'Your mine'
Those words even now haunt me, the way he looked at me when he said them like he was going to chain me to this island and himself.
I remember the feeling of gasping for air like I was a fish out of water, the tears seemed to stop and the terror sank in.
From there on every thing seemed to change along with me I had harder eyes and a harder touch.
When was the last smile the last laugh? All I had now was thick skin and silent tears.
My dreams were filled with home but always ended in a cage with a smiling Ben.
After millions and millions of them I ran out of screams.
I always saw him watching, looking for the old me in the new me and finding nothing but rock.
If I was 'his' he would just have to take me the way he made me, hollow.
Then he came, strong and truer then anyone I'd ever meet.
He was the hero, the doctor and I hoped with all my heart that he could save me, save me from this hell.
Smart and cunning he pulled the wool over all of their eyes but didn't help himself but those he cared for.
I think that was the first moment I wanted to kiss his lips and see what Ben would do.
But I was tough not selfish I wasn't about to kill him with one kiss.
'Your mine'
Why I'm I remembering it today?
I kiss his lips, wet cheeks and I feel save in his arms, I feel safe for the first time in years.
But how long will it last?