-1Hey
Dad look at me
Hey
Darry I'm I good enough?
Think
back and talk to me
I'm I that bad Dar? Really?
Did I
grow up according
To plan?
I'm I not what you wanted?
Do
you think I'm wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
I
like movies but I wont go anymore if it makes you happy Darry
But
it hurts when you
Disapprove all along
When you yell it
brakes my heart in two
And now I try hard to make it
I'm
trying but its hard please listen please
I just want to make you proud
I
need a praise Darry please say I'm doing something right for once
please….
I'm never gonna
be good
Enough for you
Sorry I'm not the smartest
person but I cant be every thing
I
can't pretend that
I'm alright
It hurts to much to
pretend I just keep quite but its not working anymore…..
And
you can't change me
I cant change myself, I'm sorry I
tried I really did Darry….
'Cuz we lost it all
We
lost Mom and Dad now you hate me why Darry why?
Nothing
lasts forever
You aren't the same but I guess that was bound
to happen but why so soon?
I'm sorry
I can't help
it, I really can't.
I
can't be Perfect
I tried and failed I'm sorry
Now
it's just too late
I cant change the fact that you hit me….
And
we can't go back
I can't rewind time no matter how much I
want to….
I'm
sorry
I couldn't help but run I was scared. It was a
accident I swear.
I
can't be Perfect
I lost it, Its all wrong now. I'm sorry
Darry..
I try not to think
I wasn't thinking I
never do
About the pain I feel inside
I try to ignore
the fact the reason everything's falling apart is because of me……
Did
you know you used to be
My hero?
You were the football
star. They called you superman as a joke, but I meant it. I looked up
to you
All the days
You
spent with me
Now seem so far away
Every day we had before
I envy. I miss them so much.
And
it feels like you don't
Care anymore
You should have just sent me away. Less trouble for you and Soda, Darry
And now I try
hard to make it
Its hard acting normal for you even
though its not working I still try
I
just want to make you proud
I got good grades I did sports but
I never once got praised for it, Why Dar? Why?
I'm
never gonna be good
Enough for you
No matter how I try I
fall miserable I mine as well give up, Like you have on me….
I
can't stand another fight
And nothing' alright
We
always fight, It hurts Darry why does it always hurt?
'Cuz
we lost it all
It will never be the same
Nothing
lasts forever
We lost that brotherly bond
I'm
sorry
I can't help it I tried. God only knows how hard.
I
can't be Perfect
Something's wrong with me, I'm not
worth your time Dar
Now
it's just too late
I made my choice. I have already left the
house
And
we can't go back
We lost each others feelings after Mom and
Dad die. I tried.
I'm sorry
I packed my bags and left
with my saved money. I'm finally out of you hair Darry.
I
can't be Perfect
Did I finally do something right Dar? I
hope so.
Nothing's
gonna change
We will never get along since you gave up hope.
The
things that you said
I never use my head just like you said.
Nothing's
gonna make this
Right again
I wont come back I promise I'm
just holding you back
Please
don't turn your back
You always yell and scream. Sometimes a
whipping would be better.
I
can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't
understand
I try to tell you what's wrong but you just yell.
You just wont listen.
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing
lasts forever
Its gone. All gone.
I'm
sorry
I tried for you. I tried for Soda. I'm sorry.
I
can't be Perfect
I failed both of you. I'm sorry. So
sorry.
Now
it's just too late
I cant face your angry face now.
And
we can't go back
Johnny and me didn't mean to do it I
swear.
I'm
sorry
It's all my fault agian
I
can't be Perfect
I'm pitiful
'Cuz
we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I lost your trust,
Sorry
I'm
sorry
I can't be Perfect
I did all I could. Really I
did.
Now
it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I
can't be Perfect
I might as well die. I'm unwelcome at
home now that I lost your trust. Please, Oh please don't hate me
Darry. You were right. I never do use my head. I wish I listened.
