I was listening to this song and this just 'poofed' into my mind! I wanna thank my 'friend' Juan for introducing me to Skillet! Thnx Juan!!!
Disclaimer-I do not own Naruto, iPod, the song 'Open Wounds' by Skillet-I don't own Skillet either-damn…I don't own much of anything huh?
Open wounds…
It happened again…he said that she deserved it, because she was a disgrace…she tried to be better…but no…
Hinata picked herself up from the bloodied mess on the floor from her father's many harsh blows. She had to be strong-or at least stronger than she thought she was being before.
She fixed her wounds and put on her iPod to soothe herself, the pain from her bruises and aching bones was starting to get to her…
In the dark with the music on
Wishing I was somewhere else
Taking all your anger out on me, somebody help
I would rather rot alone
Than spend a minute with you
I'm gone, I'm gone
Hinata almost smiled-well almost, the bruise on her jaw wouldn't really let her, the song seemed to suite her perfectly right then…
And you can't stop me from falling apart
'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault
Self Destruction? Yes, the countless hours of training and fighting; studying to become more of a suitable Hyuga heiress-all wasted. The title wasn't hers anymore-but Hinata wanted to prove to Him that she deserved it! Even if she had to deal with the new harsher punishments…
How could you, how could you, how could you hate me?
When all I ever wanted to be was you?
How could you, how could you, how could you love me?
When all you ever gave me were open wounds?
That's all she wanted-to make her Father happy, that was and probably still is her only true wish…she loved him…but he despised her-she wasn't what he wanted-she never was..
Downstairs the enemy sleeps
Leaving the TV on
Watching all the dreams we had turn into static
Doesn't matter what I do
Nothing's gonna change
I'm never good enough
Hinata could feel tears coming down from her closed eyes. She wiped the first couple away, but they started coming down harder and faster…
And you can't stop me from falling apart
'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault
Soon she couldn't keep up with the tears and just let them fall. The salt started to burn her split lip and when they grazed her bruises they just hurt more…
Tell me why you broke me down and betrayed my trust in you
I'm not giving up, giving in when will this war end?
When will it end??
After a few moments, Hinata had an epiphany; she knew what she was doing wrong! He is her father-yes, but that didn't mean that she had to truly want to please him! He wasn't a real father, not for doing these things to her. HE didn't DESERVE to be HER father-no more…she thought. 'No more will I care, I'm in control of myself! I don't need the stupid Hyuga Heiress title-I KNOW who and what I am, why should I care about some idiotic title that will only annoy me after some time?' she said to the darkness in her room.
You can't stop me from falling apart
'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault
Hinata nodded at the last lyrics, they were right-but that didn't mean that she was gunna let him be her tormenter in the hell she was in forever-not anymore…
A/N: I know it's not really THAT awesome to some people (you know who you are) but I personally love it! I'll also update on my other stories like...later! Either way-please do Review!!! I would greatly appreciate the Reviews and Feedback! And if u review-I'll send u virtual cookies!!!
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~Kamiierial ;-)