This Is My Now
This is my now…
Its time get over the past
And look on to the future…
My brother's a soldier,
My cat is bipolar,
My sister ran off with a man…
My mom's hanging in there,
My brother is out there,
My dad is off in Brevard…
My other brother's stuck in NYU,
I wish I could be more like you…
Quiet,
Self-contained,
Full of self-control…
This is my now…
Its time to forget the past
And look on to the future…
I wonder what He has in store for me…
What am I going to do with my life?
It all looks so dark and shady…
Will I live out my dream,
Or be stuck in dark slumber…?
I wonder if I'll get the chance
To be with you
In sweet romance…
You're my best friend…
Yet I've fallen in love…
I think it's against the rules
To love your best friend
But I think its better
'Cause you know much more…
This is my now.
I'm in love with my friend,
And it seems as if my life will never end
But sometimes it's horrid…
And sometimes I can't see the light…
But when you're here its better…
So this is my now.
I'm stuck here,
Wondering…
This is my now…
I can't wait to see my future…
Without today…
There is no tomorrow
Or yesterday…
I can't wait for your answer…
Do you feel the way I do?
How I wonder…
But I hate it here…
Stuck in darkness,
Wondering…
This is my now…
Time to forget yesterday,
And look to tomorrow…