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Third fanfiction...


Prologue

Tris POV

I sit with my back pressed against the wall in me and Tobias's bathroom, with a positive pregnancy test staring back at me with mischief invisible eyes. I sigh and toss my blonde hair backwards again and try to make sense of this dilemma. People try multiple times for a baby and come out the next morning with a negative and me and Tobias do it for the second time and I get pregnant, and we weren't even trying. I have looked into my future and imaged it with Tobias, and a child but now that it could be a reality its scary.

I am nineteen and Tobias is twenty-one. Were engaged, planned to have the wedding no time soon but just promise that it will happen someday. Tobias works at the Control Room and as an initiate trainer when there are initiates. I am a tattoo artist and one year was partners with Tobias training initiates, but I couldn't handle knowing some of those people, who were only sixteen at the time would be sent to live factionless just because they didn't have the guts to do something or didn't meet expectations and for that to be partly in my control on who goes and stays was too much.

I don't even know if Tobias would want this unborn baby actually. What would his reaction be? Would he accept this fact or reject it? Would he leave me once he found out I wouldn't give up the kid in adoption or abortion? Or would he cradle me in his arms and whisper to me it will be okay? All these questions that I cannot answer until I tell him pile up into my head which gives me a bit of courage to find the answers.

I stuff the pregnancy test into my back pocket while walking into our living to find Tobias watching TV. I gulp and sit next to him on the sofa and look at the screen but not actually seeing what's happening.

"Tris?" I look and see Tobias is looking at me with the same stare he gave me when I was in his arms after being ambushed by Peter, Al, and Drew; concern.

"I need to tell you something." He nods his head for me to go on, I wonder if he would be nodding his head like that when he hears this news or shake it.

"I'm pregnant."

I look up at Tobias and see his eyes have wondered to his lap and their knotted in confusion. I begin to panic mentally, what if he really didn't want this baby? Of course he doesn't, his only twenty-one! I make up all these assumptions in my head I barely even hear when he says,

"That's wonderful!" He pulls me into hug and strokes my hair.

"You wanted a baby didn't you?" Tobias asks when we pull away and after a minute of me not answering its his turn to get nervous.

"Yea with you, Tobias. I just didn't know if you did." I shrug and he smiles.

"I always dreamed of this actually. Having a mini us running around this apartment. The room is big enough anyway." And he is right. Since we were both ranked number one in our initiation and living together we got one of the biggest rooms apart from the leaders rooms, but we were offered that position and both declined every time it was offered.

"What do you want it to be?" I ask with a huge smile on my face, knowing Tobias wanted this child which made me want it 100 times more.

"A girl as beautiful as you." He whispered with a smile. "But maybe not as beautiful, so we don't have to major on troubles with the guys... But since your her mother I think she ought to be beautiful." He smiled again.

"She could look like you. And I don't think my looks would make her beautiful, maybe your genes will passed on and we would have a sexy overload." I smile at the thought and he frowns.

"Your beautiful but probably so, a baby with my looks would be unfairly sexy." He smiled and leaned in to kiss me right on the lips. Like every time I melted into the kiss and kissed him back passionately. He brushed his fingers into my hair and placed his other hand on my thigh where he squeezed tightly, but it just got me hungrier. I cupped his face in my small hands and kissed him just as hungrily as he was on me.

After a few more long kisses we pulled away and fixed out hair. "Your perfect." He smiled and started adding, "And kind, and honest, and brave, and intelligent, and selfless." All the things he wanted to be.

"I'm not honest." I sighed.

"You told me you were pregnant when you found out, didn't you?" I nodded. "Most girls wont tell the father till weeks."

"I guess." I looked right at him. He had the same deep blue eyes I had fallen in love with during initiation and dark brown hair that now was outgrown that it touched the bottom of his ear.

"When are you going to tell our friends, Caleb, and your parents?" He questioned.

"At dinner. And faction before blood... I can't talk to Caleb and my parents." I sighed and fiddled with a stray strand of blonde hair.

"Sorry about that, never mind." We went into a comfortable silence. I watched him as his eyes stared at my still flat stomach with a smile on his face and a gleam in his blue eyes.

"I am going to every appointment you have. Help you make this place baby proof and make the room. And go into the pain with you." He said it like it was official and I loved that, I don't know what I would do if he didn't want this baby.

"I want you to help me too, Tobias. I don't know how to do this. I don't know how to give birth to a baby, prepare for one, what to eat, what to do, everything!" I panic at the realization that this baby will hurt me at times and make life harder at moments and not be a sweet angel every second.

"It will be okay, you have me." He whispers. I nod and he smiles before planting a kiss on my forehead and then leaving the room.

x.X.x

We walk into the filled lunch room with joined hands. Me and Tobias sit together with the rest of our friends; Christina, Will, Zeke, Shauna, Marlene, Uriah, Lauren, and Lynn. After about ten minutes of normal talk I decide to share the news. Before I do I look at Tobias for an approval to say it and he nods his head in a silent message that means go ahead.

"Guys.. I have something to tell you guys." They all silent down and I take a deep breath,

"I'm pregnant." Everyone bolts their eyes to Tobias to make sure this is correct and he knew, he nods his head in confirmation. Their eyes go back to me, then my stomach that doesn't even show I am expecting then back at me. The girls smile and say congrats while the guys tease Tobias on how you get pregnant. Tobias's cheeks redden and I immediately feel sorry that his getting teased while I'm being caked with love.

"Hey boys, least his dick works." They all look at me in amazement while Tobias chuckles. It's not stiff talk; that's what I know is turning in their heads then they smile.

"Oh please sweetheart, mine wouldn't even fit in your pretty little ass." Zeke says with a sassy voice. I know his not serious on me being having a good ass because his with Marlene.. and I well don't.

"Eww..." I gulp and lean my head onto Tobias and wrap my fingers around his hand.

"I'm not sure if that's a compliment or not." Tobias whispers into my ear, tickling it.

"Compliment. We wouldn't be having this upcoming baby if it didn't work." I smile and kiss his cheek before finishing dinner.

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- Lissa

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