Christina waves her hand front of my face, "Tris! Tris! Are you even paying attention to me?" I look over to her and snap out of the deep thought I often find myself in. "Of course I am." I say and smile. She looks at me in disbelief and comes close to me to whisper, "Are you OK Tris? You have not payed a bit of attention to me ever since the rankings went up." "Im fine, just nervous about the jobs we pick tomorrow." I lie.
I have gotten good at lying to her, I can control when I bite the inside of my cheek. A while ago she told me that she can tell when I lie because I bite the inside of my cheek. So I have been using that to my advantage. " Why would you be nervous, you are ranked first! You get to pick first! I should be nervous!" she carries on.
I soon feel two heavy arms drape around my neck and I smile and turn around to see Tobias grinning. He looks down at me mouthing, "We need to go, I'm getting sleepy" I nod and look at Christina, Will comes and sits by her giving her a kiss on the cheek. I smile, they make such a cute couple. "Hey I have to go and start packing my stuff, so I can move into my own apartment." I say. Tobias and I both get up and walk out waving to Will and Christina.
Back in his apartment we lay in each others arms, talking, kissing and eventually fall asleep. I wake up and it's 2:30 in the morning. I crawl out of his arms and walk into his small bathroom to wash my hands to cool myself down. Tobias makes me warm because he is always so hot.
When I walk out he awake standing in front of his bed, he is in just boxers now. I can't help but stare at him and he breaks the silence with, "What!" "Nothing, I just," instead of completely answering I press my mouth to his. My hands set on each shoulder, but end up around his waist. I feel his hands coming up his baggy t-shirts I have on and push away but automatically regret it. He looks at me, with those beautiful blue eyes confused. "Sorry, I'm just, I'm sorry." I whisper. "No, there is no need to be sorry." he concludes. He is disappointed, I can tell.
I get pants on and grab my watch. He looks over to me and asks what I am doing, "I am gonna go back to the dorm." "No, Tris, I'm sorry. Please stay. You haven't slept in there all week and I don't want you to have to. Or want too. Please stay." I walk back in and give him a kiss on the forehead. "I will see you tomorrow, when I pick jobs right?" I looks at me helplessly, "I don't know if you wanted me to go with you. I was going to ask you in the morning." Putting my watch down I half decide that I will just stay here. I could stay here forever. I crawl in bed with him and say, "You don't have to if you don't want to but I thought afterwards we can go into the city. Maybe sit in the park, I kinda miss the sun." He smiles and whispers," Okay. If you stay here." I smile and nod. "I love you Tobias." He looks at me with happiness "I love you too, Tris"