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(DOT)

Chapter 1: Hating James, Loving Sirius

(DOT)

I hated my brother with so much!

He was smart, popular, charming to say the least. A rather foul sense of self-pride made most girls at this school fall head over heels for the moron. Yes, my brother was the God of Gryffindor house, James Potter. And along with his best mate, Sirius Black, they could stop a moving train with just their looks. Honestly, I think they could!

I, Emily Potter, am the younger sister of this moronic boy. I hated him for being older, but being older than me had its perks to. Once in my fourth year when James was a fifth year, he stopped a Slytherin from dropping me in the Lake. That would have sucked a lot since it was cold out and below freezing that night.

James and I have a love-hate relationship. Also we had a give and take one too. I would give and he would take. Once when we were in London, the two of us got trapped there because he forgot his money somewhere in Diagon Alley. We never found the 50 gallons, he lost.

I hated Christmas because of him too. I would always get him a large sized gift. I was always on time for Christmas morning gift exchange! Every year he would forget about getting me a gift and would do so two days late. Mum and Dad must have reminded him each year to get me something. Sirius was kind enough to remember unlike James.

Merlin, I just hated my brother. Not to mention that during the school's summer break, all he talked about was that Evans girl. She was pretty and had tutored me on the OWLS the year before now. Evans and James were Heads this year. How my brother managed this is beyond any proper idea of a sophisticated intellect. Remus Lupin should have been Head Boy this year!

But yet again my brother's charm got him the damn badge! At least Sirius didn't seem too shocked when James got his letter.

"I wonder who Head girl will be?" asked James holding up his letter like he had won some lottery. Mum and Dad will be awfully proud; I though watching him parade around the kitchen for the tenth time. I could care less to be completely honest. It seemed Sirius, who was seated next to me, was at least interested in the direction of the conversation.

"You know exactly who it will be! Everyone knows," said Sirius, through his toast. He glanced over at me while I tried to ignore the two. I had a terrible headache and James shouting did little to help it.

Sirius seemed to notice that I seemed off later that morning. While James practically killed the family owl with the weight of letters to his friends and admirers, Sirius stopped to talk to me.

"Are you okay? Seem a bit sick," he said with small smile. He wrapped his arms around me and pushed him away. Would he ever learn? If James found out, it would be very awkward.

I returned to my room. Mum and Dad had told Sirius and James that they should leave me alone during that time of the month, but Sirius never did. Sirius knocked on the door and let himself in.

"What was that about? I am actually concerned since James had more attention to his badge than me for once!" Sirius sat down in my desk chair and I just paced my room thinking about that stupid badge.

"James is a moron for chasing her! There are just as many guys in love with Evans as people in love with him! My brother is dumb! He will never get Lily Evans. Besides don't you have some homework to do, Sirius?" I hoped the last part sounded as rude as it did in my head.

"You don't hate James as much as you say."

"I do! Not that you would care about my feeling about your best friend!"

I knew my voice was raising but I didn't want to admit much to the Sex God himself. There were rumors about Sirius at Hogwarts now that he was about to enter his seventh year. Many of the younger students wanted a bit of action. Literally.

I went to sit down on my bed when he moved quickly to my side. He had me under him in a swift motion. My breath held in place as I waited for him to get up and sit down properly, but Sirius Black didn't move. Sirius Black was mine and we both knew that.

"What are you doing?" I demanded trying to move under him. Sirius leaned forward and was almost was close enough to kiss me when he snapped up from my bed.

"Sirius do you know – where the spare . . . parchment . . . is . . . at?" came James' voice from the door that now stood ajar. Sirius and I just looked at James who looked quite confounded.

"It's on the desk in the living room," he hesitantly said. James and Sirius left while I contemplated what almost happened.

Had Sirius Black just tried to take advantage of me? I hoped so, since we were secretly boyfriend and girlfriend. I had wondered when word would get around that Sirius was actually someone's proper boyfriend. Well he wasn't exactly proper but habits do take time to change. Habits, that almost got a girl pregnant his sixth year. That seemed to shock Sirius enough because the nightly outings to have sex with girls ended around November last year. Now that he finished his sixth year and was enjoying his summer with us, he asked me to trial date him so he could better himself. Regretfully in just one month we had our first fight about him sneaking out in the middle of the night.

I had found out, while we shouted in my room, that he went out and slept with a woman more than four years older than us. Banishing the thought away, I found my essay that needed to be finished and concentrated on that.