Author: Haha. Another random Edward/Bella drabble. I heard this song on Grey's Anatomy and realized how much I really do love it. So here is a small drabble.
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you – Broken: Lifehouse
Broken
I was sure that I was dead. I was positive that the sudden disappearance of pain meant death and not life. How could all of that pain disappear and leave me alive? I could fell a weight pressing upon my chest. There was pressure and then the lack there of forcing my heart to beat against its will.
I could feel my breath slowing. I would truly be dead soon. It was then that I felt the stabbing pain in my chest, but my heart continued to slow. Edward's voice was faint, ordering Jacob to continue pumping. A gentle burning started in my chest, dulled by the numbness I was feeling.
Then, other small fires erupted within my body. I heard Edward snarl at Jacob. I couldn't make out the words, but they sounded ferocious. The pressure on my chest left for only a second, before it was renewed with more vigor than before.
The burning increased with every press upon my chest. My heart fluttered in my chest, changing. Before I was completely consumed by the flames that licked at my insides, I heard his sweet voice in my ear.
"I love you."
I knew then that I would make it through the fires of hell for Edward. Because on the other side I would not be broken. I would be whole for the first time in my life.