach fell through the floor. The only sound was the humming of central air.
Swallowing, Mrs. Yumeno thread her fingers through her brown hair. "Well, you're… brutally honest. But I guess sometimes that's needed. I crossed a line. Forgive me."
Ever so slightly, Kokichi tense shoulders relaxed. "Brutally… honest? Me? Never called that before. I mean, I lie 70% of the time."
"As long as Himiko can discern the truth within the lies. That you tell the truth when it counts, even if that's only 1% of the time." Mrs. Yumeno looked at Kokichi head on, lips drawn into a tight line. "In a relationship, the most important thing is that you bring out the best in each other. But also just as vital is accepting their flaws. No matter how awful things are, when you love someone, the good parts, the good times, far outweigh the bad. Never forget that. Otherwise…" Mrs. Yumeno gazed at the McDonalds picture. "…you'll lose those close to you."
Biting his lip, Kokichi gazed down at his palms. "Why did you tell me all of this?"
"Well," breathed Mrs. Yumeno, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. "There's two types of teachers. One who teach their students their successes, the other their failures."
That sounds familiar… Frowning, Kokichi narrowed his eyes at her. "Wait. You're ripping off Assassination Classroom manga!"
Mrs. Yumeno shrugged. "What can I say? My accounting job is boring."
She looked at the clock on the oven. 12:53 am. "Goodness, it's late." Rising, she twisted her torso one way and the other. Then she readjusted her robe. "You're welcome to sleep in. I got work tomorrow and Mitsuo has school. I'll leave money on the counter in case you and Himiko want to eat out for lunch. Go see the neighborhood. Just be back in time so we can have a family dinner again, all right?" Smiling, she bent forward. Rubbed Kokichi's head from its top to his neck, smoothing back his hair.
Kokichi stiffened like a board.
Gasping, she drew back her hand. "Oh my goodness, sorry. Mistook you for one of the kids for a second there. I didn't – I'm so sorry."
Kokichi swallowed. After a moment, he hoarsely whispered, "It's okay. It was nice." He cleared his throat. Standing, Kokichi gestured to the photo albums. "This was nice, I mean. 'Night."
On shaking legs Kokichi returned to his bedroom. He lay awake for hours, staring at the ceiling, but all he saw were the pictures from the photo albums. Biting his lip, he threw an arm over his eyes, blocking out the memory. Wonder if my folks over created a photo album of me.
Hand in hand, Kokichi and Himiko strolled down the sidewalk. As the day grew longer, the humidity had finally eased. To their left the occasional car rumbled past. A slight wind tousled Himiko's hair. Her sleeveless floral dress billowed around her. Kokichi breathed in the sweet smell grass and her strawberry shampoo.
Himiko's phone buzzed. "Hold on," she said, stopping. Brows crinkling, she began texting.
Exhaling softly, Kokichi retrieved a strip of photos from his shorts pocket. The couple had spent the day touring the area. Himiko showed him the high school she attended before coming to Hope's Peak, her favorite coffee shop for lunch, and the town square where she busked magic shows in her early days. Following lunch, they visited the arcade next door. At Kokichi's insistence, they used the photo booth. In the first picture, Kokichi had cupped and turned Himiko's face towards him, planting a surprise kiss. Next, they made sideways peace signs by their eyes, Himiko's signature magic pose. Then Himiko had wanted a normal picture, but both ended up pinching the other's cheeks. Smiling, Kokichi brushed his thumb across the final picture.
"That was Mommy." Sighing, Himiko scratched her ear. "She said needs more time before dinner. We're to come back to the house in a half hour or so. Guess she got caught up at work."
Frowning, Kokichi glanced at his phone. "Whaaat? But it's 6:23 already." Squinting, he gazed down the road. Similarly styled two story homes lined the street. "And we're only a few minutes from your place. What are we supposed to do? Pick our noses?"
After scanning the area, Himiko pointed towards the right. "How about that?"
A modest park bordered the sidewalk. Due to the late hour only two kids were present. One hung from the monkey bars while the other used the slide. Their bored mother sat on a bench, scrolling through her phone. But Himiko pointed to a playground equipment off towards the side. Kokichi recognized it immediately.
The swing set she and Mitsuo played with their father in the picture.
"Himiko…"
But the mage was already striding towards them. Lips pursed, Kokichi trudged after her. She paused at the precipice of the mulch square enveloping the swing set. Two low hanging swings hung from the bar. A bit of pollen covered the seats. Chin raised, she settled into the swing on right, the same as in the photo. Heel in the ground, Himiko rocked herself back and forth. The rusty fixture creaked.
Kokichi stepped onto the rubber U-shaped swing. To gain his balance, he held onto the metal chains. Baked by the June sun, it was warm to the touch. Jumping up, Kokichi flipped upside down so his head hung by the swing seat. Blood rushed to his head. "Heeey, push me, push me!"
Himiko glanced up, higher than his face. "Nice view."
Gravity had pulled Kokichi's polo down to his armpits. "Oh-ho?" He grinned, brow raised. He righted himself before jumping off. Stepping close, he lifting up his shirt's hem partly, flashing his stomach. "Wanna see it up close and personal?" He stepped towards her.
Laughing, she pushed him away. "I was just thinking that we never did upside down."
"Oh yeah?"
"Mm. Thought we did every combination under the sun. Me pushing Daddy and Mitsuo. Daddy to the two of us. Daddy picking us up so we could hang off the swing's high bar." She sighed. "Haven't been to this park in years." She turned her head to the side, gesturing to behind her. "Push me."
Kokichi stilled. Children laughed in the distance. Goosebumps broke across his bare arms.
Himiko dipped her head. "I wanna tell you something. Something I've been meaning to say a while now, but never found the opportunity. Please, Kichi. Before I lose my nerve."
Mulch crunching, Kokichi moved to her back. He lightly, gingerly pressed his palms against her shoulder blades.
Krrr-ECK. Krrr-ECK. Krrr-ECK.
Himiko's lulling voice painted a memory. "When I was a kid, me and Mitsuo used to come here every day. Mitsuo always asked me when Daddy was coming home. I told him soon and pushed him in the swing instead. Then when Daddy arrived, we spent hours pushing each other on the swings. Later I realized Dad probably did it to avoid going home and fighting with Mom."
Shoulder slumping, Himiko's hands slid down the chains. "I attended Daddy's funeral with Mommy. Mitsuo stayed with neighbors. There, Mommy fought with this other woman. She held a baby to her chest, shouting that she had every right to be there. A little girl clung to the woman's leg. I can still see her big brown eyes studying me. I stared at her, too." Himiko swallowed. "Cuz she had the same bumpy, hooked nose Daddy did."
Kokichi sucked in a breath through his teeth. The words felt like a knife to the heart. "Oh, Himiko…"
Hands falling into her lap, the mage hunched forward. The swing rattled as it stopped. "When I asked Mommy about it years later, she told me. That woman was his personal assistant at another branch of his company. Apparently went on 'business trips' to go see them. Going back and forth between us both made him late with projects at work. He was about to be fired. Mom discovered what he'd been up to. Asked for a divorce. Maybe the assistant lady found out, too." Himiko grounded her palms into her eyes. Took a deep breath. "T-then he just had a heart attack and died. Gone. Just like that."
The mage rubbed her face furiously. Nosily sniffed. "T-the next day after the funeral. A-at this park. Mitsuo ask me when Daddy was coming…" Hiccupped. "…coming home. And I just lied and say he'd be here tomorrow, cuz I, cuz I didn't know what else to dooo…" Sob escaping her lips, Himiko buried her face into her hands. Her lithe body trembled like a leaf.
Frowning, Kokichi drew back. With the sun setting, orange and red streaked across the sky. The first few crickets began singing. Air chilled. The mother rose, calling for her children. Time to go home. Laughing, the kids raced to her.
Breathing deeply, Kokichi tasted the cool air. The leader wrapped his arms around Himiko's waist, then pressed a cheek to her bare shoulder. He felt every shuddering breath she took.
Himiko wiped away her tears. Voice thick, she whispered, "Y-you know what happened next."
"Mm-hmm. You met your master, became a mage, and then he left, too. You lost all drive to do anything cuz it was…" Kokichi closed his eyes. "It was the second time."
Himiko nodded. She turned around. His breath caught; only an inch separated them. Cupped his face. Smiled through the tears. "Then I met you…"
Kokichi's heart pounded in his ears. His mouth went dry.
Himiko's strawberry shampoo washed over him. She rubbed her thumb across his cheek. At her touch, his face burned. "And thanks to you, I rediscovered the magic of living." She shifted closer. "Kokichi, I…" Her gaze fell to his lips. "I love –"
Kokichi jerked away. Hands raised, he backpedaled. "Stop! Stop. You… You don't know what you're doing."
Brows furrowed, Himiko stammered, "N-nyeh? Kokichi?"
"I told you. I told you I didn't understand. Not to expect anything from me. Why don't you ever listen?!"
"What are you talking about?"
"Rrrgh!" Kokichi raked his fingers through his hair. Dug his fingers in. After a long moment, Kokichi exhaled. Let his arms fall to his sides. "My… My parents and older brother lied to me." He balled his hands into fists. Nails bit into his skin. "Abused me. Left me with nothing like I was…" Gritting his teeth, he spat, "like I was garbage."
Gasping, Himiko covered her mouth with a hand.
Kokichi swallowed. "I don't… I don't know how to love." He gazed at his palms. Blood oozed from his nail marks, dripping onto the ground. "Only how to hurt. How to lie." Biting his lip, Kokichi turned away. "So I'll just pretend this never happened –"
The swing's chains rattled. Something seized his wrist.
"That's a lie!"
Wide-eyed, Kokichi turned back. Himiko was kneeling on the swing, one hand holding the chains, the other reaching for his wrist. Fire flashed in her eyes. "I promised I wouldn't say anything's a pain anymore. To live life facing forward. Daddy's dead, my master's gone, but I'll use every bit of MP I have to keep you by my side. And if you leave after all that…" Himiko gripped his wrist tighter. "I'll chase you. No matter how painful it'll be, I will find you. I'll curse you! You-will-always-slip-on-ice! You-will-get-motion-sickness-in-every-vehicle-you-use. And uh… and every other curse in the grimoire!"
Smiling, Himiko released Kokichi's wrist to hold his hand. "Cuz the life I want is performing as Magic Mayhem. Becoming a member of your organization. Being with you."
Kokichi's mouth fell open. "H-Himi…"
Breathing a laugh, Himiko tilted her head to the side. "I know you. Saying you don't know how to love is the biggest lie you've ever told. Seriously, the worst."
Crickets serenaded the sun's dying rays. Grass blades danced in the wind. In the cool air, Kokichi shivered.
"Yeah, you're right." smiled Kokichi, eyes shining. "I love you so much I don't want anyone to hurt you. Especially me.
"But if you're gonna chase if I leave…" Shrugging, he raised his hands in the air. "Whatcha gonna do? Guess I'm trapped. Although…" Smirking, Kokichi stepped closer. With Himiko kneeling on the swing, their faces were nearly even. He purred, "Being pursued sounds like quite the thrill. What will you do me once I'm caught, I wonder…?"
Himiko's face flushed as red as her hair.
"But," he frowned, "do ya mean it? You don't know anything about my past or my organization."
Himiko wrapped her arms around Kokichi's neck. "Don't need to. As long as I can trust you and you can trust me."
Kokichi closed his eyes. Savored the warmth running through his body, making him curl his toes.
The leader smirked. "Then lemme tell you my answer in a way you can trust."
Kokichi dipped his head and kissed her slow.
Cobblestones crunched underfoot as Himiko and Kokichi made their way up the Yumeno driveway. Giddy from laughing, they stumbled like drunkards. The June sun had set completely, but lingering rays allowed enough light to see by.
Himiko squeezed Kokichi's hand. Brushing a hair from her flushed face, she asked, "So… do I get a code name or something? As a member of your secret organization, I mean."
"Hmm…" Kokichi pressed a finger to his lips. "Oh, I know! How 'bout Fugly?"
Scowling, Himiko shoved his shoulder before holding his hand again.
"Nee-heeheehee! Wait, wait, wait. I gotta better one. Delusional magician!"
"I'm not delusional or a magician. And that wouldn't hide my identity at all."
"So you do admit it!"
"Nyeh!" She stamped her foot.
Grinning, Kokichi pulled on Himiko's hand, wrapped an arm around her waist, and captured her pouting lips in a kiss. She clasped the sides of his head, deepening the kiss. Humming low in his throat, Kokichi clasped her tighter and she melted against him. They slowly broke apart, staring into each other's eyes. Both panted heavily.
Smiling, Himiko stroked a thumb across his cheek. "So. You glad you came after all?"
Kokichi made a face. "Oh, shut up."
Laughing, Himiko dove in for a few more lingering kisses.
After drawing back, Kokichi turned to the house. He hopped up the step onto the porch and pressed the doorbell. As Himiko stepped up alongside, Kokichi asked, "Hey, whaddya think –?"
The door opened, revealing Mrs. Yumeno and Mitsuo. Although her work should have ended hours ago, Mrs. Yumeno still wore her office uniform: a button up blouse, black blazer, and slacks. Mitsuo, however, had his usual T-shirt and shorts. Seeing them, Mrs. Yumeno greeted, "Welcome home, you two! How was your day?"
Sighing, Mitsuo rubbed the back of his neck. "Sure took you long enough. If the food's cold, it's your fault."
"Whaaaaaahaha!" Sniffing, Kokichi rubbed at the tears sliding down his face. "I missed you toooo!"
Grimacing, Mitsuo edged back.
Himiko slid off her shoes. "Well we would have been here sooner if Mom hadn't kept texting me, telling us to stay out longer."
Crossing his arms, Mitsuo leaned against the stairs' banister. "What were you doing?"
Mrs. Yumeno tilted her head to the side, clapping her hands. "Yes, what have you lovebirds been up to?"
Himiko tensed. A slow brush crept along her cheeks. Grinning, Kokichi slapped her back, starling her. "Oh, y'know, nothing too special. Me and Himi went downtown, found us a hotel and –" Himiko crushed the instep of Kokichi's foot. Wincing, Kokichi stammered, "W-we went to the park a few minutes from here. I pushed Himiko on the swing."
Smiling broadly, Mrs. Yumeno pressed a hand over her heart. Her eyes hone. Gasping, Mitsuo looked to his sister with wide eyes.
She nodded. "He's telling the truth."
Eyes downcast, Mitsuo scratched his head. Muttered, "Thanks."
Kokichi pulled down on his eyelid and blew a raspberry. "Didn't do it for you, monkey ears! Did it cuz Himi asked."
Mitsuo trained his brown eyes on the leader. "Good." Kokichi glimpsed a hint of a smile as the boy turned towards the kitchen.
"Ah, yes, yes." Mrs. Yumeno hastened down the hall after her son. "Come on, now. Dinner's waiting."
Kokichi paused at the kitchen door. For an inexplicable reason, the glass paneled door had something hung over it, blocking anyone from peering into it. Brow raised, Kokichi opened it.
Confetti burst into Kokichi's face. "Happy Birthday!" Mrs. Yumeno and Mitsuo chorused, poppers in hand.
Blinking, Kokichi lowered his raised hand. He gasped. Across the far wall a large banner read "Happy Birthday!" Balloons of every color were fastened to the sink faucet, cabinet handles, and the chair's back. Curly, multicolored streamers hung from the ceiling at random intervals. A rainbow donkey piñata dangled by a string. A plate of homemade cupcakes sat on the counter. Next to it was a decorated birthday cake, complete with nineteen lit candles.
"Sorry you had to wait so long," Mrs. Yumeno apologized. "I got held up at work, and I then had to run to the store because I forget to get more eggs for the cake."
"But… my birthday's June 21. It isn't for another two weeks."
"If we waited until your birthday was closer, then you would have suspected that's the reason why I invited you over."
"Wait! You're not sick?"
Grinning, Mrs. Yumeno held a fist to her mouth, hacking loudly. "Course I am! My bronchitis is as bad as it gets!"
Kokichi glared daggers at Himiko. She raised her hands. "I didn't know, honest!"
Mitsuo scratched his head. "Yeah, sorry, sis. Mom threatened to take my Xbox if I told."
The mage growled, "I'll make it disappear."
"Look, look! Look at this." Mrs. Yumeno dashed to the table. She lifted up a white Chinese takeout box. "We got Thai takeout just for you!"
Kokichi sucked in a breath. "That's… Nee-hee…" He balled his hands into fists. From head to toe, his body trembled. Voice shook. "Psssht. That's, like, suuuper lame for a birthday dinner, y'know? Seriously, did you even try? What were you thinking? I don't…" Kokichi hung his head. "I don't need it…"
Sighing, Mrs. Yumeno cupped a cheek. "Well now, that's a real shame," she demurred. The mother turned towards the trash can in the corner. "Guess I'll throw it out then…"
A memory flashed before Kokichi's eyes.
Kokichi sat next to a trashcan in an graffitied alley way. The sweltering heat only magnified the trash's stench. Sweaty purple locks were pasted to his pale face. The boy's stomach growled. Kokichi pressed his chaffed knees to his chest. Shivering, the boy wrapped his frayed cape around himself. His hoarse voice choked, "Happy birthday to me." Sniffing, Kokichi dropped his head to his knees. Thought, What am I saying? I shouldn't have never been born.
"Hey, kid."
Kokichi raised his head. Blinking, he squinted in the sunlight. A man was holding a Chinese takeout box towards him. "You can have this."
Eyes burning, the boy reached for the food.
Faster than lightning, Kokichi's hand shot out and seized Mrs. Yumeno's wrist. "Don't." His ironclad grip tightened. Tears slid down his face. "Please don't."
A hush fell over the room. Himiko and Mitsuo gaped at the sight of the crying leader. Mrs. Yumeno turned towards him. Smiled. "I would never do that, honey."
After a long moment, Kokichi released her. Almost instantly, blue and purple bruises bloomed on her wrist. He flinched. "Damnit, shit. Sorry, I didn't –"
Mrs. Yumeno enveloped Kokichi in a hug. The smell of soap washed over him. "Oh, you hush. This'll be gone in a few days." She stroked the back of his head. Whispering in his ear, she soothed, "But we'll always remember eating Thai takeout, of celebrating your birthday, together, right? You understand?"
Putting his arms around her, Kokichi buried his face into her shoulder. "Mm-hmm."
Mrs. Yumeno patted his head. "Good."
Himiko hugged Kokichi from behind, pressing her cheek to his spine. "I'm so glad I got you, Kichi. Happy birthday."
Mrs. Yumeno extended a hand to her son. "Come on, Mitsuo."
Mitsuo stepped back. "Uh, yeah no."
Kokichi drew away from Mrs. Yumeno, wiping at his red rimmed eyes. When he noticed Himiko and her mother watching him, Kokichi grinned. He threw his hands up in the air. "Let's eat!"
The others echoed his cheer.
Kokichi carried the last suitcase down the stairs. Over his shoulder, he called, "C'mon, hup to, Himiko!" When he received no answer, he grumbled, "Slower than amoeba. Looks as bland as one, too."
Mrs. Yumeno rested against the hallway's wall, arms crossed. "I can't convince you to stay any longer? You're more than welcome to spend the weekend here."
Mitsuo made a finger gun. "We can have a Smash Ultimate rematch."
Kokichi set the bag down by the door, then straightened. "Can't. Himiko and I only got a leave of absence from Hope's Peak for three days. We stay off campus any longer, and we'll could get detention or a short suspension."
Mrs. Yumeno snapped her fingers. "Summer vacation then. I'll bake more cupcakes."
"Bribing me will not sway my heart of gold, vile temptress!" he exclaimed, eliciting a laugh from Mrs. Yumeno.
The sunlight through the door's window shined off a glass surface. Kokichi turned to the key table next to the door. The framed picture had been changed. When he first arrived, it was a photo of Yumeno family. Now the selfie Mitsuo took last night replaced it. Kokichi sat at his extra decorated chair at the kitchen table. Mrs. Yumeno and Himiko flanked him, leaning in close and holding up boxes of Thai takeout. In the lower right corner Mitsuo made a peace sign. Party hats on, they grinned at the camera.
"Hmm, well maybe I'll come then," smiled Kokichi, gazing at the photo. "My time here wasn't too boring."
Three Oumeno fics down, but I still plan on writing more of them! I hope you enjoyed and thanks for all the support! I suuuper appreciate it! :D
