"Why be good when I'm so much better at being bad?"
How I yearn to be able to live by those words. I'd love to be the person who exudes self- confidence and sexuality; to be the one that everyone lusts to be near.
I want to be the one everyone listens to, respects and wants to be; the one who breaks the rules without a care in the world, uncaring of the consequences.
Instead I am cursed to be a clumsy, clueless, frizzy-haired, have-yet-to-be-kissed sixteen year old. I'm self-conscious, awkward, shy and I don't really like myself that much.
So far my life sucks.
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