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I Do Not Own Twilight
He's Gone Your Here Deal With It
Chapter One: Past we meet again
Pain. Undeniable pain. I couldnt shake the feeling that maybe if I screamed as much as I could, the pain would go away. How wrong was I. hands were bound while my mouth was gagged and all I could do was shake and let muffled sobs escape my lips. My tears fell freely from my brown eyes and all I could do was let them since I couldnt let my hands wipe them away. Cold air bit my bare legs while my chest was heaving up and down as breathing became harder and harder every passing milli second. The top half of my body was not covered, tthough, so my breast were exposed and perked up high in the air. My brown hair fell in front of my face so I couldnt see a damn thing. Finally, the pain stopped. It took me a minute to analyze my thoughts. Where am I? Suprisingly, I didnt feel tired at all. I pulled on my restraints once more and they... just... fell of. I didnt think it would be that easy. I moved my brown hair out of the way and gasped. There, standing in front of me in all of his perfection was Edward. " Edward!'', I cried. I jumped off the bed and wrapped my arms around him. He smelled wonderful. Like strawberries and chocolate all wrapped in a neat little box.
" Bella''. he said in his velvety voice. He wrapped his muscular arms around me and whispered sweet nothings in my ear. I could have cried right there on the spot.
" Ed-'', I quickly noticed something different about him. Despite his welcoming hug, his face didnt hold the affection that he had so long ago. His eyes just looked at me with a blank expression. The honey gold that usually had me enchanted, were stone hard, blank, and emotion.
" Edward?", I said in a questioning way. He smiled a sad smile that I barely noticed. He walked over to the bed with me still holding on to him and put me right next to him. I tried to crawl on his lap but he just stopped me and scooted away from me even more.
" Edward'', I said, hurt from his actions, '' What's wrong with you". I had to hold back my tears and bite my lip from crying in front of him. He just sighed and turned to face me.
'' Bella'', he said, looking directly at me with a blank look spread over his perfect face, " I met someone else".
I looked at him for a moment trying to see if this was just some sick joke.
" Wh- what!'', I yelled. I wasnt trying to be angry but I just couldnt believe what he was saying. " What?'', I asked a little quieter.
" Her name is Faye and I met her a couple of months ago. She was standing in our meadow and she had just fed off a deer. I swear Bella, she was stunning. With long blond hair that fell to the small of her back and a slender frame. Her golden eyes and perfect face just called to me". I was shaking now. I knew It! I knew this little fling we had wouldnt last. I was just a plain Jane. A frail, stupid, clumsy human and he was a perfect vampire. I was worthless.
" How could you?'', I whisperd. I was at fear of crying now. I decided to just let my tears fall but they didnt. ''What the hell".
" I turned you into a vampire since I knew how much you wanted it. Sorta as a parting gift". Parting gift?
" Parting-", Edward cut me off.
" I'm leaving you Bella'', were the last words he ever said to me before he left out the room, out the house, and took my shattered heart with him and before my cries of pain and heartbreak and me closing my eyes happened.