Robbie's Suicide

[Few words : As I see, everyone around knows that Robbie is an emo, and my readers also know that he's my favorite character in GF. So here is a continuation to "My Life Story", but with some changes.
I DON'T OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS MENTIONED IN THE STORY EXCEPT Robbie's mom, Wendy's mom, Dippers son, Mabel's twins, students.
WARNING : Tough this fan fiction is rated T, 12 years old kids like me better not read this. It includes suicide, blood and a lot of tears and depression.]
You – Robbie V.
Your crash/ex girlfriend – Wendy Corduroy.
Your best friend (s) – Lee ,Nate , Wendy Corduroy.
Your one-reason suicide – Dipper Pines.
Your mother – Luisa.
Your crush's mom – Susan Corduroy.
Your home – A small wooden house in the middle of a forest, in Gravity Falls Oregon.
Imagine. You are running after your girlfriend who was your only friend in your childhood, but for now, tells that hates you. She runs trough the woods, and straight to the town. You run after her, begging her to stop. Finally you tell her , that she knows you can't run that much. She doesn't stop, but she answers you to not go after you , if you can't. You tell her you won't stop, even if she runs to the next end of the world. "But you will die." , she tells without stopping. You barely tell her you don't care if you'll die, before falling on the ground , trying to breath. She stops, turns to you, looks at you falling down, and tells that she doesn't care anymore. "What?" you ask trying to convince yourself , that she's joking. " I don't care..." , she tells again . She turns and continues to run ,while you hear her crying, sobbing , not forgiving you anyways.
You are still in the middle of the road, trying to cause breathing to normal, and accept the thought, that she doesn't care about you anymore. You just sit there, trying to kill the smothering feeling in your throat, coursed from the run, and the thoughts. You sit there for a few minuted more, thinking of what to do next. Finally, you got an idea. You first thing of your knife, then comes the mountain, but you think it is too soft, and nobody will find you body then , and people will think you just run away forever. Out of millions of ways, you find one as the best . You decide to hang yourself.
You stand up and yell after her, "You will!".
You go home. On the door is a note from your mom . " Kitten, I am coming late today, the meal is ready, if something happens, call me. Love – mom." . She wrote everything the way she says before going to work. You simply don't think about nothing written on the note, you push it off the door, then hush it and drop it on the floor. You unlock the door, and walk in, and then close the door as hard as you can.
You go to your mom's room , open her wardrobe and take one of her longest belts. You also take her camera, and go back to your room. You lock the door from the inside, so if somebody comes earlier than your death does, they won't stop you. You tie the belt to the chandelier and make a tie good enough for your head. You put the camera in front of you, and and climb on the chair.