The dark clouds circle around the sky like an artists brush on a canvas. Today is a rare occasion, today is they day I go to my mom's funeral. Cliché as it is, it's raining. The drops of Heavens tears pour down lightly, almost as if the Angels are crying. My coat is black just as all the other people attending the funeral. They all sicken me. They cry fake tears and talk of how she was an amazing person and their experiences with her. They didn't even know her, yet they cry as if she were their mother. Is it sad that I can't find it in me to cr y? Is it sad that I don't know how to anymore? Is there even an afterlife? Why did this have to happen to me? What did I do? After five years of her in the hospital you would think I have the answer to one of these questions, but I don't. Not that that's surprising. As they gently drop the casket into the cold dead ground I can't help but remember before she was taken to the hospital. Everything that she did for me, my whole life revolved around my beautiful mom. The pellets of water slowly start to drop. She did everything for me. She loved me when my father wouldn't. She was my everything, and now she's gone forever. I hear the scream shoot through my throat as the casket is buried in the dirt. She didn't deserve this. She never deserved this. Yet it happened to her. All because of my fathers carelessness. My mom is dead now and it's all my fathers fault. All his fault. The water is still coming from my eyes but now it's pouring out and my throat is soar from all the screaming. I'm Eren Jaeger, and I just lost everything.
(TBC)