"Raven! RAVEN! ANSWER ME!" A voice yells loudly. Too loud! My mind screamed as my ears rang and throbbed dully with pain and I felt myself wince mentally simply because I couldn't even move my body at all which was the strangest feeling ever, stranger than anything I could've ever felt. I knew that voice I KNOW I did and I loved that voice so so much, it was like rich chocolate, the kind that melts right as it hits your tongue and spreads flavor all through your mouth then as you swallow its like it warms spreading through your veins and makes your pulse flutter and your stomach tighten with the feeling and it would make you want to give up everything just to have another taste of it, that's what that voice was like. I knew it, knew the person connected with it but the name wouldn't come to me at all and it was driving me insane and suddenly I felt like I had just crashed into water there was so many conversations going on around me I had no idea which was which, who's voice belonged to who all I knew was they were yelling so so loud and it made my head throb painfully in fact all of me throbbed, I felt like I was about to be pushed down in a thick darkness forever but I tried to fight it off, for who or why I could've even remember but it was important right? It was important I push through this right? I stopped my thoughts as snippets of conversations floated to me through the darkness.

". . . .Losing blood. . . !"

"Stop panicking. . !"

"How?! How can I not panic?!" That part came clear and it was that deep chocolate voice once again that it floated to me gently.

". . . . Alexander please control yourself. . . . !"

"I can't. . . !"

". . . . Her heart beat is dropping. . !"

"Prepare the paddles. . .!"

The buzz of electricity sparking between and through something got my attention briefly but this darkness. . . .it was so great and it was pushing pushing pushing, dark and demanding for me to give up and give in but I couldn't. I WOULDN'T. I will fight this and I will break through and see my one true love. My Alexander. Mine forever and ever so I wouldn't never ever would give him up, he was mine and he always would be mine.

". . . RAVEN! DO YOU HEAR ME?! DON'T YOU DARE. . . " Don't I dare what?

"Alexander please. . !"

Suddenly there was electricity pumping through my system quickly and it HURT. But again I won't give up. For more importantly I won't give up more for HER than for anyone else because she would need me.I knew she would just like I needed her and I knew I needed her the moment I sensed her but perhaps I should go back in time just a bit, my memories flooded my mind taking me backwards quicker and quicker the conversation getting fainter and fainter as I left that beautiful sparkling voice for memories that welcomed me with wide open arms which caused me to smile brightly as I crashed walked right into it my own arms open but I couldn't forget the fact that everyone was panicking but I pushed it away going back to the very first memory I had of her and of him of us together for the first time.