I walk past, slowly

Looking in the glass that reflects my soul

There I am, silent

I see my father

Yet also my mother's green eyes, crying

Is it I?

Is that them, staring?

Can I live up to their expectations?

Or will I fall short

The weight is too great

Yet I must keep going for them and me

But can I?

I move, suddenly

No longer are their faces haunting me

Is this what I want,

Or what I must do?

I long for their touch and cry silently

I feel pain

But I must be strong

For that is what they would expect of me

I grieve, but I live

I fight, though they can't

In them, everlasting pain, but love also

I live on