At one time, Zexion could say that for a Nobody he was truly happy. At one glorious time, he could smile with out having to force the expression and want to slit his own throat after wards. That time had only been a fleeting memory and was now completely and totally gone.
Not that he wasn't better. The one feeling he'd looked at for happiness was missing so he didn't have to worry constantly over the disappointment that was sure to come, or the heartache. Not that he had a heart really, just these feelings he remembered and sometimes was sure he made up with memories of old ones.
But that wasn't the point. That was not what he wanted to think about at the moment. No, now he wanted revenge on that back stabbing prick, Demyx. He wanted to kill the Melodious Nocturne and then that idiotic Xigbar, after he witnessed his little toys death.
"That's a little violent for you even." he muttered to himself, using the other side of himself that had grown up into a split personality over the time he'd been a Nobody. "Much more my style, don't ya think?"
"It is don't you think you idiot." he growled, shaking his head and the annoying side of his mind that constantly plagued him. He was glad that it was willing to leave him alone, aware that it wasn't really affected by the mere shaking of his head.
Closing his dark blue eyes he groaned, almost as if in pain. Damn everyone and anyone he'd ever come into contact to. Damn that musician for filling his head with that constant "We do to have hearts" bullshit of his. Damn these stupid memories of his.
"You really are such a fucking emo." the other side informed him, making Zexion frown against his will. "I could help you make that little bitch scream and beg but no. You wanna do this on your own."
"When did I ever say that?" he questioned, glad he'd decided to haunt an empty hall today.
"I know you. You don't want me to help. You want to make him suffer in a non-physical way. I can make him yours again. All yours." he offered and Zexion groaned again, much louder.
"Dear god will you shut the fuck up!" he screamed, curling up slightly. "Shut the fuck up and leave me the hell alone!"
"Now is that anyway to talk to someone who knows every desire of yours and every pain. To someone who hurts like you, who understands." he asked and Zexion was quiet.
"No you don't." he hissed, forcibly. "Your only a figment of my imagination. You do not and can not exist. I will not allow you to."
"To goddamn bad for you." the voice snapped back and Zexion bit his lip, hoping it would silence them both.
"I am one with you. You hear me even if you do not speak to me. You are one with me. I hear you even if you do not speak to me." he reminded the slate haired Nobody, mentally smirking. "I will drive you to suicide if I so wish. I will make you commit murder. I will get my way, even if you do not get yours."
"Who the hell are you?" Zexion asked and hated the fact hot tears spilled from his eyes. That voice was stronger than him or his logic. It was winning.
"Don't you truly want this, little dear one? I could help you if you only listened a little better than you try to convince people. I have no need for you to agree, but I was hurt when you were hurt. I want revenge like you want it, only I am willing to take it by force if needed."
"Than do it! Hurt him, kill him! Just do it!" Zexion screeched, his voice echoing through the empty halls loudly, sure to reach someone, if not everyone.
"How uncivilized of you, my little dear one. I'll take care of everything that hurts you. I'll take care of you like a mother with her child. I feel for you, even if you do not feel for me."
"T-Than do it." he whispered,tightly shutting his eyes to block any and all light from entering and shivering uncontrollably. He felt a warm feeling rush over his small frame, calming it. He felt like arms were wrapping around his body, embracing him gently and comforting.
"I will. I'll do it if it will make you happy. If it will make us happy."
I'm sorry this is so short. I just was gonna do one chapter than decided two or three would be better considering who I am and that I lose focus easy. First story I've posted that is a KH one so please be kind! Thank you for reading.
