Title: Then and Now
Author: PlatinumRoseLady
Disclaimer: Nobody in this story belongs to me – Kripke's the genius, I'm just then borrowing his creations.
Drabble Challenge Word: "Feel"
Word Count: 100 words. *Give the Word Count a box of tissues.*
Players: Go to Enkidu07's page, and you'll find all the usual suspects. Resistance is futile – you will be drabbleized. We're like the Borg, only cuter.
Spoiler Alert: Season Four, during the episode "On The Head of a Pin". A birthday present for Deangirl1, who wanted some Hurt!Dean. Hope this is what you wanted. SNSNSNSNSNSNSNSNSNSNSNSNSNSNSNSNSNSNSNSNSNSNSNSNSNSNSNSNSN
He remembered telling Sam how he wished that he couldn't feel a thing anymore.
Now he was being beaten to death by the demon he'd just been torturing.
Then, he'd wanted to feel nothing.
Now, he wanted to feel everything.
Every punch, every wound.
Every ounce of pain Alastair delivered, Dean wanted to feel.
Because he deserved it.
Because it would bring him closer to death.
Because all he could hear in his head was
YOU did this
YOU brought about the Apocalypse
YOU broke the First Seal
Because you weren't strong enough
Because you weren't Dad
Never…
good…
enough…
Author's Notes: Happy Birthday, Deangirl1, from Sam and Dean, and me! (PS: Dean forgives you for getting him banged up again, but he'd like to know why you can't ask for Birthday Spankings… he's so silly, isn't he?)