Disclaimer: Don't own
Naruto though I think that's quite obvious since this story is on
and not in the manga.
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Neon- So here is the
first chapter. Only thing you really need to know is this is an AU
set in the real world. But it ISN'T A HIGH SCHOOL FIC.
Sasuke- So wait real world AU….you mean were not ninjas?
Neon- Um..no your just ordinary kids
Sasuke- So I can't kill people for money, and/or runaway to live with a crazed snake man
Neon-….um no
Sasuke- I hate you
Neon- Oh shut up Sasuke, the real question is who DON'T you hate
Sasuke- HEY, I DON'T HATE….Um…Um……you win
Neon- Well now that
Mr.Emo here is done complaining on with the story
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"I can't believe Sasuke is going out with Temari again." Sakura said, as she looked up at her two best friends. She expected the pair to be as interested in this news as she was…well at least Ino should be. She really couldn't expect Naruto to care about what girl Sasuke was currently dating even if it was the town slut.
Sakura was getting frustrated though because she could tell neither really seemed to care at all about what she was saying. She could tell Naruto was trying his best to sound interested but she new he was bored with her rambling on about Sasuke. She turned to Ino in hopes to get her more into the conversation but noticed that instead of talking about how hot Sasuke was with her like she was supposed to be, she was instead for some reason simply staring at her.
"Ino are you ok, what's wrong, is their something on my face?" she asked confused, as to why her best friend was acting so strangely. Almost seeming to snap out of a dream, Ino quickly came to.
"Oh, I'm really sorry Sakura I didn't get a lot of sleep last night, I was up um...up all night studying" For some reason though Sakura had a feeling she wasn't being quite honest. She knew her friend well enough to see that something was obviously bothering Ino but if she didn't just want to tell me then I guess its not worth worrying about.
"Well I'm going home now guys, see you tomorrow." Sakura said as she stood up from her seat. If neither of them are even going to listen no point to keep talking she thought, but as she walked out the door she could have sworn that for the second time in a few minutes Ino was staring at her. Her mind hovered briefly on the possibilities of what the simple look could mean but didn't focus on it to heavily as other, more important thoughts like how hot Sasuke would look shirtless entered her mind.
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This is bad Ino Yamanaka thought to herself while lying in her bed. I can't believe I let Sakura catch me staring at her, what if...what if she figures it out? But then again who can blame me for staring when those beautiful green eyes are sitting right next to me? She sighed and began to feel the familiar feeling of frustration wash over her body.
I just can't do it anymore! She screamed out loud as she turned over so her face was smothered into her pillow. I can't take being so close to her each and every day and never being able to touch her, or kiss her or more importantly even just let her know how I feel. It had taken her so long to come to terms with the fact that she liked girls, but she had done it! It had taken even longer to come to terms with the fact that she was in love with her best friend but she had done it! So why couldn't she bring herself to just tell her how she felt. It should be the simplest thing to do, but somehow every time she thought about it became the most complicated.
In the back of her mind a little voice that she had heard many times before was advising her to just tell her how she felt but she ignored it like always and moments later the tears began rolling down her cheeks. The sensation of the wetness on her face was familiar and in some ways comforting. Similar to how the sensation of pain had helped her when she first realized she liked girls. But she had gotten through that, and hadn't hurt herself in a long time. So she wondered why now when nothing really had changed did she suddenly want that odd sense of relief in her own pain again?
It was like for some reason that one moment where their eyes had met had been the breaking point in how much she could take before happening. She had to do something, she had to, but how could she tell Sakura, how could she tell her best friend that she was in love with her?
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Naruto sat at his desk his homework sprawled out on the table in front of him. Usually when he looked like this the homework was there mostly for show, just in case his current guardian Iruka came to check on him. Iruka was the latest of three guardians Naruto had had in his life, and he was the first to pressure Naruto in matters like school. He had never really cared much for things like that before living with Iruka and to be honest he still really didn't much now. For once though he really was trying to concentrate on his homework but the thought of her kept coming back into his head and he was getting ready to give up on any hopes of studying.
Why am I so afraid to tell her, was the question that kept repeating in his head like a steady drum beat. The worst that could happen is she doesn't feel the same way and things just go back to what they were before. No that's not true, he told himself, if I tell her things would be different, and I can't risk losing my best friend even if I have to endure this suffering. He wondered how true that was though. How could he know which pain is worse, losing your best friend or loving her without being able to do anything about it. It was a question he asked so often but would probably never be able to answer. Sighing, he closed his books and walked to his bed. As he fell asleep he mumbled her name aloud and as his eyes closed he slowly formed an image of a certain pink haired girl in his mind.
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Sasuke- This is
horrible, and why the Fk am I dating the sand nin
Neon- Cause I said so, now be quite
Sasuke- Well at least you got Sakura's drooling over me right, its just so hard to be so loved you know.
Neon- …..I am going to just start ignoring you Mr.Emo. Anyways people that's the first chapter so review please and chapter 2 coming soon!
