Author's Note: The song "A Thousand Miles" belongs to Vanessa Carlton. The "Twilight" series belong to Stephenie Meyer. Enjoy!
P.S. In case people don't get it, this is in Jake Black's point of view.
Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
People turned to stare as I all but stomped my way through La Push. Tch. Don't they have better things to do? My mood was not made any better when a woman with long chocolate coloured haired paced nervously by me.
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd
I finally got to the beach where Bella and I usually came here to have heart to heart conversations. I stared hypnotically at the sunset while my hands balled tightly into a fist.
And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder...
(Chorus)
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight
I miss her way too much. Every time I think of her, I wonder if she thinks of me as often as I do. Usually, after that thought, I snort in disbelief. As if she'd think of me when she's with the blood sucker-it's Edward!
It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories
It feels so empty without Bella here. I know thinking about her every so often won't bring her back into my arms as a human, as Leah has reminded me after our transformations.
'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder...
(Chorus)
And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't...
Now I think I know what Bella went through when the leeches – the Cullens! as a furiously corrected myself. I wanted to do what Bella would want me to do. I certainly know that she would not appreciate me calling her friends that.
Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
I turned around to head back home. School just started recently and the teachers decided to load us with homework. Which, for once I'm glad of.
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd
And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder...
I sat in front of my desk in my room working on Trig. Bella never did understood this subject…I shook my head vigorously. Now is not the time to think about her…
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...
I threw down my pencil, which promptly snapped in half upon contact with the table. I can't think now thanks to Trig. I lay down on my bed and was almost immediately consumed by darkness. I was off to a place where reality didn't exist…..