A/N i own nothing please! PLEASE! R&R this is my first fic. please be kind. not completed yet
She hated herself! She couldn't stand what she had become, what he had made her. She walk across the room to her bedside table and took out a small razorblade. Moving back to her bed she sat down and rolled up her sleeve.
Taking a deep breath, she brought the blade to her skin. Her whole body warmed and tingled as the blood started flowing faster as she cut deeper and deeper each time. This was her dirty little secret. No one could ever find out she did this.
Ever since Harry and Ron cornered her in the ally behind the hogshead tavern and raped her, she hadn't been the same. She felt so dirty. So ugly.
Tears burned in her eyes as the continued to cut the perfect pale skin on her left forearm. She jumped as she heard a knock on her door.
It must be Draco, the head boy, and her dorm mate. "Just a moment please!" she cried as she tried to stop the bleeding. He couldn't see her like this. She found a towl in the bathroom to try to clean up what was on the bed. She knew it wasn't going to stop coming from her arm.
"Herm- granger, are you alright?" Hermione? Since when has he called her that?
"I'm fine! I just need a moment!" she was starting to panic as her head stared getting heavier as she continued to lose blood. Her vision was getting blurry.
"Shit!" what was she going to do? "Granger, I'm coming in!" what could she do?
She was starting to grow weaker.
Her door flew open and there stood the man who had hated her since their first year. Only now, he had tears in his eyes, he ran to her, catching right as she was about to fall.
"Hermione! Shit! Hermione! Look at me! Talk to me please!" he started sobbing uncontrollably.
"I'm sorry," she mumbled. Her head fell to the side, as her world started to fade to black, she could have sworn she heard him whisper,
"I love you"
