I never needed a guy. The one's I trusted just end up hurting me. That was why I so excited to be enrolled into Alfea, so I can get away from those that hurt me. I always ran from love after my mom died. But, I ended up running right into it. I didn't realize what happened until I heard he was dating Darcy. For some reason I felt jealousy and rage rush through my veins. I denied it on the outside but, I knew what was happening and I didn't like it. After break was over I came back to Alfea thinking that feeling for him was gone. But, I was wrong again. We went on missions together and I saw him every day because my friends are dating his friends. Every time I am near him my stomach is suddenly is filled with butterflies and my heart does summersaults. So I decided that if I stayed away from him all of these feelings would stop. But, that was going to be hard since he tries to hang out with me when he comes over with the others. I don't want to rude so I just deal with it. Stella keeps telling that he likes me. I tell her that she's wrong because I don't want to get my hopes up with a relationship that might hurt me.
On the other hand I want to be in love and happy. I won't let that happen. I want to give in but, I can't. Then Sky, Brandon, Bloom, and Stella went to shadowhaunt with Layla to rescue the pixies. I was so worried about my friends that I left my heart out open and hugged him. After that I kept telling myself it was nothing, just him being a good friend. In my heart I knew I meant so much more to me. Then I let all my walls around m heart fall. I finally accepted the fact; I liked him a lot. I got the courage to tell him and I did. He didn't respond because he didn't need to I knew. That's how I got my charmix. After that he never really told me that he liked me. Then I knew that I let another guy hurt me. I put my walls up but, he made them fall again in shadowhaunt. I was walking away from him when he grabbed my wrist and brought me into a hug to tell me to come back to him. All scars on my heart seemed to vanish in that moment.
As fast the scars vanished my heart broke. He saved me. I saw him fall lifelessly onto the ground. I didn't know what was happening around me but all I knew that the only guy that truly loved me was hurt. I said his name repeatedly. I shook him but, he wouldn't open eyes. I felt tears build up and did the last thing that came into my mind. I kissed him and to my surprise he opened his eyes. I freaked out and backed away as he got up. Then we ended up dancing at the dance after the battle thanks to Layla. My heart was healed. I always told myself that I never needed a guy before. But, now I tell myself that I never need another guy because I found the one already.
"Hey pixie" Riven whispered in my ear making the hair on the back of my neck stand up.
"Hello Riven" I greeted him.
"Thinking?" he question.
"Yeah" I simply reply.
"About…." He asked.
"Nothing important" I told him.
"Sure" he asked.
I hid my hand behind me and crossed my fingers and said, "Yes".
"Come on we have a date to go on" he told me.
"Ok let's go!" I replied.
Love always finds a way somehow.
well thats another one shot really short but i think its cute.
