A/N: I gave chapter one and two some more page filling now, because I wasn't really satisfied with how it was. In my opinion it was too short and it wasn't that good anyway. Now that I've expanded the story, I'm more pleased with it. Hope you enjoy it! Read and please review.

Seifer's letter

No-one really thought that Seifer could be romantic. But they were wrong. It was strange how having a lonely life on the run could change a man. He himself started thinking that he had always had it in him to feel things so intense. It just never got the chance to get out. He guessed he always hid his true feelings behind his anger. And of that he had plenty. It's always been a mystery to him why that was, but then one day the memories had started to come back. She had given them back to him and that was the only thing he felt thankful for. At least now he knew that it had all started with his dad, picking fights, hitting Seifer's mother. In all his early memories, that's the way he remembered him. Guess he learned it from his father, or inherited it from him, pick one. But it was in those early days that his bad temper started to rise and his stay at the orphanage didn't make it any better. He'd always been jealous of Squall, the way the girls always hung around him. That guy always got all the attention. It pissed him off.

Seifer stood up, getting sick of those memories. Sometimes he wished he'd never had gotten them back. He walked over to his desk and for the third time he sat down to try to write her a letter. So many things were going through his mind. The only problem was getting them on paper.

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If I say "We'll meet again" I will do everything to keep that promise. My darling, I'm so sorry for everything I put you through. I hope you know I never stopped loving you. And don't think that you are not important to me. You are. The only thing that matters. You are everything I ever wished for. My dream came true on the day when I first kissed you. Don't ever think that my dream of becoming a knight was so important. My darling, if I really wanted to be a knight, I would be yours.

Not a single day goes by without you on my mind. I long for your soft kisses. I yearn to feel your sweet body against mine. The only thing I want right now is to be able to hold you and never let go. Every night I lye awake, wishing you were here. But when I look up at the full moon in the starlit sky, I feel so lonely.

I have done so many terrible things. To you and your friends. And I know there is no way to make it up to you. I am so sorry and I know that I have done too much wrong to be forgiven. But if there is something I can do, just tell me. I'll do anything for you, my love.

I feel awful about having hurt you. I regret everything I did. Just remember that I love you and I always will.

All I have left now is the thought that you haven't given up on me and I can only hope that your love for me hasn't already died. I realize now that I have been a fool for letting you go.

Someday I'll come back again. I'll find my way to you once more. Because my heart belongs to you.

We'll meet again, my love…

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He was doubting if he should put his name under it and decided not to do it. The part of being a knight should be enough to know who it's from. He got an envelope out of the drawer and neatly put the address on it. Seifer remembered how irritated she got when students had a messy handwriting. He folded the letter and put it in the envelope. He stood up, put his coat on and walked out the door.

Making his way through town he passed a florist. He decided to go in and asked the man behind the counter if he could send a bouquet of deep dark red roses along with the letter. Seifer paid and with a big smile on his face he walked out of the store. He finally had had the courage to tell her how he really felt.

Darling, we'll meet again. I promise…