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Description of a panic/anxiety attack

Dissociation

Loki and Spider-Man are a part of the Avengers

No ones pov

She was fine, everything had been going fine, she had a new family and friends. There was nowhere else she'd rather be, she was a part of the Avengers and had become good friends with Peter and Loki.

However she missed her brother, it had been over 2 years and she could still feel the pain, the stab in her heart as she felt him fall and die.

But as she sat in her room in Avengers tower she felt as though she was re-living those moments. She didn't know what set it off and yet she could feel her throat contracting in on itself and she just couldn't seem to breathe, when she finally managed to it felt forced and raspy. She could feel tears building up and spilling down her pale cheeks, and she just wanted to scream, to shout, to blame someone, and she screamed silently, her jaw moving but her voice had gone, she managed a sob and she stood up and stumbled to the window, her body was overheating, and yet she felt so cold.

Lifting a hand, she pressed it to the window, and she heard a high pitched short scream and it took her a few seconds to figure out it came from her.

She ripped herself away from the window and stumbled around the room before standing in the middle, her each shaking hand pressed to both sides of her head, she felt a twang of pain in her jaw as she continued to voicelessly scream, every few seconds letting out high pitched shrills.she could hear herself hyperventilating and her heart thumping in her ears, but she couldn't hear anything else.

She stood for about a minute before two figures burst through the door and she whipped round in terror staring at Loki and Peter who both bore faces of concern for their friend.

Loki approached his arms outstretched towards her, she could see him moving his mouth but she couldn't hear his voice. She turned to face away from Loki and just kept crying.

A few seconds later she could hear distance voices like she was underwater.

"Wanda? Wanda, what's wrong? Talk to us!"

She felt a pair of hands gentle hold onto her waist and attempt to spin her around to face the owner, as she turned back to face Loki she pulled away staggered and enraged screaming in a pool of panic "don't touch me!!"

Loki put his arms down and backed away slightly and it was Peters turn to help, he took a more direct approach.

He stood in front of her and before she could react or pull away he pulled her towards him into a hug.

"Shhhhhhhhh... " he cooed into her ear, he ran on hand through her hair and the other held onto her so she couldn't get away but was still rubbing her back in circles, rhythmic and grounding

" breathe with me, Wanda... In... Out...in... Out..."

She followed him and tried to steady her breathing but it still felt wrong.

She kept going until she could just about match Peters steadiness.

Once Peter felt she was calm enough he let her go and nodded to Loki who cautiously stepped towards her.

Once he realized she was okay with him he pulled her in for another hug, as he was taller he rested his chin on the top of her head. stroking her hair he spoke. "what was that Wanda, what just happened."

Wanda just remained silent, cuddling into Lokis chest, wrapping her arms around his torso. It was Peter who answered Lokis question.

" I think it was a panic attack " Wanda looked over to him, " how can you be sure"

" because I've has more than a few of them and I recognize the symptoms. Mr Stark usually helps me when I get them "

"What does he do" she questioned

" pretty much what I just did?"

"W-what if it happens again?" she stammered

" then you have two of your best friends, one with experience and one who will do some research into it, you call us next time," Loki stated matter of factly

" exactly, I can speak to Mr Stark and let him know what happened, maybe he can get FRIDAY to notify us next time something like this happens, and we can come help. " Peter suggested

" we shall be here in a heartbeat " Loki added.

" promise?" she whispered

" pinky promise " the two boys chorused.

Peter stepped over an joined in the hug, the three of them strongest together.

" you'll be okay wanda me and Loki shall protect and keep you safe, okay?" Peter asked.

" okay "

" if you should need us you need only call ."

They pulled away from each other and Peter broke the few seconds of silence, " wanda one thing that usually helps me is sleeping, you should try to get some rest, "

This worried wanda just a bit, she hadn't yet mentioned to the boys about the nightmares...

AN: Hey, just a one-shot, for now, might continue, thanks for reading.