So, this came about because i've been mildly depressed for the past couple of days, today especially. i was listening to My Immortal by Evanescence and this little story came about.
"~When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me~"
My Immortal-Evanescence
It was hard to realize that she really wasn't mine. That day was…that day was when I figured out that I couldn't live without her. I wanted her to stay, to choose me, but I wanted her to leave and take all of the pain with her.
I had always watched over her, ever since I learned of what a fragile angel she was when we were younger. When she cried, I wiped away her tears. I made sure that she was ok, that whatever was hurting her would go away. She brought out a protective instinct in me.
She gave me a reason to live.
When we were together, she'd have nightmares of her father and the abusive things he inflicted on her. I would wake up with her, allow her to scream her and cry into my chest. I'd fight off of her fears for her. I'd be her knight in shining armor.
We'd hold hands and everything would be perfect. Nothing mattered as long as we were together and loving and caring for each other. I led her through hardships and she did the same for me.
But she didn't love me the way I love her now. She found you and you found her and I was left alone. But maybe I've been alone since the beginning. I don't know, nor do I care.
I remember everything. I'm haunted by my memories of us. I can't get sleep, I can't eat, I can't breathe. There's just too much that time cannot erase. I'm suffocating under everything.
I'm still with her in spirit. In her heart. In her memories.
She resonated this light that guided me through everything, but now that she's gone my world is only darkness. Solitude and darkness.
She still has all of me. She still has my heart and my soul and my pain.
Please, take care of Namine for me. Treat her right.
Pass on my love.
~Roxas
[They found him alone in his apartment the next day, the note in his hands and a smile on his face.]
...Yeah, so this was it. it was a letter from roxas to (insert name here), the person namine choose over him.
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