So this is obviously a Twilight Fan Fic. It is about what happens after Breaking Dawn and well... I guess you will just have to read.
The only thing I own is this story and one character which you will find out later. I have read the books (of course) and Stephanie Meyer owns, not me.
So this is the begging chapter. Enjoy.
1. Headaches
Running. I'm running as fast as my legs can go without stopping. No one is with me. I'm just running to clear my filled up mind.
Edward is at home with Alice, Jasper, Emmett, Rosalie, Carlisle, Esme, Jacob, and Renesmee. This is the only time I have to myself. I suddenly stop in my tracks, for the smell of blood tickles my throat. Is it deer? Or is it elk this time? Neither. This time, a grizzly bear. I sigh a long sigh for I'm not thirsty, just lonely and full. But I hunt any way.
I hide behind a large tree slowly breathing in and out, letting the scent of the bears blood ooze down my throat. I prepare to spring as the bear emerges out of its sleeping area. As I leap into the air, a fierce growl rips through me like paper, making the bear turn and roar, and defend itself. But it's too late. I've ripped its throat and blood pours out and I neatly drink. This time, no remaining spots on the 'new' dress Alice insisted me to wear today. If I do get any blood on the dress- I don't think anyone would notice- Emmett would make fun of me again. The short dress wraps around my neck and hugs half of my stomach, while flowing out just a bit till about my knees.
As I watch the bear lay, I decide it's time to go home, at last. I really didn't need to feed today. I just wanted some time to think. Think about Jake and Renesemee happily married. In human years, she's only eighteen, and now she now stopped aging. Eighteen, the same age as I was when I married Edward. The same age as when my father walked me down the aisle in a black tux.
And then I remember Charlie.
Charlie is gone. Along with Renee, and Billy Black, Jacobs father. It's been twenty-seven years since they died. Charlie died of old age, and I had to look older with a lot of makeup. I'm surprised he didn't die of a heart attack or something like it. Mom died of old age too, and Phil, a car crash. Billy happened to pass away of old age too. Only Billy died, then two years later Charlie, three years and Phil went, and then I guess mom was so alone and old, she went in one year after Phil. At every ones funeral, I wanted to be...Human. I wanted to shed a tear for Charlie and my mother, Phil and Billy. But since vampires are technically 'dead', I couldn't. Instead I had to put a whole bunch of water on my eyes just to look like I was crying.
It felt like I was choking on the air I was breathing in when I cry. And it took me a week to stop choking over Charlie and Renee. Jacob was the lucky one. He got to shed tears for his father.
Edward held me all the time when I was choking. He made feel like their okay, up in heaven, talking to Gran and Gramps. But I still wish I could've told them about what's really about Edward and his family, and me.
When I got home, or The Cullen house, I heard a similar tune. It was my lullaby, and Edward was welcoming me home, back from my 'thinking time' he calls it.
I rush through the door and find Edward playing his beautiful piano, with our beautiful daughter next to him watching him play. Edward looks up at me and gives me a warming smile, and rushes to me, while the piano plays the last note.
He grabs my face in his hands and kisses me like always, happy to see me, glad I'm here.
His lips have felt warm to me now, now that we are the same temperature. His arm slowly trails down my side and wraps around my waist, while his other hand is cradling my face. He holds me tight against his 'warm' hard body. And his lips go crazy for me, while my fingers knot in his bronze like hair. Our breathing becomes gasping, and too soon he lets go.
Making me remember where we are, at the Cullen's house, not our bedroom...
He stares into my now dark eyes, asking a silent question in his eyes. I slowly nod my head, since he can't hear my thoughts like everybody else; mine are as silent as if I weren't there. He gives me an impish grin and takes a hold of my hand, but still holding my waist.
We walk into the living room and there, Emmett sits while Rosalie, still breath taking, lays against his big chest. We found Alice and Jasper staring into each other's eyes, as if they are having their own silent conversation. I hear Esme walking around in her working area, and Carlisle, well he is probably working at the hospital tonight. Jacob and Renesemee walk in holding hands, one large dark hand, and one light small hand, who is just as smart as him. The T.V. goes on about some silly cooking show, but no one bothers to watch it.
Edward squeezes my hand and I stare up at him with questioning eyes.
"You want to go back home, home?" He asks, giving me a breath taking smile.
Edwards's voice still sounds like silk or velvet to me. Making me wants to just kiss him and never stop, but that never would be a long time, considering we never die of old age or sickness, only by getting ripped apart and burned, but I don't think that will ever happen.
"Sure let's go home." I said, giving him a peck on the lips.
I look over to Renesmee and she flashes over to Edward and me and hugs us both, giving us a peck on the cheeks.
"Love you." Said Renesmee.
"Love you, and don't stay out too late." I say, giving her a wink.
We say our goodbyes and head out the door.
Outside, Edward leans his head down and said "Almost clean." and chuckles, looking at a tiny spot on my red dress.
"What?" I said, searching my dress.
"Like I said 'Almost clean.' Ha ha!"He laughed, throwing his head back.
"Oh right...Well I wasn't really paying attention, and I just happened to get the throat...Besides you can barley tell."I explained, pushing out my bottom lip in a pout.
Edward leans down again and kisses my forehead, breathing in a deep breath.
"Ahh..."he breathes.
"What?"
"Nothing, you just smell good...again."
"In a good way or bad?"
"Good, always good."
I slide my hand out of his and lean down for a race.
"You know I'll beat you, like always."Edward bragged.
"I know, but since I'm not terrifyingly clumsy, how 'bout just a run. No race, just...Run."
Edward leans down and prepares to run.
"Ready...Set...Go!"I yell pushing up and running for it.
Edward leaps up and sprints ahead, even though he gave me a two second head start. The wind in my hair feels like I'm soaring through the air.
Running. I'm running as fast as my legs can go without stopping. Only Edward is with me this time. The wind whooshes past me. I escape a smile at Edward. His response is a sudden stop. I slowly stop and skip back in my high heel red shoes, and Edward takes my hand and kisses the top of it, giving me a smile. I smile back and walk next to him to the front door of our little cottage home. Still the same old fashion and homie. Edward holds the door for me, like always, treating me like a lady, but he does that to every woman. I roll my eyes and walk in as Edward follows behind, and I stop by the kitchen counter. His arms wrap around my waist and kisses my neck, making me stretch my neck to the side, giving him more to kiss.
I slowly turn toward him and find him staring into my eyes. Not the kind of stare that wonders if I'm okay, but the kind of stare that makes people think we're having our own little conversation. His face leans slowly towards mine, and his lips carefully press my lips. This kiss was more like 'okay, we're home, let's relax...or do something more exciting.' I twist my arms around his neck and kiss Edward a little more fiercely.
"So, what would you like to do?" mumbled Edward, for I was still kissing him and he was still kissing me.
"What?" I mumbled.
"What would you like to do...Relax on the couch...or go to bed?"Mumbled Edward, Slowly trailing his hands from my face to my hips, while my breath came out a wild gasp, and my eyes roll to the back of my head, just a bit.
"Hmm...What do you think?" I said, sliding my hands from his neck to his hard, muscular chest.
Suddenly, his breathing stops and falls to the ground, clutching his head.
"Edward!" I screamed as I fall to the ground, trying to yank his hands away from his head. Edward screams in pain as he clutches his head tighter, and squeezing his eyes shut. I still try to yank his hands away from his head, but he just writhed in pain.
"Call...Carlisle..."Struggled Edward, gasping for words and trying to hold it together.
I flash to the phone and speed dialed Carlisle. Before the second ring started Carlisle picked up. I saw Alice through the door and next to Edward, searching for something in her bag.
"Bella is something wrong?"
"Carlisle, Edward fell to the ground and clutched his head; it's almost as if he has some... some mager headache! He told me to call you. Please you need to get here!" I said, very quickly that even a human couldn't understand. Then I saw Edward lying on the floor sprawled out moaning and yelling. "Edward!" I screamed with the phone dropping out of my hands with Carlisle still on the phone.
Alice was trying to get Edward to let go of his head but he wouldn't budge. She stared at me with wide scared eyes, and her hand held out for the phone. I quickly handed her the phone and she spoke quickly to Carlisle. I couldn't concentrate on her conversation until she flashed her eyes to me.
"Bella," she said "I want you to put the needle in Edwards's neck! Now!"
"What! Are you crazy!" I screamed.
"Bella just do it! I need to get some more medicine!"
"Medicine! Has this happened before!" I yelled taking the long needle from her as she stood up, letting Edward lie there cringing in pain.
"Just do it Bella, I'll be back in one minute!"She said Racing out of the door.
I pushed the needle in his neck, watching in horror as he cringed and screamed in pain. I pushed the gooey green medicine in his neck, watching it disappear. When it was empty, Edward calmed down and opened his eyes, but still loosely holding his head. Then Alice was next to me and Edward, pulling another needle out and putting it in his neck. I watched in terror, as he calmed down and his hands fell to the cool wood floor and is breath came out in a pant.
"Edward! Edward, are you okay, please answer me!" I yelled, my voice breaking twice.
"Yes...I'm...fine...my head just...hurts."He said taking my hand.
"Edward you need to rest now." Alice said picking him up and carrying him to the bed. I watched in horror as Edward laid in bed with a wet towel on his forehead and closing his eyes slowly as to sleep.
Alice came out and took my hand and led me to the couch. She stared at my eyes with sadness, as if she didn't want me to see that.
"Bella... Let me explain."
Sooooooo! What did you think?
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