Ban is the love of my life but he doesn't love me. It's time to move on. Once when I was a child my brother told me that what you write can never be erased so, I will write Ban a letter. It will tell him of all the things I don't have the courage to say aloud. When it is done I must fined him. The letter will be sealed in an envelope the color of ivy with a seal the color of a foxes tail mid october.

On my way to Ban I bumped into something or someone and the letter fell out of my hands. As I race to catch it it's snatched from the air by someone. When I look up it's Ban that's looking back at me in the eye's.

"Ban! There you are. I've been looking for you. I have somethong for you, actually you seem to have it already so their you go. Before you open it, you must promise that you won't open it till we are done talking and I am out of site."

"What is it? I'm gonna open it."

I could feel the anger in me bubble when he said that. "I said promise me first."

"Fine, fine. I promise. Now leave so I can open it."

"Fine then, I'll go." As I walked away and left the letter with him I felt that a piece of my heart will always be with him. As I left I thought of all the words that pored onto the paper.

Dear Ban,

I hope that you and Elaine have a wonderful life and that you end up in her arms once again. She loves you with all her heart and I know that you love her with all your heart too. If you hurt her I will hurt you though I do know you won't ever hurt her purposely. I hope you get everything out of life you could want.

I hope you know that I love you. Hell I can't believe that I fell in love with someone that loves someone else. How stupid could I be? Still I suppose that you can't help who you love.

After all of this I am going to become a Holy Night on my own. I want to show that I am strong. Show my brother that he was right. That I am strong. I want you to know that if you ever need anything you can come to me.

I suppose that it's time to let go of you. So with this letter I send you all of my best wishes, and a piece of me too. Have a nice life with Elaine. You belong together.

With all my love,

Jericho

Eventually I will fine the right person. I guess it just wasn't him.