A/N My first SasuNaru fic, the bold writing in this chapter is taken from a song called Stockholm syndrome by Blink 182. I'm not gonna continue the song on, don't ask why cause I don't know . ;; Anyway I hope you enjoy and comment, if you like it the comments should inspire me. Constructive Criticism welcome as I always look for improvements nn! Anyway enjoy!

WARNING: YOU CANNOT FLAME ME BECAUSE THIS IS A YAOI FIC AND YOU DIDN'T REALISE IT! YAOI MEANING BOYBOY LOVE OK!

Disclaimer: Encase you think you can sue me! I do not own Naruto or any of the characters ; ; they belong to the God Masashi Kishimoto! I also don't own Blink182

'…' Thinking

"…" Speaking

'…' Flashbacks

Sasukes POV

My dearest,

I've missed you very very much since tht last night we were together.

'Sasuke…Sasuke…'

Sasuke ran round a corner of his old family home and saw his mother and father sitting down smiling at him.

His eyes widened with happiness as he let out the biggest grin he had ever displayed on his face.

"MUM! DAD!" he ran up to them and leaped into their arms.

Falling hard on a wooden chairs and bashing his chin, rubbing it he looked up and saw his brother smirking back at him.

"Not enough…hatefulness…"

"NANIIIII!"

Sasuke shot up out his bed and looked around. He was in his small bedroom it was just a dream.

'Shit…'

He got up and walked over to his balcony as he opened the door.

I'll hold that night especially in my memory for years to come

The breeze touched his pale skin as he gazed up to the starry night sky

'Why did you leave me all alone?'

I've been turning it over and over in my mind lately.

Tears stung his midnight eyes as he tried hard to keep them in. He could hear his mum speaking in the wind was it her or just his imagination?

'All your father used to talk about was you…Sasuke…'

Sasuke picked up a letter from his bedside table, he'd been given it the day he entered the ninja academy by his parents who had got all the Uchihas to write a message of good luck to him.

I've read your letter through at least 4 times and I'll probably read it more times before I'm through.

He glanced over at the picture on his table, framed in gold. His mum, dad, brother and himself smiled back.

I've been sitting here looking at your picture and getting more homesick every minute.

Picking it up he trailed his finger around the outline of his family, except his brother, he was meaning to tear him out but it would ruin his precious possession.

I've wanted that picture more than anything else I know of except of course you yourself.

He placed the picture back down and glanced at his other picture. One of him, Naruto, Sakura and Kakashi. He'd been happy that day because he felt like the team was his family, even though in the picture he looked annoyed…deep down he was shining with happiness. They all had a copy of that picture because everyone wanted one even Kakashi sensei! Going back outside he looked to the heavens.

'Do you ever think of me?'

I keep thinking of you darling keep wishing I could be home with you I want to leave in the worst possible way so I can come home to see you. Things don't look so good on that subject.

'I act like I expect an answer how childish…'

He glanced at his clock 5:00am.

'No point in trying to go back to sleep, training starts in an hour."

And this war has spoilt a lot of things for everyone I guess, I've never been so lonesome in all my life as I am right now.

'I wish I had died in that fight with Haku at least I wouldn't be lonely, I'd be with you…'

Sasuke bowed his head to the floor, tears flooding his eyes again. A soft hand touched his cheek as he looked up he looked into smiling eyes of his mother and his proud father, looking around there was the whole Uchiha clan smiling right back at him.

"why…Why…DAMMIT WHY?"

The image disappeared as he was left staring back into the night; tears breaking lose from his eyes.

'Yet another mirage'

I'm completely lost without you darling I never realised how I can miss any one person so much.

Bowing his head again to look at the floor he felt another hand on his cheek yet this one felt warm and real. Looking up his midnight eyes met sky blue ones.

"Yo Sasuke kun…you'll catch a cold standing out here!" smiled the Kitsune

'Naruto?

I just hope it won't be too much longer till I'm able to be with you again and live a sane and normal life…

A/N How was it? That was only the talking bit of the song XD. I definitely recommend you listen to that song its sooo Sasuke…blushes