BC
by Angelbratt
Discalimer: I don't own Vandread or the characters and I make no profit.
I, Tenmei Uragasumi, have spent years masquerading as a woman known as Buzam A. Calessa. In these last years I have learned they are not so different from us men. They feel, They fear, they love, and most of all ,they like us are human. I have come to think of these woman as my friends and family. I love them and I will not see them hurt. Even the men that have become a part of this new life are important to me.
The woman Magno, I have come the love like a bro-... the female equivalent is 'sister' I believe, She has my respect and admiration.
The other men, Hibiki, Duero, and Bart are trying hard to gain the women's respect. I try to help without letting anyone see it. I thought at first they might have known about me but it seems even high level cadets like Duero where not informed of my... position. That, I suppose is for the best.
You might ask how I, a man can pass as a woman. Well the treatments I had to undergo were awkward to say the least. A organic chemical known as 'Estrogen' gave me a new form and breasts. The treatments started near right after I graduated. And I have to Masturbate at least once a day if I want to prevent 'unnecessary shrinkage' when I return to being a man. But I don't even know if I want to go back... I mean I'm still a man at heart., my body will not change that, But they know me only as the woman I pretend to be. Would they still like me as Tenmei?
In any case they know about me now and they chose still to trust me, but if I go back to being me physically will they still feel the same? Will Bart still care?
Yes I'm afraid I have came to love the young man, even if he's not brave or strong or smart, he's a good person at heart and his heart is strong. I never thought I would love anyone but now it seems I love everyone... Funny what fate throws at you...
In any case I should speak to them concerning my position on the matter of my body. Duero might not be knowledgeable enough to help if there are no problems with them accepting me as myself. So I might have to either go to or call in, Doctor Kaiver. As the doctor who gave me the original treatments he should know how to reverse them.
If there are no problems I should be a perfectly healthy man in about eight months after the new treatments.
You know this 'diary' thing really works to help one clear one's thoughts...
'Is that really how he feels?' the reader thought. The small black book in the hand closed as it was again hidden away in it's hiding place. A figure sneaks quietly from the room.
A tall figure enters after ten minutes. The figure goes straight for the small book in it's hidden place. the feminine figure stands, opening to the last entry. A smile graces thin supple lips. "I see he's been reading my diary again. I'm such a coward to be able only to tell him my thoughts and feelings only when I know it's not from my mouth he will learn of them." A sigh.
"Bart..." a masculine voice sighs...
Just a little BCxBart drabble. Not enough Vandread fics out there. By the by Vandread comes on EWAM on 'The BLOCK' for those of you who don't know.