Chapter 1
Irie Naoki was a man of reason. He´d always thought that putting reason above everything else was the only way to live logically. In a way, he despised emotions and impulses. He have suffered the results of uncontrolled urges. His mother couldn´t controlled her impulses and, in her need for a daughter has made him suffer a lot, albeit unintentionally. So, from an early age, he realized that not many good things come from giving in to one´s impulses.
He made a conscious vow very early in his live. He will not surrender to emotions or impulses. EVER. Or so he thought.
When puberty hit him, he realized his body has… some needs. For a while, he believed himself asexual, but his body showed otherwise. Like the intelligent and logical person he was, he began to analyze these new needs.
The asexual options was quickly discarded. Then, the question showed up. Boys or girls? Maybe both? After a quick and totally awkward session of gay porn, there was a clear answer, girls.
However, his answer was very broad. Girls did it for him, but it was a loose answer. He did not know his exact type of girl, or if he preferred big boobs or huge asses.
But at that point, it was enough for him. Later in life, he thought, he would find out. Or maybe not. He didn´t really care since that… topic involved impulses, emotions. So that was totally unimportant.
He took care of those… needs when needed. His hand and his cock were not strangers to each other, but they were not best friends either. They were… acquaintances.
With that part of this life under control, he could then concentrate on the rest. School and people´s expectations filled his days. Occasionally, some girl would try to gain his attention, but they all look… generic to him. No one sparked his interest. They all dress the same, wear the same and behave like morons when he was near.
That morning, another one of those morons was standing in front of him, at the school entrance. She was offering a letter to him. Of course, his first impulse was to reject it. He had on the face the blank expression that took him years to perfect. But, then something hit him like a train. It was a heavenly smell coming from that…person… girl…whatever. As she was bowing to give him the letter, her smell filled him, making him dizzy and… to his horror, aroused.
He was utterly confused so he just answer.
I don´t want it.
TBC
