Disclaimer- SOOOO not mine. im just another hardcore twilighter, whos borrowing an amazing storyline from an amazing author.
"I don't want you..."
The words rang through my head as I thrashed my way through the forest, trying, in vain, to find him.
It couldn't be true, my head tried to reject it.
But, I knew it was.
I knew that I'd never be good enough.
He's perfect... and I'm me.
I didn't get far when I came to a small clearing.
This clearing was nothing like ours, but painful memories seared through my mind. My heart wretched itself, twisting and crumbling, and I fell to my knees, sobbing.
How could this have happened?
I had become so convinced that Edward loved me, that I almost forgot how heartbreakingly human I was.
The pain was replaced by an anger.
How could he do this to me?
How dare he?
What kind of person tells a person that they love them then takes it back and leaves their "love" to fend for themselves.
And what about the others, I though angrily, the tears slowing, how could they just leave without saying goodbye?
They said that they loved me too.
"Liars." I whispered, "Those dirty, lying vampires."
My breath slowed, and I looked around me.
I stood slowly, feeling like I was being watched, and slowly found my way out of the forest.
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It was getting dark when I got home.
I felt different somehow.
Like something had changed inside of me.
I felt an anger that I'd never felt before in my life.
I'd been lied to, and used for months now.
I'd been told I was loved by beautiful immortals and then left behind.
It sounded like a bad Lifetime original movie.
I was just a blip in their eternal lives.
I slammed the door against the wall and walked inside.
Charlie was there, sitting in the kitchen.
"Hi." He said, looking slightly bewildered.
"Hi."
"I heard about the Cullens." He said quietly.
"Yeah, I did too." I said sarcastically, heading toward the stairs.
He looked surprised by my reaction, "Is Edward... Are you two..." He stuttered.
I stopped, my hand on the banister, "He's gone. He's not coming back. Ever. He doesn't want me anymore." I responded forcefully.
"Bella," Charlie said sympathedically.
"Whatever," I said quietly, "I'm going to bed."
And I did just that. Locking my window in the process.
AN- i know, its short, but im going to make chapter two longer, i promise.
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