Draco lied awake in his bed at Hogwarts. I don't know why I can't fall asleep, this is ridiculous. He had been tossing and turning for hours, but for some reason his mind wouldn't let him go. Maybe music will help. He turned on his ipod.
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
Draco froze at that first line. That can't be why…
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll out of bed and down on your knees
And for a moment you can hardly breathe
He quickly lay back on his bed holding his breath. Is she the reason why I…
Wondering: was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
He looked around and all the memories came crushing back. He could feel her lying next to him. She looked so beautiful, so peaceful.
No, she's not...
'Cause she's gone gone gone gone gone
He could feel her everywhere. I promised I would never think about her, but I miss her.
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She wanted him; she wanted to be with Weasley. I was nothing more than a distraction for her. Against Draco's wishes, his eyes started to water.
She takes you in with her crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering, could you stay my love?
Why did she have to leave? She could have stayed with me, we could have been happy. Draco couldn't control his tears anymore.
Will you wake up by my side?
I'd give anything for her to be with me. When I was with her, time stopped, everything else disappeared, and all I wanted was her.
But she can't...
'Cause she's gone gone gone gone gone
Yes, she is, and she's not coming back. He stared at the wall in a daze. Come on Draco, get a hold of yourself. It doesn't matter what I felt, it's not going to happen anymore.
Now do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses, with roses in my hand?
Would that change anything if I did? I never thought I would be this attached to a girl, especially Hermione. I guess it's true, when I fall asleep, I'm thinking of her…believing her to be here with me.
And would you get them if I did?
No you won't...
'Cause you're gone gone gone gone gone
And she's not coming back, she's gone. Draco tried to push her out of his mind, but she wouldn't leave, and he realized he didn't want her to.
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
Draco quickly turned off his ipod. He tightened the covers around him, praying for sleep to come. Sadly it didn't, at least now he knew why…he knew that waking up was the hardest part.
So this was my first songfic (i hope its good!) haha and I would be very grateful if you reviewed!! Thanks for reading!