Disclaimer: my name's not Stephenie Meyer :
Prologue
(EPOV)
Mis·take—an /error in action, calculation, opinion, or judgment caused by poor reasoning, carelessness, insufficient knowledge, etc.
It was all a mistake. She was gone. She was never coming back. I couldn't believe that I could have messed up so badly. I couldn't let her do this, but it was her choice, her decision, her mistake, so why does it hurt me so badly? I was sitting around in my own muddled confusion and darkness. I had let her go. Pain was surrounding me. I could feel the torment taking over my thoughts. This was it. It was over. I had failed Bella, everything that I had loved was gone, and there was no reason for anything anymore. My everything was gone.
I felt despair grip me as I heard the thoughts of my family. They were all yelping out in their minds. I couldn't take it any longer, I couldn't fight any longer, it was over, we had lost and we weren't going to exist anymore.
