Love is….. :)
I remember telling the lovely Amy Barnes once that I didn't even know what love was and back then maybe I didn't. I was starting to feel things I'd never felt before so yeah naturally I thought it was love, but maybe I was wrong. That was so long ago now and everything has changed…I have changed and the truth of the matter is I do know love is.
What's that saying? If you love someone set them free and if they come back again then it was meant to be.
Well I did, I did let you go, but as of yet you haven't come back to me, to us, to this fucked up but perfect place where it's just you and me. That place is the best place in the world…it's my heaven. You should come back, I could show you how good it could be between us. Still there is no rush; I'll wait every day. Till I'm in my grave, remember?
Love is…loving someone enough to let them move on, even when it tears you apart inside. Its seeing the one you love be with someone else and although you can't think of anything else more painful and you feel that one day you will die at the sight of them together, you accept it because you know it makes them happy.
Love is...learning and believe me I have learnt so much, most importantly though I have learnt to be a better man. I loved it when we would hide from the world, but I would love showing you off now just as much. It's about commitment and I can give you that now, I'm not ashamed of myself anymore. You always thought it was you I was ashamed off, I could never be that.
Love is…knowing that the other person will always be with you regardless of what happens. This wasn't always the way with us at times was it? But I would always be with you; nothing could make me not love you…nothing.
Love is…hard sometimes but loving you is easy and it scares me how much love that I do feel for you. Love is…thinking of someone on every occasion and I do, I think of you more than I think of anything or anyone.
Love is…finding our way back to each other over and over again. I've already found my way back, but I'm waiting for you to find me, i think you must be lost. Love is…forever and I give you my word that the only thing that will stop me from loving you is death.
Only once in your life, I truly believe that you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You are that someone, but deep down I know I'm too late, you told me that once before. Even so, you are and always will be my dream.
I suppose what I'm trying to say is that I know what love is Steven.
Love for me is...you.
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