Meh. I'm just waiting for the days to pass by, and I happen to go into my back yard and be hit by the biggest case of Nostalgia EVER. I'm feeling down, and I wanted to get it on fanfiction. Enjoy? D;
Deidara's POV. && its AU. An angsty seventeen yearold in his backyard. Before graduation and the ending of his high school career.
W.I.D
It was night. The moon slid up silently without a sound into the already darkened sky, lighting it up brightly in its ever so perfection. The air was induced with cold and my nose was already stuffing up. I let my back slide down the tree in my backyard I was currently leaning on. It was at least 12 am, now.
I brushed a peach bang and looked up at the moon. It stared back, like a wolf giving off a gleam after killing its prey.
Why was I out here in the first place? To think. Just to think. About what? My life. I am no longer a child, and neither are my friends. Were all growing up to be fine young men and one woman (Konan.) but that's what scares me the most. Growing up. I can still recall every single bit of my childhood as if it only happened yesterday. The time when Sasori broke his arm, When me and Itachi battled it out in cards, Konan and I planting flowers together, Enjoying the simplicity of life with one of my closest friends Pein, We all knew echother very well and had no secrets to hide what so ever. It was just the nine of us for a good, long time. We called ourselves the 'Akatsuki."
But now that high school is coming to a close, we are all drifting apart. No matter what the promise was its being broken. They're all coming out of this world we set up specifically for us, and it there is nothing anyone can do about it.
"This must be life."
I wondered that aloud and my only response was the lonely breeze picking up a stray leaf. The grass ruffled and led me to sigh in sync. I hated this! Its was supposed to be just /us!/ now people like Sakura and Ino have broken the shiny gold gates to our world and froze me out. It's like I never existed anymore. As I said before, This must be life. When my father had passed away a few years ago, I thought that was the worst thing ever. But this tops anything else.
I praise my friends for getting out of there comfort zones, but as they take there baby steps out of our world..
What will I do?
Anyone ever felt like that? Your childhood just got up and left, and your friends have all gone with it?
Gaaaaahhhh!!!
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