This is Pricy,she` a girl…but not like any other one…she feels things she doesn`t understand she dreamsabout things that are even weirder then what she sees ….. One day, while writing,this is what she says………
I get out of bed,I notice something weird.
Like something I read on somebody`s beard.
Who was that person? Where did I meet her?
It`s all in my head.
I get out of the room and what I see is you, frozen, petrefied,
Your stare, facing emptiness…the emptiness of my heart……, my feelings are gone.
The closer I get to you, the more I feel bad… bad about what? I don`t really know….nobody does,not even God,not even you…I`m still guessing why…
I`m right in front of you…and now I`m blind,blind in every way you can think of….I can`t think well anymore,I can`t act well anymore… what`s happening to me???
The worst part Is that it`s all your fault, for being close to me, for making me feel like this, for making me…… blind.
Blind like I`ve never been,so blind that I can`t admit that you`re torturing me……
Here I am…standing there…in front of you…trying to see you…trying to feel the beat of your heart…
And I realize that I just can`t……I`m frustrated…….
Like a little mouse hiding from the cat next door,like a homeless childkid hoping it doesn`t rain…… and then I fall….I fall into the emptiness …the same you were looking at… I feel better now with you looking at me for the first time in my dreams…but you just turn your head and go away…
I feel the pain.
The pain of loneliness, the pain of emptiness, the incredible pain…!!! Can you feel it? This is your fault..but it`s ok…I don`t know why..but it`s ok………………………………………………………………………
And now your away, and now I feel you….. I feel your presence, I feel your heartbeat, I feel you as if I were hugging you for the last time…..
And I smile …. And I wake up…..
I wake up to find myselfmy self dreaming about something real…..that`s why I felt weird…… I wait 5 minutes and say to myself…..I have to face another day….I don`t know how….the future is incertain… that`s why I prefer the past…. The sweet past where I have already lived…but then I think..this past was once the futre!! And I continue living….waiting for the day ….the dayWhen I finaly touch you…
Various Emotions…..