Nanoha POV
I didn't get much sleep. My mind is blowing as my heart is aching. I can finally see her after 2 years. Looking at the my alarm clock, it says 4:30 a.m. aah. I need to get more sleep. Then someone is cuddling me behind. It's him, we've been dating after she left because I cheated on her. I don't know why I did that but for some reason I still love her. I wanted to beg her to come back but the day she caught me having sex with Yuuno. I never saw her again and just left me with 2 letters and a ring.
The day when fate caught nanoha having sex with yunno
"Nanoooohaaa, aaaah. Your so tight. I love the way you move your hips. I want to fill you up. Aaaaah. Stupid condoms" Yunno said while bucking his hips faster and faster to Nanoha.
"You know aaaaahhhh I don't want to get pregnant. I love fate. Aaaaah. But this hormone keeps aaaaahhh. I think this would be the last aaaaahhhh…" Nanoha keeping her moan and voice down.
They both don't know that fate is outside the door, quietly crying in pain. "why did you do it nanoha?" As she wrote a letter in a piece of paper.
Nanoha,
As you read, I caught you haing sex with yunno. It hurts me so bad. I don't want to see your face or talk to you. Please don't find, call, or message me. But if you want to see me, in one week. Go to my house.
PS: I'm here to surprise you, to propose to but it turns out that I've been surprised what I saw.
She left the letter under the table near the couch and a jewel box. She left the apartment crying then the rain began to fall. "what a nice weather to ease the pain." She get her phone to her pocket and dial Alicia. "Hi sis, I think I need a sister and a drink".
After having sex with yunno, she go to the living and found a piece of paper and a jewel box. Her heart felt a stab. She don't know why but she's crying and slowly she began to read the letter.
"what happen nanoha?" Yunno just got out of the bedroom. Fully dress.
"Can you just leave now? Don't ask question or come near me. Don't talk. Just leave!" Nanoha yelled, while Yunno don't know what happen, he just left the crying Nanoha.
"I'm sorry fate. Please give me another chance. Please. I'll do anything for you to come back to me" Nanoha said while starring at the picture of fate and her while crying in bed. "I hope I can see your face again tomorrow". She let her exhaustion and fell asleep.
Monday
I'm going to school, as I pass by fate house, I saw a blonde but not with burgundy eyes but instead a bloody red eyes. "Hi Alicia, uhm is fate there? Is she coming to school?" She just shook her head never meeting my eyes. A Red SUV honk and waiting for us to hopped in.
As we entered the car, Hayate is the driver, Alicia took the passenger seat and me in the back seat, Alicia kiss Hayate in the check. This is their daily routine, but for me is not. Because I always with fate and cuddle until we reach our school. I felt so lonely and hurt.
It's so different, I think they know what happen because Alicia is starring at the window and Hayate just focus on the road. This is not how they start their morning. In our happy days, Alicia keeps teasing Hayate while she just blush.
"what have I done?" Nanoha keeps asking herself while closing her eyes imagining fate face with a sad eyes.
I just snapped and back to reality when Hayate said that we're here. We're all go to medical school because these is our passion to help people with their health problems so we came up to became a successful doctor.
I avoided Yunno in a week, never answer his calls. I don't want to see him. I want to see fate-chan.
Sunday
As fate said that I can see her after one week. I'm here at her house standing and yet nervous.
Knock. Knock.
A violet hair with sad eyes opened the door.
"Nanoha, come in. Just go to the living room and make yourself home I just make some tea." With that she just keep the door open so that I can entered.
"Why is Precia-san sad?" She thought mentally and when to the couch
I heard footsteps coming from the stairs. I fidgeting, I don't know why but my body just keeps on shaking. It was a relief when I saw it was Alicia.
"Hi nanoha, you're here. I'm expecting you because fate told me. Wait here." Alicia said but her eyes and tone are sad. She went again upstairs
"I wonder what happen here but I feel something bad" I hope it is nothing to do with fate. God, please just no.
Precia went to the living room holding just two cups with tea. So fate and me will have a serious conversation. She lay the tray on the table and left without saying a word usually she always teasing me with fate but now she just smile at me but her smile doesn't meet her eyes. I wonder.
Then Alicia sat beside and holding a paper. Oh my God. Please no. Please, please don't tell me that fate leave the country. I just can't handle it without explaining and begging. I just don't want.
"Nanoha, you hurt my beloved sister. It hurts so much that seeing my sister crying over you. But you know she loved so much she even told me that I will still your friend and no matter what happen I will not get mad at you. I promised her" Alicia is crying and sobbing, her head is low and her eyes is close. I can feel her pain.
"A-li-cia, w-w-wh-eeree is fate?" My voice is stuttering, my eyes is bursting into tears I don't know what happen but seeing Alicia in this state I think I hurt her too.
"fate is.. fate iss.. gone.. She left yesterday. Hic. She told us, she don't want to be here because she can't handle the pain you caused her. So she pleaded me, mother, and lindy to live with chrono and amy in America. I don't know when will she come back she just shrug her shoulders. I know what you done but I cannot get mad at you. I don't want to break my promise to fate. Why did you to that? Why?" Alicia grabbed my shirt, she buried her head into my chest as its gets wet because of her tears. I know she's mad at me
"I'm sorry Alicia, I'm sorry, I thought I can talk to her to say I'm sorry for what I have done. I'm here to please her to come back. To begged to her so she can give me another chance. But I think I cannot do anymore. I'm sorry Alicia." I hug Alicia so tight and rub her back. She hug me back. We're both sobbing and crying. Then she gave me the letter that fate wrote to me.
"You know I forgive you, I can't get mad at you. Even you hurt my little fate, you and my pervert girlfriend are childhood friends. She will drag me to hell."
"Thank you Alicia, Can I read this letter to fate-chan room?" I told her as I she just nodded. I went to fate room's, It was neat and I saw a big box and has a writing that said "nanoha's gifts" my heat stopped. I cried again. Before I opened the letter I kiss it.
Nanoha,
While you are reading this letter, I'm already here at America. I don't want to hurt you physically because I'm just angry to you. I don't want to say any hurtful words. So I told mother and Alicia that I want to live with chrono and amy. I know you want to say sorry but I don't want see you. I don't know why you did that, you said you love so much but why nanoha? Don't worry, I will forgive you but not today. Maybe someday we will meet again, I think I can just give you my friendship. I just can't give another chance to be lover again. You hurt me. I'm sorry.
P.S. Hope you and yunno will find happiness now that I'm gone. Thanks for the memories.
Fate
I close the letter and put my hand in my heart. I'm sorry fate, I can't let you go. I've hurt you but don't get mad at me for being selfish. I will do anything just to get you back. I don't want to lose you fate even if I get old.
I went to fate house to give my gift to fate. I asked Alicia if she can give this to fate via express since she and her mother only knows her address. I always give my presents to Alicia for fate every occasions. I didn't missed. I just want to show her that I still love her.
Present
I woke up, and look at the clock. It's already 7:30 a.m. I don't sleep that much, I'm excited because I will see fate after two years. I wake up yunno to tell him that we should break-up. Because I don't want him, I want fate. Only fate.
"Yunno-kun, I need to tell you something" I said with determination and full of confidence
"What it is nanoha? Do you want to have morning sex?" Yunno-kun replied as he run his fingers at my back to touch my butt.
I stopped him and slapped his hands, he look me at confuse
"I'm sorry yunno-kun but I never loved you, I just used you so that I can divert my attention to other things not only to fate." I didn't cry because it's the truth. I never loved him as a lover I just love him as a friend.
"Nanoha? Why?" He replied with sobbed.
"Because, I still love fate, and I will see her again. I know I cheated on her but I will do anything just to get her back. I just love you as a friend. I'm sorry yunno-kun. Please try to understand. We will be friends right?" As I reach my hand so that we could shake our hands.
"I love you nanoha, I understand. And yes we can still be friends. Now, I understand why you always tell me to use condom before having sex. I just don't want to accept the fact that you still love her. I wish a luck then." As he shake my hands and try to kiss me to my lips but shook my head to the left so that he can't kiss
"I'm sorry yunno-kun." And that he left the room
I took a bath, get dress, ate breakfast and go to work. I'm a paediatrician, Hayate is Ob-gyne and Alicia is neurosurgeon. Last month Alicia and Hayate got engaged and they will get married next month. She told me that Chrono, Amy and Fate will get here today. My eyes widened and my heart beat fast. I will finally see her. I finished my work and get home as soon as possible to wash and dress up for fate. There will be a party held by testarossa-harlown family.
I checked myself for the six times in the mirror. I just want to be presentable to fate. I sighed. I know she moved on and yet I still love her. Argh! I need to be brave. It's my fault to be away to fate and now I will make sure that she will come back to me.
I drove my blue Lamborghini luxury car as I went out to my car I gave my car to the velvet boy. "please be careful with it, if I see any little scratch in that car I'll scratch your back with my nails." And that I let him see my long and sharp nails.
"y-yes ma'am" As he drive my safely.
Before I entered the high-class club that Alicia and Hayate reserved for the engagement party. A black Ferrari with a monsters sounds stop in front of the club. As the driver's door opened by a velvet boy. A beautiful blonde with burgundy eyes, dress with a black tux that hugged her curve and long silky hair gets out. My jaw dropped and eyes stared at her, I think she didn't recognize me as she went to the passenger door and opened it. A beautiful girl with red hair just in shoulder level and a violet eyes just like mine went out of the car. She kiss fate in the lips and fate reciprocate the kiss. Then the red hair clung into the arm of the fate. As they entered the club, fate eyes clash into my eyes. Her eyes widened, oh fuck. Fate will come here with her girlfriend.
"Hi nanoha, Long time no see. I missed you." Fate said as she hug me tight. Oh my fucking vegetable, my body shiver through my spine as I hug her back. Oh I missed her touch and smell. My tears want to fall but I need to hold it
"Hi fate. I missed you too" I replied, I saw her girlfriend looking at us while twirling her hair. Fate broke our hug and she grab the hand of her girlfriend.
"Ne, nanoha this is my girlfriend Maki Nishikino, Maki this is my friend Nanoha Takamachi" She stretch her hand to shake my hand. Before I reach her hand I fidget because she is the famous Doctor and musician in japan.
"Hello Ms. Takamachi" As we shake our hand. I diverted my eyes when I saw Yunno going toward to us.
"Wow, I'm happy for you nanoha. I know you and yunno will be a perfect couple" As she smile to me sweetly. Not a hurtful smile, a friendly smile that she gave me when we first meet. They go inside the club, me and yunno left outside the club.
"Thanks yunno for being here. I'm dying. Fate's girlfriend is hot and she is a great doctor and a famous musician. How can I compete with her? Oh my fucking vegetable. She's perfect. And I'm nothing. Shit!"
"I know that already, Hayate told me yesterday. Don't worry. I'll be here. Okay?" He assured that I'm okay by patting my back
